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rayie

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I m making a part of me immortal by writing it down. Ig: @a_flightless_bird__
July 12, 2018
 

It's just that one moment, one unconscious moment when it comes back crashing on your head.
One little moment of weakness where your one thought leads to another and it reaches to the darkest or when you are half asleep and you open your eyes to a little beep of your phone and something suddenly hits you
And then its all your strength v/s that little moment.
Rayie

A MAN'S BEST FRIEND
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July 10, 2018
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To know that you'll always have these scars and they will bleed time and again but you feel like you don't care anymore you just start to live with them is it how it is supposed to be? moving on?

Rayie

A MAN'S BEST FRIEND
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July 4, 2018
 

Dear rayie,

That's a wonderful fridge you have there!
I like your style of writing :)
You should post more!

4th of july
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July 4, 2018
 

Do we have a type?
Why does it happens to us?
Do we look alike?
Or we put it too Much?
Do we come across wrong?
Intimidating?
Or unapproachable?
Is getting through us seems like a challenge?
Or it's just so easy that it gets boring?
What is it?
Too good to be with?
To weird to bear?
Easily replacable or just not worth it?

Rayie

4th of july
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June 26, 2018
Ahmedabad, India

Forever is a lie, A lie that can haunt you forever.

Rayie

STARS CAN'T SHINE WITHOUT DARKNESS
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June 25, 2018
Ahmedabad, India

I know that people have it worse than i have and maybe its not justifiable or right reaction. Maybe my pain isn't worthy enough of those extremes but I can't just stop feeling like i want everything to just stop.
Because the pain is so much that i can take off a limb or two to distract myself from it.
I know i chose this suffering, i m the reason, no one else but me.
But tell me one way to stop this.
Because telling me how to react and what is sane or better way to do isn't working.
I m chocking myself in my own head, drowning myself in my tears and i don't refuse to release, to swin to come out. I just don't know how.
So i apologize in advance for letting you all down.

TEDx
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June 20, 2018
Ahmedabad, India

It still aches somewhere, the pain hasn't reduced an inch but the mouth has become wiser.

Rayie

MAJOR STEPHEN REICH
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June 15, 2018
 

Folding back into old creases of tattered parts of myself.

Rayie

HAPPY FATHERS DAY!
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June 15, 2018
 

Continuing "An Awakening Desire"

"This wasn't what she wanted at all. She knew for months but only accepted it today as she was about to start her day. Instead she packed her bags, the college was suppose to be fun, but alisha has taken it all from her, first her friends and then even vihan.
She looked back to her how she ended up here.
The beautiful coincidences have lead vihan in her life, but it seems like even vihan isn’t immune of the charm of that witch alisha.
Alisha was the popular girl of the college, every guy just wanted one look from her and alisha loved insulting kavya every now and then.
At her last meeting with vihan he cannot stop talking about how cool she is and this ma...

HAPPY FATHERS DAY!
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January 4, 2018
Ahmedabad, India

And what if?
What if i choose to keep my black and white parts  apart?
What if i don't let them blend in grey?
What if i be the predator as well as the prey?
Will the good nullify the bad?
Will the happy overcome the sad?
Can i be the worst  and see no good?
And when i be nice,  it suffice?
What if i choose what part of my good i m ready to sacrifice?
And what part will pay the price of being nice?
What if?
Just what if?

Rayie

A NEW DAY
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February 13, 2018
 

We try to dig deeper into beauty and we never take a closer look at what looks ugly from a distance and that's where the problem lies.
We end up disappointed once we find flaws in what we assume to be perfect from the outside and we don't care to dig deeper into what we dislike.
Perfection is a myth we all are deluded into believing.

ORIGINAL
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April 22, 2018
Bengaluru, India

You know that drop in your stomach?
That little pain
You just felt?
Those goosebumps on your body,
That tiny shiver?
Once again, something you saw snatched the smile off your face??
No girl! He isn't worth it.

EVALUATE YOUR LIFE DAY
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June 11, 2018
 

"May be i m just a bud unwilling to spread my petals."
Maybe i just expect things to be bad.
I don't like the place, the people, the food.
It's just so hard!
Well maybe that's how it was supposed to be.
Or maybe it wasn't as hard as I made it in my mind.
Who knows, from this side of two months it all looks doable.
I don’t like people anywhere, i just happen to love a few of them.
The places always compete in my head with my comfort zone.
The food is always the issue, whereever i go.
So maybe it was just about the perspective, or facing many difficulties at once.
Or maybe giving myself a chance to explore,
Maybe i was just a bud unwilling to become a flower.
Is it the right time t...

My Heart
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June 14, 2018
 

Tera hath thame, kaskar
Mene sari wo rate nikali hai.
Sannante ki cheeko m,
Na tu soya na me,
Ansu meri ankho se nikale,
Unpe naam beshaq kisior ka tha
Par bheegi kameez teri
Jab tune teri baho me panah di.
Dosti ka farz tha ya karz
Nahi pata mujhe.
Par jahan me ladkhadyi
Tu smbhalta gaya.
Bohot pak mohobbat hai humare bich,
Zamana kyaa jane,
Rooh ke rishto ko
Zism ki bhook nahi hoti.

Rayie.

HAPPY FATHERS DAY!
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June 6, 2018
 

So thats what i am a trophy?
A prize you were so keen on winning?
An ego boost?
And now that you have conquered
I should just settle doen on a shelf somewhere, getting covered in dust day by watching how you move on to win another of the shinning trophy?

Rayie

NOBODY IS PERFECT
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May 29, 2018
 

Here's to that unwanted attention we all know and we all have felt.
We are well aware to shield ourselves from the negative,but
When It comes as a positive force, gradually becoming too much it is hard to realise and spare us from the damage.
Here's to the polite turn downs, stupid lies
and
Awkward conversations
We all go through to get out of it.

Rayie

WRITE YOUR OWN STORY
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May 29, 2018
Bengaluru, India

An awakening desire part-1

I felt lost but also didn't want to be found." She wrote in her journal. She sighed and closed the book. She looked up and saw him sitting over there a stranger with a wide smile and odd familiarity.

"so what are you writing by the way" he asked mocking her "you know writing diary these days is old fashioned"

"excuse me what's your problem?" she said "nothing I am just trying to make a conversation with you"

"why! and who the hell are you?"

"I'm the one you're waiting for" he answered thinking he is mad or a psycho she took all her things and started walking away from the coffee shop.

Maybe somebody has found her somebody was there for her because the next e...

WRITE YOUR OWN STORY
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May 22, 2018
 



The child in me prances just to be scolded back to her cage at odd times, the wiser me swallows the pills of bitterness every day.
my recklessness has settled to health-related risks and the smartness is walking in the steps of others.
the rebel is killed by the insanity of hope,
the goodness is strangled by the cruelty of life.
every piece of my dreams now act as a knife piercing a hole in my innocence my stars are tortured to fit in a circular case, i have yet not mastered how to portray a smiling face.
they say you have to do what you have to do to be what you want to be,
I m afraid that i think i m everyone but me.

ORIGINAL
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May 21, 2018
Bengaluru, India

A "maybe" is far worse than a clear "No".

Rayie

LOVE IS ALL WE NEED
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May 15, 2018
 

Let their lies be.
If you dig to find the truth behind,
You will only end up getting hurt and losing
People.
Some liees are meant to be there.
Some truths hurt.

Rayie

LOVE IS ALL WE NEED
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May 7, 2018
Bengaluru, India

#Extract

That day, in the cafeteria, when we couldn't keep our eyes off each other and the electric charge that we had between us; from your smile to mine, more of a grin if I'd be honest.

The disturbance from our friends was bothering both of us, our polite engagement with them, finding ways to get hold of each other's gaze and when we were finally alone, sitting together. Remember how you mocked my posture? My neck tilted on the support of my hand while I stare at you.

You felt special, didn't you? At that moment you were caught up too.

Holding hands is a cliche, but you always believed in it and I always wondered why.

The walk we took in the breeze holding hands, was it love we breath...

WRITE YOUR OWN STORY
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May 3, 2018
Bengaluru, India

You unbecoming You
Is an achievement of
Losing yourself
In order to be better
Like everybody else.

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WRITE YOUR OWN STORY
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May 2, 2018
 

Dear rayie,

Hey there. Damn your letters are really powerful and idk it just tears its way through the muscles to the heart. Great work!! :)

WRITE YOUR OWN STORY
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May 2, 2018
 

The pain,
The sadness
The anger
Has always fueled the writer in me.
Sorrow has always been my ink
And I bled beauty on paper.
But today,
I write crap!!
And I hate it.
All i am capable of putting out
Is dried blood and ashes!
And it turns all blank,
Nothing comes out
I leave it incomplete...

Rayie

WRITE YOUR OWN STORY
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May 2, 2018
Bengaluru, India

It is damn easy to justify your actions,
Situations , conditions.
To say its the only thing you could have done.
But I wish it was easy to do the same for others.

Rayie

WRITE YOUR OWN STORY
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May 1, 2018
 

And they were Wild, carefree and insane souls
In search of beautiful places and
Beautiful faces.

Rayie

WRITE YOUR OWN STORY
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April 25, 2018
 

And if only feelings can replace the bloid in my veins,
The wounds  on my wrist will never heal.

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FACE YOUR FEARS
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April 23, 2018
 

#Extract
And it came late, but I m glad it came to me.
No, you never deserved any of it. The tears I've shed for you, the pain I went through and the efforts I made.
I should never have done those things, you never wanted them, you never cared.

I don't blame you for being who you are,
You were never there to wipe my tears off, never reciprocated my warm gestures and me, I honestly never wanted you to. I respected you enough to accept you for who you are. I loved you for what you have always been.
What I blame you is for knocking my door hard continuously when I had it shut with a signboard of do not disturb.
For climbing those high walls that I had built around myself to keep the war...

ORIGINAL
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April 22, 2018
 

You know that drop in your stomach?
That little pain
You just felt?
Those goosebumps on your body,
That tiny shiver?
Once again, something you saw snatched the smile off your face??
No girl! He isn't worth it.
  
Rayie

EVALUATE YOUR LIFE DAY
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April 21, 2018
Bengaluru, India

Insecure. Afraid. Hopeless.
That leads you to,
Impulsively jumping on conclusions,
Angry actions.
Guilt filled reactions.
You kill your own happiness,
Expecting only sadness.
Its all a cycle,
One leading to another.
Only if it could ,
But Sorry does no good.

Rayie.

EVALUATE YOUR LIFE DAY
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