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Philippines
Intuitive Healer and Reader
July 28, 2019

In 2017, I wrote this letter to Drew (attached below) and it elegantly sums up what I’ve been through and how things have changed in my life at present.

Returning to letters and reading old letters I’ve written, sent, and received made me remember how big of an impact Lettrs had on my life.

I remember using this app out of curiosity. I remember I was in Tagaytay City, in a hotel room with family, feeling inspired by the lush hills and fresh air. I started doodling on the app pairing it up with my a cute inspirational quote or thought, and never conceived that soon, I would be opening myself wide and exposing my heart for all to see. Reading some of my old posts, sometimes I can’t help...

BE BOLD!
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March 19, 2015
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I've been listening to VOCALOID again. Can you guess which one of them drew? (she's very popular!)

I love her when she sings Uplifting Trance. Here's a fun fact: I never cared that much for music until I heard her voice. That was around 2008, and now music is such a huge portion of my life.

Thank you, Hatsune Mike and the talented producers who made songs for you! H

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DO WHAT MAKES YOU HAPPY
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December 28, 2014
 

I love eyes. It's one place on a person's body you can't clothe. It's always naked.

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LETTRS FUCHSIA
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December 28, 2014
 

Wherever my friends sleep tonight, let the angels hold them tight.

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LETTRS FUCHSIA
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June 17, 2015
Makati, Philippines

Dearest precious, You,

You've been waging a battle inside of you for too long.
The end seems neigh, and there is plight after plight.
But retreat for a while. Gaze at the stars.
See them twinkle knowingly at you. Because they know who you are.
You are stardust spirit.
A native of the Universe.
Citizen of the gaseous bodies, sons and daughters of a galactic race.
You don't feel like you belong here and that's ok.
We're here only for a little while. To Live. Love. Bleed. and Grow.
Though the stars shimmer before you,
the cosmic strand compels you
from deep within you
There is a gift veiled in flesh
obscured by eyes
deafened by ears
This gift flows like an endless Niagara
sto...

ORIGINAL
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May 19, 2015
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Yoni Diaries ~Prologue~

Mother of God! (excuse my french)

Did I just... Did I really do that? I'm shaking my head.
I'm looking at my hands because I can't stand my face.

That was exhilarating.

And so out if the blue! How did it come to this?

I can walk fine but my arms... Oh, my arms. It's so hard to type in this... State.

I'm not aroused. Just bewildered. Disbelieving. Shocked.

My heart rate has steadied now. Christ, I feel weird saying that.

Does this make me a sinner? No. I don't feel dirty about this. I just felt like I learned something new. Something crucial.

I've known this sensation even before first hand experience (Christ, was that really 3 minutes ago?) because...

DO WHAT MAKES YOU HAPPY
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May 23, 2015
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The Yoni Diaries 1
~Ruminations on one's sacred gender and sexuality~

Tonight's session was immense. I was at the point of crying, I was so close. The intensity rose with the climbing speed and force, and yet, I did not reach my 'destination' . I pat my lower abdomen and thank myself, thank the gifts I have been given.

After cleaning up my Yoni sphere (my repurposed Selenite crystal ball) with some tea tree essence and light dabs of water, the frustration of not getting 'there' was near irrelevant.

I felt good.

That was enough.

Hathor watches over me during my sessions, reminding me to ride with the moment, feel myself open up as I bow down to my self.

Upon entering my room, I k...

DO WHAT MAKES YOU HAPPY
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May 29, 2015
 

The Yoni Diaries 5
~Ruminations on one's sacred gender and sexuality~

Little Hercules sleeps in his box.

I hope he does sleep for too long because I wouldn't have tears to shed anymore. My head hurts from keeping myself from spilling out. The universe has its way of ripping open closed wounds.

I just hoped it wasn't this wound.

I'm so scared for his life. I feel so helpless during the universe's decisions. Sometimes, I feel like we truly are powerless.

What would the Goddess do?

I close my eyes to remember Kuan Yin's Lotus temple.

What would the Goddess do?

Before his spasms, Hercules lay purring in my lap. He curled around my finger and meowed gently when I'd show signs of m...

COMPANION
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May 20, 2015
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Yoni Diaries ~P r o l o g u e 2 ~

days ago, I entered my temple. I never thought I would mean that as literally as I do now, but when I did, it was mesmerizing and powerful. I never thought I could be capable of that much pleasure. I was always aware of this repressed emotions. The sudden release shook me spiritually and physically.

The experiences marked my official journey to my own divine feminine aspects. I didn't realize I've been suppressing myself for so long. Until now, I'm questioning how I lasted so long without being with myself and for myself.

I was meditating today, calming my mind with chanting. I saw nymphs swimming in the ethereal space. They were dancing with the chanti...

DO WHAT MAKES YOU HAPPY
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May 27, 2015
 

The Yoni Diaries 2
~Ruminations on one's sacred gender and sexuality~

We are gatekeepers. The thought makes me shiver.
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I've always felt immense pleasure with my legs spread open. Not doing anything, just stretching outwards and away from me. Feeling so pliable and vulnerable.  Confident and strong.

Im different during intimacy. I'm not as fearless as I fantasize myself to be. Mostly, I'm clinging. I don't want that. I want to take charge. But there's a scared kitten inside of me who is aching to roar.

It's been a while in my sexual journey and I've realized that reaching 'the point' is like a game of hide and seek. When you familiarize with your partner (or yourself) you h...

KETTLE
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May 27, 2015
 

The Yoni Diaries 3
~Ruminations on one's sacred gender and sexuality~

We truly do get what we attract. I want to know more about the divine feminine and I've been teaching out different ways. I opened a blog about raw feminine sexuality and beauty, I met a Priestess who had recommended me books, feminist posts flood my FB daily.

And now, I've been called to learn about the Goddess triad in an intrinsic level.

The universe gave me a cat.

He had been abandoned by his mother. When we found him, he was at the brink of death. I held him and felt him so close to the threshold. Tears formed underneath my eyelashes. I wanted to take care of this precious little life. I was worried at first. I ...

I HEART SCHOLARCON
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May 28, 2015
 

The Yoni Diaries 4

I found two pearls. So small that I had to squint to notice them, but I felt proud. They were my pearls. They came from me.

Prior tonight's session, I readied the Manukah honey and poured a teaspoon full into a cup of warm water. I honored the concoction in Hathor's name. I saw her golden presence extend two fingers, dipping them into the water. Her blessings of openness, pleasure, protection, and trust made the water glow. I press the icy rim of the glass against my lips and notice how much sweeter the elixir is! And I feel strange too. My temperature drops to sweltering and a fog covers my eyes. The elixir kicks me with a burst of energy, but I remain relaxed. It also ...

SHAKIRA
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May 29, 2015
Canton, United States

Dear Terry,

Thank you for your beautiful letter to me.  I had to read it several times to process how special it is.

I started this company with the belief that words could be much more deliberate in our lives and they could mean much more to the people who matter most. So I created a network that enhances the words we all hope will last.

Please share this little place with your friends and help us in anyway with a rating in the App Store. I am not sure if you are an iPhone or android user but I can tell you are an exceptional writer. Please feel free to write to me at anytime for how we can make lettrs work even better for you.

Sincerely, in lettrs,

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THANK YOU
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May 28, 2015
New Delhi, India

Greetings Terry !

I just saw one of your letters while exploring , which made me curious to go through all your writings . Firstly , the letter series named as "Yoni Diaries" is absolutely aesthetic and catchy . The way you describe femininity ,its just so beautiful . You have pictured female sexuality and pleasure  as a pious and divine indulgence. I am completely enamoured by your letters, they have suddenly made me more bold as a female . You talk of Hathor and at some point of Super 7 crystal , I would like to know more about it all .

Keep writing ! 👍 ☝

Best,
Mann

WORD ART
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March 3, 2015
 

I created a song one day with the intention to heal my aunt's household. She owns a beautiful house, but I can feel unspoken pain in the walls, and uneasiness in the silence. When she wasn't around, I sang as loud as I could. It was of a different language and of unique sound.

I wish to share it with all of you one day. I sing it everytime I need help, or when I've lost sight of the road I'm on.

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LETTRS GOLDEN
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January 29, 2015
 

You are brilliant.

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THE SUNGLASSES STAMP
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January 29, 2015
 

I don't speak with words.
Look into my eyes.
listen.

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DIAMOND
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January 29, 2015
 

I was having a hard day.
Then, you made me laugh.

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JOKING
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January 25, 2015
 

Our cats brought home a present for us today.

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JOKING
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January 2, 2015
 

Sleep is retreating from the world to enter the temple of your soul.

Goodnight everyone.

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UNITED WAY
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January 6, 2015
 

I'm home! I miss you lettrs.

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HOME
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January 7, 2015
Makati City, Philippines

On July 2013, my life changed. I embarked on a journey that colored my life with meaning, a meaning that was all but alien to me: love.

Here's a letter that I wrote to my friend. I originally intended to rewrite my experience but this already was the most accurate account of all that happened.

I hope you enjoy it as much as I did re-reading and editing it :) This is LONG post, but crafted with my soul.
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Taking life slowly is one of the most important things I've learned. Kids these days are in such a rush to grow up that they lose sight of the simpler and subtler things in life like waking up, alive and breathing, and how the sun rises without fail.

I learned another lesson recently...

DO WHAT MAKES YOU HAPPY
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December 31, 2014
 

It's new years eve! Can you believe it?

We made it.

Tonight, I'll be celebrating with my family. We've booked for a restaurant near the ocean for the fireworks display. We do this every year but it doesn't feel tired somehow. I look forward to it!

I watched this segment from NHK World that demonstrated the meaning of fireworks in this Japanese festival (I forgot which one or whether it applies to all). According to their tradition, fireworks represent the glory of life and death. There are many kinds of fireworks such as the Willow, Chrysanthemum, among others, and it really changed my perception about fireworks.

It reminded me that life is a celebration. :) I liken fireworks to experi...

THE NEW YEARS GOLD STAMP
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December 30, 2014
Makati City, Philippines

I dream of a world where Love wins.

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DO WHAT MAKES YOU HAPPY
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December 30, 2014
 

I have learned more from gentleness than those who teach with force.

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NARENDRA MODI
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December 30, 2014
 

I miss old children's shows. They were full of soul. They valued a child's creativity, curiosity and exploration without all the gimmicks that flood today's television.

It was a time where children's shows weren't hyper, blasting with color and sound. It was meaningful. Those shows aimed to make children grow up to be adults with value.

What shows have you grown up with?

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ORIGINAL
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December 30, 2014
 

A simple reminder: No matter what happens,

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December 30, 2014
 

You don't carry the burdens of the world. There is so much to life than lifting.

We are meant to do so much more. And these are not limited to the sacrifice of the saints and those who rally in the streets, face to face with armed security enforcement.

Our only task is to be at peace with ourselves, and do what we love doing with the people we love. Whatever path you choose: an artist, a mathematician, a scientist, a sex worker, a janitor, even a parent, we are guiding you, protecting you, and watching over you at this very moment and always. You do not own your struggle and neither should you. Evolving as a person shouldn't challenge you, it frees you.

Everytime you decide to be yourse...

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