Explore
Sign Up
Login

Sandra

PO# 129124
United States
United States
If something becomes like air, is it an obsession or a necessity?
August 24, 2016
Poulsbo, United States

I'm not living for myself but for the ones who love me and for those whom I can help lessen  the burden.

Thumb_letter_signature_1472107763
TIES
Thumb_1472107504
PO#129124
1
0
January 16, 2016
Phoenix, United States

I deleted everything. I don't have your number memorized anymore. I'm not friends with you on Facebook so I don't know what you're up to even though I'm curious sometimes. I want to say thank you and I'm sorry but I can't. I'm afraid. I'm afraid to know anything. Would we even be good friends? We never had a chance to be. Everything happened so fast, there was no time to think. What can I do except let go? My bravery has been drained for quite a while. I am no longer the person I used to be.

Thumb_signature_1452934340
SPIRAL GALAXY
Thumb_1472107504
PO#129124
2
0
January 13, 2016
Phoenix, United States

When it comes to building my confidence, I feel lost. Should I write a little about how awesome I am every day? Can I talk about my flaws in a more positive light? I know that I am so hard on myself. The task of self revival is daunting, and I feel overwhelmed.

But I should still try it.

Thumb_signature_1452751766
TREE TOPS
Thumb_1472107504
PO#129124
1
0
November 6, 2015
Omaha, United States

I close my eyes but can't let go.

Thumb_signature_1446872850
TRANSMISSION LINES
Thumb_1472107504
PO#129124
1
0
October 19, 2015
Omaha, United States

It's difficult when those around you chat away seemingly happy and bright and there you are not being able to feel that happiness within. They are unaware to your inner thoughts and troubles and you try to forgive them for not knowing how to react to your bleak mood. They leave you alone to simmer but being alone in your head might be the worst thing.

Thumb_signature_1445314385
PALO VERDE SUNSET
Thumb_1472107504
PO#129124
0
0
October 7, 2015
Omaha, United States

I'm still broken, aren't I?

Thumb_signature_1444276017
ARCTIC (1/3)
Thumb_1472107504
PO#129124
0
0
August 25, 2015
Omaha, United States

One more day passes. Lately I've only been breathing and going through some of the motions. My life is currently still a mess, though a quiet mess.

Thumb_signature_1440481143
VANESSA ATALANTA
Thumb_1472107504
PO#129124
0
0
August 18, 2015
Omaha, United States

Somehow opening the dawn of my birthday with a thunderstorm is fitting for a Leo such as myself, making one's heart jump and pound as a result. Happy August!

Thumb_signature_1439885194
LA PROMENADE
Thumb_1472107504
PO#129124
0
0
August 15, 2015
Omaha, United States

I was so amazed today at the thoughtfulness of my family especially my brother. After five long weeks of my emotionally draining internship, the weekend before my birthday arrived.

Giddy from relief and happy to pick up a package from home, I opened the box slowly. In the middle of the snacks, homemade pastries, and clothes lay a sleek white box. I realized what it was and screamed with excitement.

My brother really granted my wish. I joked with him that it was his turn to buy smartphones for us. I wanted to encourage him to start applying for jobs and internships. Despite his struggles in the job search process and interviews, I believe that something will come his way. Sometimes luck is...

S.S. ARAB
Thumb_1472107504
PO#129124
0
0
July 28, 2015
 

I'm pretty sometimes. I'm ugly sometimes. All in moderation.

Thumb_signature_1438136564
DESERT SAGE
Thumb_1472107504
PO#129124
0
0
July 28, 2015
 

I'm not really useless. I just feel that way sometimes. It's like a passing rain; after the downpour, I can live again.

Thumb_signature_1438135997
VIBRANT GREEEN
Thumb_1472107504
PO#129124
0
0
April 13, 2015
 

You're not a bad person, you just weren't a good friend to me.

DARE TO BE FREE
Thumb_1472107504
PO#129124
0
0
April 4, 2015
 

He wasn't what I wanted. Whether he was part of my life or not didn't really matter to me.

Thumb_signature_1428126145
GRATEFUL FOR FAILURES
Thumb_1472107504
PO#129124
0
0
March 29, 2015
 

Happiness will come and go. Understand this and you will be able to manage your disappointments.

Thumb_signature_1427655845
MYSTERIOUS DOOR
Thumb_1472107504
PO#129124
0
0
March 29, 2015
 

When we read, we change.

READER
Thumb_1472107504
PO#129124
0
0
February 25, 2015
 

It's been 3 years. I met you on the eve of my twenty-first birthday. This year I'm going on twenty-four. I still haven't found anything close to that feeling with you. Everyday is a test of patience.

Thumb_signature_1424849201
DIAMOND
Thumb_1472107504
PO#129124
0
0
February 25, 2015
 

When I am home with my brother and mother, I am so happy. Here at school I have my freedom but I am so unhappy.

Thumb_signature_1424848857
EXPLORER
Thumb_1472107504
PO#129124
0
0
February 22, 2015
 

If I could, I would bottle up the happiness from your incandescent eyes and save it for a rainy day.

Thumb_signature_1424631992
LIGHTNING
Thumb_1472107504
PO#129124
0
0
February 22, 2015
 

One thing that I need to learn is how to brush off the aftermath of intense heartbreaks, disappointments, and mistakes. Like any skill, it takes much practice and is difficult to master. Each incident challenges my peace but with continued effort and determination, the task becomes a little easier.

Thumb_signature_1424631082
BRASIL
Thumb_1472107504
PO#129124
1
0
February 22, 2015
 

A kiss on the cheek from you was worth all my troubles.

Thumb_signature_1424621005
KISS
Thumb_1472107504
PO#129124
1
0
February 21, 2015
 

Loving you was so easy; like breathing. How did you do that? I don't want to believe that it was some kind of personal skill you acquired over the years. I want to believe that we were connected somehow before we even could have fathomed it ourselves.

Thumb_signature_1424583545
HOME
Thumb_1472107504
PO#129124
0
1
February 21, 2015
 

I'm always so hard on myself. Always thinking about what I did wrong. I have so many regrets. How can I love myself more?

Thumb_signature_1424583211
YELLOW ROSE
Thumb_1472107504
PO#129124
0
0
February 21, 2015
 

Loving someone and receiving their love in return is a miracle in this life.

LOVE BIRDS
Thumb_1472107504
PO#129124
0
0
February 18, 2015
 

Sometimes I can't distinguish whether a particular memory was a dream or it really happened.

Thumb_signature_1424271660
ITALY
Thumb_1472107504
PO#129124
1
0
February 18, 2015
 

One thing that I want to work on is being more patient. I get worked up easily with anger, sadness, and elation. My mood even before these tough times has never been level. I feel higher highs and lower lows which made me wish for balance most of all.

In the past, I've been hurt by relationships. Maybe that has made me more reticent, more suspicious and mistrustful. I haven't been able to retain that innocence that made me have faith in people.

I wonder if you are patient enough to stay with me as I grow. As I try to draw those good qualities into myself. Patience, calm, positivity. I wonder if you have faith in me.

Thumb_signature_1424240955
ANCHOR
Thumb_1472107504
PO#129124
0
0
February 18, 2015
 

I have so many insecurities. Confidence has become a fragile feeling for me. Something that takes a lot of energy to conjure up for brief moments. Will there come a day when it comes more naturally?

Thumb_signature_1424240190
PROPER HAIRCUT
Thumb_1472107504
PO#129124
0
0
February 16, 2015
 

I don't know why you annoy me so easily. It is a natural skill of yours maybe. It's the illusion your invitations, texts, and phone calls make, suggesting your interest. But interest is just that and no more. Interest doesn't equal care.

Thoughtfulness plus the ability to clearly express your care for me. This is what I am looking for.

I'm not sure that you are truly a kind and caring person. Though you might likely be. All I know is that this ability, through no fault of yours or mine, is missing. And that is why we get stuck.

I appreciate your efforts, and I believe you will, mine. But we just weren't meant for one another, we're we?

Thumb_signature_1424148437
TUX
Thumb_1472107504
PO#129124
0
0
February 16, 2015
 

I want to feel close to you but I can't. We don't understand each other.

Thumb_signature_1424147009
HIGHLAND MOUNTAINS
Thumb_1472107504
PO#129124
0
0
February 15, 2015
 

I haven't laughed this much in one day for a long time. It was easy to laugh. I must do this more often.

Thumb_signature_1424060379
HOLD ON TO YOUR HEART
Thumb_1472107504
PO#129124
1
0
February 9, 2015
 

What does one do to not feel like crap?

Thumb_signature_1423524437
LEO
Thumb_1472107504
PO#129124
1
0