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Bre S

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And to think I saw it all on Mulberry St...
June 26, 2019
 

Wouldn't it be nice...

  If the statement on this stamp were true, at times when it would truly benefit & not hinder you!?

  It's true that sometimes we may set limits within our minds that hold power over us.

  Whether consciously or not, whether beneficial or harmful, & perhaps it's these limits that we ultimately have the power to change &/or effect, perhaps it's these limits in reference to on the stamp...

  In which case;
                                
                               {{"SOME"
             limits only exist
in the mind!}}

would perhaps be more accurate!

  There are limits that are set, be it by self or another, in an effort to provide a measure of security!

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LIMITS EXIST ONLY IN THE MIND
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June 20, 2019
 

Remember how
you held me that night?

Sweet & tender,
lovingly tight!

Never an argument,
much less a fight.

I didn't measure up,
failed to be just right!

You said your goodbyes
before taking flight.

Anguished are my cries,
your presence gone,
no longer in sight!

A message in a bottle,
perhaps flown,
on the tail of a kite!

My love remains,
intensely unexpressable,
with any words
I know how to write!

A damsel in distress...   
        {{Soulfully Yours}}

solely if,
You're my shining knight!

          

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EXHALE MY LOVE
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June 19, 2019
 

An estimated $45,000,000 net worth with an unknown yearly salary added every year! Yet child support wasn't a feasible budget allowance, not financially, nor emotional, psychological, social or any other support a father should supply his child/ren with!

If  $1000 a month was paid from birth to 18 for 2 children the grand total would barely equal $216,000! A mere fraction of accumulated wealth that would've gone largely unnoticed on the giving end but would've gone such an immense way in enriching the recipients life! It would've meant a stability never known, an aknowledgement of our very existence, a future, a father! Instead of support I received dissertion along with a false surname t...

ABANDONED
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May 6, 2019
 

                     
                   Alphabet "Advice"

S-unshine
A-bounds
B-ringing
R-ainbows
I-nto
N-ights
A-round

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FOLLOW YOUR HEART
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April 4, 2019
 

             

               But how...

You say you're letting go of me...
But how do you let go of something you never held?

You say your moving on from me...
But how do you move on from a place you never stayed?

You say your love for me is dead...
But how can something die that never even lived?

You say your goodbyes to me...
But how do you say goodbye if hello was never said?

You said I hurt you...
But how could I have hurt you, if loving you was all I ever did?

You say your free from me...
But how can you be free from a prison that only ever contained me?

You say you'll remember me...
But how can you remember a blank, never lived memory, that only I have ever dreamed?

   ...

OBSCURED
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January 18, 2019
 

Storybook pg.25
First-Please
Last-Weep

  **(I actually decided to count to Pg. 25 in my journal, so this is an actual entry in "The Book of Bre" lol...)**

         Please (Don't) Remember...
                  So I can forget!

Remember me when
you wake.
Remember me when
you sleep.

Remember me when
you're happy.
Remember me when
you're sad.

Remember me when
you smile.
Remember me when
You cry.

Remember me when
you love.
Remember me when
you hate.

Remember me when
you look at her.
Remember me when
he looks at me.

Remember me when
you realize it was me
you chose not to keep!
Remember your memory
will always be the one
to make me weep!

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January 30, 2019
 

As days, weeks, months and then years pass by I wonder why,
so many why's.
Like why, why wasn't I enough?   Pretty enough, skinny enough, smart enough, tall/short enough, caring/loving enough... wanted enough/loved enough!?
  
   Why couldn't you see me? Hear me?Feel me? Love me? Want me?
Why did I have to love you with no limitations? With an open heart, in such a manner no other has ever been loved in?

  Why is there so many more why's? Why does any of it even matter anyways?
And why, if I failed to mean to you what you mean to me, do I continue waiting for you to return to me? Why is it that if I find even the slightest sliver of happiness with anyone other than you, that's bound to...

WHY ME
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February 15, 2019
 

I'm so over it all!
Tired of holding on,
Trying not to fall!
Action against Antigone!
Eurydice upon stomach,
forced to crawl!
Neither Romeo nor Creon!
Not even worth the effort,
To reach out through a call!
Soon enough gone...

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MAN'S BEST FRIEND
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April 4, 2019
 

                       Yin & Yang
         Even separate they are whole!
         Combined they are complete!

        HE dosen't make me whole...
              HE completes me!

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ORIGINAL
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April 4, 2019
 

     And there within the answers...

                ...lay buried...

       ...the unasked questions!

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ILLUSION OF DEPTH
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April 2, 2019
 

I keep telling myself it's NEVER gonna happen & at times I almost believe it too...
More than I believe it will ever TRULY happen!

Odd how one can't commit to believing or disbelieving in a single event...my own personal purgatory!

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LIGHT IN THE DARK
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April 2, 2019
 

HOPE
is a
deceitful,
destructive
bastard
realized
when ALL
is lost!

LEFT OUT
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April 2, 2019
 

   Don't try walking a mile in my shoes...

Try thinking a day in my head!

                    -Unknown

THE SOUL WITHIN
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April 1, 2019
 

           Mental Health Awareness
             (An invisible disability)

  A question...

  Would you go up to a person in a wheelchair or anyone who was obviously disabled and treat them badly based on that very disability?

  Unless you're a huge narcissistic douche void of empathy & compassion I'm pretty sure your response is "NO"!

  That being said, why then do you suppose that same response isn't applied in regards to those who have a disability that isn't obvious or visibly noticeable?

  Mental health disabilities are REAL! Despite the lack of visibility or obviousness, they have the ability to cripple a person in day to day life just as a physical one does!

  Sometimes facing th...

HAND TO THE SUN
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April 1, 2019
 

           Birthday Poem

0 The lies go deep & answers remain out of reach...Questions never before dreamed of being asked...

1 Unwanted

2 Possible Survivor

1 Saline

1 Abortion

9 Newborn picture my only clue (Strawberry Baby) long gone

8 Did she omit the outcome of related abortion

1 Unanswered

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THINKING CLOUD
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March 26, 2019
 

            The proof is in the pudding...

...but the world is on a diet!

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MEAN GIRLS
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March 10, 2019
 

  I often wonder if others know the pleasures of a dunking booth on hot summer days, granted with forged signature, laced with liberties taken by both corresponding with the theft of a porno magazine! Memories as sweet as an A&W rootbeer float served in a vintage mug loaded with the best olde fashioned vanilla ice cream...better than any dream as it was an actual reality lived by you and me!

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MISS YOU
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March 28, 2016
 

Relations of Revelations!

You're but a figment of my reality that has somehow crawled into my imagination, My untold satisfaction of unfullfilled distractions,
Half of the fraction of unmoving actions,
A gripping desire without any traction,
Never even aware you held me within your attraction!

Recapitulation of Summation!

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VISIBLE MYSTERY
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March 7, 2019
 

      Your love...

There and then,
     That and this,
Where and when,
     Hit or miss,
Scent of US mixed on skin,
    My love for you                               expressed in EVERY kiss,
Heart and soul your love within!

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March 7, 2019
 

Ramblings, thoughts, feelings and such...

I swear I am probably the absolute worst at recognising cars and/or anything specific about any car in particular!

That being said there's a select few like the Gia Carmagia for one or certain Mustangs like the '92 Mustang (mainly because unlike other years, I absolutely hate the design that year!) I actually REALLY love Mustangs tbh and it's actually probably the only Ford model I'd ever care to own...not sure exactly why or what caused such a decided split in my preferences within a company, but it's there!

My point in mentioning any of this, or perhaps all of it, is to perhaps lend a sense of credibility to one singular statement...

... I ...

SUNFLOWER
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February 23, 2019
 

I can not "go back" to you, no matter how much I want to be in your presence, held in your embrace, no matter all the wishes I've wished upon countless first stars over the course of desolate yearning for you nights...I can NOT "go back" to you!

A person simply can NOT go back to a place they in fact never left...in order to return a departure must have first taken place!

So you see,
I can't return,
When it was your departure
That separated you from me!
Only YOU have the option and ability to return to me!

I'll continue wishing my wishes on every wish-able item that presents itself to me, in hopes you'll find your forever in me...please come back for me!

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WATER
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January 30, 2019
 

The stars cried!

   Only the moon and the night sky
know the amount of tears
the stars cry!

   Only the ocean and it's tide
know the the depth from which
the stars cried!

   Only the stars know why
they solemnly cry!

The stars cried!

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MYSTERIOUS MOON
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January 9, 2019
 

Such is the curse of me;
   I'm always going to say the wrong things at the wrong times, even if it's right!
   I'm always gonna push the people in my life out, either cause I care to much or cause I couldn't care enough. Despite wanting more than anything for them to stay!
   I'm always going to be seeking acceptance even after being discarded, as I swear that time was the last time.
   I'll always feel like I'm an unwanted, mismatched misfit who just doesn't belong, longing to simply hear my song!
   Is loving me truly that wrong?

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RIGHT IN THE FEELS
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January 30, 2019
 

If you don't love me now...
Then perhaps we have yet to meet!

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LOVE FOR ALL
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January 23, 2019
 

Ok so wow!

The UI differences between OS are quite unexpected and sad to say disappointing!
Why is there such an immense difference between them?

  I feel like I've been offered the best of the best in each OS, only each "best" isn't even an option in the other OS. Like there's a limit to how many awesome features one can have depending on what device one is using!

  I'll be the first to admit that I know next to nothing regarding the process of designing an app! Especially the design limits or abilities as per OS. I would think as the designer, one would want the same experience for users no matter their particular OS.

    I barely used the IPhone version and the main difference ...

ORIGINAL
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January 22, 2019
 

Observing Mental Health Awareness month...

How are you...REALLY!¿?

I'm guilty of it as are most I believe, the tendency to autoreply when asked how we are. Sadly it's because of my mental health issues that I do this, after all who really cares if I'm silently dying inside? Who really wants the real response when the question itself, is almost just as often as the reply is, an automated nicety that society has employed as an acceptable greeting. A few years ago I decided I was tired of hearing myself on repeat every time I was asked how I was, especially since my response was probably one of the BIGGEST lies of my life! I'm not fine! Hell I'm not even close to ok! I now usually reply wi...

ORIGINAL
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August 10, 2018
 

    

      Hey baby wanna come over to Myspace and Twitter my Yahoo till I Google all over your Facebook...
                          -Author Unknown⤴😶
                                                     -Me⤵😁
...then we can StumbleUpon a Vine and Pinterest with You(r)Tube in (my) TikTok until were both LinkedIn & we Instagram & Yelp!?  😂

                                             -

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AUSTIN POWERS
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January 17, 2019
 

     Butterfly affect,
              Ripple effect!

Some are "affect".
Some are "effect".

Ironically both are
interchangeable
intrinsically!

As to affect one,
will have an effect on the other,
thus that which realized
the effect, reflects.
Which thus in turn effects
the original affect!

Some are "butterfly's",
Some are ripples"!

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SPIRIT
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January 10, 2019
 

Skylark challenge 173

A flick of the wrist,
With a roll of the dice🎲,

A fresh start,
With-in the game of life🎭!

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GO FOR IT
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January 10, 2019
 

Weekly Challenge (3)

The suns rays peirce through
The wild-growing
Green-yellow leaves,

Mesmerizing,

Giving a false impression of golden specks.

A distortion of the proletariat.

A commonality only in tragedy,

My life in reality!

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WINTER
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