I fear look back at those memories.
I fear night time.
I fear that I can't move on.
I fear the tears come out without control.
I fear lost smile in the morning.
I fear I don't even believe a letter of “LOVE ”no longer.
Start with 1000 phone calls，end up with “fuck you ，you loser.”
In between all about is just a show of how you tell yourself you are a good lover in relationship，and how much attention you pay .
To every single one ，if you stay with someone who always make you feel you are looser，and he or she wants you believe that ，leave earlier ASAP.
The part of job I do now is post a card to say good night to people in the company’s social media platform which I work for.
But when I say good night to people，I am the one who sleepless every night.
When you talk to someone for a while，then he or she says ：“you got me，you are totally know what I mean.”
That is just because the whole conversation is about how they lead you follow their beat.
I call it illusion of relationship.
I think as a lair ，you should be careful，clean up everything.But if that so，how people can tell you a lair.
Life is such a joke.
I wonder know compare with make a hard choice，how many people will choose make a big lie to hide away from their own heart？
The biggest pain in my life is looking my soulmate in dangerous,but nothing can help.
He asks me leave,because I have no ability to come to him.
Finally I found that before you fall in love with someone, you should make urself good enough till you can do something for him,when he needs that.Or never fall in love with anybody!
I am so nervious now，don't know how to greet the arrival of u.I have so many plans about u，but now my brain is empty about these plans.
new city，new start，new people，new job，new strange things，new tastes foods.
just hope I can be strong like this woman in the wall paper which I made out .
oops！！forget one thing，wish I won't lost my way everyday or take the wrong bus ，or choose the wrong direction！this is an important wish😓😓😓😓
Every time when I began to believe that we are one，we've been apart
Every time when I thought that u will tell me ur feeling，like I tell u mine，u hide
Every time when I try to apologize to u，I thought u will forgive me ，u just wanna leave
Every time when I thought I try my best for make u happy，u more unhappy
Everytime when I cry ，I thought u will wipe my tears，u didn't show up right now
Every time When I thought we can talk everything to each other，I said something wrong again
Every time when I began to believe that we get closer ，u push me away
Every time when I began to be honest to u，I should be lying to u
U know one day tears will dry，heart will forget what itself went trough，mind will r...
It's been a while that I didn't write a letter，coz lately I've been busy about the graduate stuff。But today Iwant to write a letter，it's about the year I learn to draw。
I never study hard like that time，I draw every day and night.Yes，it's hard time，but I really miss those days .At that time，my face covered with pencil crumbs，my clothes covered with paint，I look like a dirty kid.But I was really really happy，sometimes I will chat with friend for a min or eating a cookie，while teachers do not notice me.
During that time，we need a lot of tracing and practice everyday.we only have to do a lot of practice painting，then can skilled grasp of painting skills.
But the problem is Ireally rea...
He just not that into me,that not means he was wrong,that means I fooled my heart.
At least u gave me sunshine!
and nothing can be better than this😊😊😊
You might someday,if u are brave enough.Only the brave of hearts can ride a dragon.Then u can go as fast as u want.
——MONKEY KING hero is back
You don't have to mind you're the right person for a relationship or not, eventually you'll be hopelessly in love with a person.
OH MY GOD!
I LOVE THIS PIECE OF LETTER PAPER!😆😆😆😘😘🙌🙌
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