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Natasha Nicole

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I ain't scared to fall, I've hit the ground before. quoted The Weeknd
November 30, 2018
 

Silently our souls dance.

Lovingly our hearts knot together.

The winters chill
Melts away; from the warmth of our seduction play.

The fire in your deep emotion gleaming eyes; is the desire driven me to crave your caress.

My body and soul
Dances with you through the winters bliss.

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TRUE LOVE
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November 16, 2018
 

Living in the moment only
Brings you temporary happieness.
Living for yesterday only causes a stangnant state of mind.
Living for the future of yourself brings true understanding of life.
No matter how big the choice maybe or how bad it hurts
If you dont see a flower bloom
After feeding it so many times.
You must plant a new seed.
Chances are that flower wasnt meant to bloom.
Doesnt mean kill the un bloomed plant.
It means let the plant be free to grow at its own pace with success and ease.

STAN LEE
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November 15, 2018
 

All of me
has already been given away.
What I have left to give;
May never be what you deserve.

LOVE TILL IT HURTS
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February 20, 2018
 

Ying and Yang

BE YOUR OWN YOU
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February 18, 2018
 

My self is speaking,
No response as I am unheard.

The mutual enjoyment of having eachother seems to
No longer be there.

No intrest in my day so look down without so much as a "hey"
We used to bond by words not by body alone.
Where is my best friend?
Next to me and yet so alone.

I wish I had a secret place that let me be heard.
Or even a tree to show me they care.

PIECE OF HEAVEN
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April 5, 2017
 

You are the painted color in my sky, when the sun is coming up or going down.

You are the bright colored humming bird that flutters by my window.
You will always be the sweet sound of a wolfes or cyotes howel.

My child hood memories are filled with all the sweet small joys you gave to me.
And you are more then a grandma to me.
You are my Nana and for ever you will live with in me.
Your kind heart and gestures to show you truly care.
My fevers and troubles you were always there.
You were special to me in everyway.
You even made my first dance and play.
You made me feel like i was a princess.
Your lessons and words of wisdom will never be un taught.
I love you and I miss you.
I d...

THE SKY BROKE
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February 9, 2017
 

My Realistic Bucket list.
1. Have all my biological children and their adopted families in a family photo with cadence and i.

2. go to New York time square to watch the ball drop on new years.
Also do that out door ice skating you always see in movies.
3. Places in the US i want to see
  A. All east coast
  B. Seattle
  C. Organ
  D. Montana
4. Mardi Gras.
5. Go see princess grave and memorial.
6. See and NFL game
7. Dress up for a formal ball and ball gown
8. Have a wedding
9. Write a book
10. Have all my tattoos tell my life story.
11. Places over seas
  A. Norway
  B. Ireland
  C. Poland

LETTRS BLACK AND WHITE
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February 10, 2017
 

Jimi Balda,
               
              Lil Man, you are about to 18 years old. Holy hell how time flys. I remember how cute you were as a baby and now look at you all growed up.

You have turned out to be an amazing person Jimi. You have so much to offer the world and I hope you see that. I know you have the tools to fallow any dream you wish to fallow. All you need to do is know you can achieve it with a little motivation.

Your more then you know. You have a vocabulary that would kill most college students to hear. You have mind that allows to think outside the box and inside the box. Use that to your advantage through out your life. You have learned to not look down on people but to ...

NOT KNOWING
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February 10, 2017
 

The love of two people
Can be written as beautiful as the music notes you see and hear.
The love between two people because of true acceptance, is as delicate as roses petal. At the same time one wrong note written or a single thorn can turn into something of scars caused by pain.
Always remember to write a song that is with in your beats rhythm.
Make sure the rose is watered so that it may grow into a protected beauty story that is shared between you and your lover.
Happy Valentines day.

LETTRS BLACK AND WHITE
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February 9, 2017
 

So special to you?
Then why does it seem so easy for you to dismiss me?

So in love with me?
Then why not communicate with me?

You know me so well?
I think not, or you would know what you are doing is only pushing me away.

Understanding of the last relationship pains that are still not healed?
I bet not because what you are doing now is how my last one started.

Pushing me away is fine by me,
I could understand doing so,
If you would communicate with me.
I only ask is not to kept in the dark.
Yet you keep shutting me out without reason or even so much of a fuck off.
Communication is key.
You make me feel special and make me feel like I am worthy of time.
But then you take it all back a...

PASSIONATE POET
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February 8, 2017
 

My angels are falling
While my demons dance
To the sound of their
Pleading cries.

Slowly but surly
The demons I have will
Win eventually
Cause the depression is to much to
Bare.
The shriek in their voice
Want me to catch them before they fall
But not even I feel enough heart to
Soften their fall.
My tears would have saved them
But no liquid remorse or regret fell from my eyes.
My angels cries are barely hanging on to the edge.
Eventually my demons will own their halos.

NOT KNOWING
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February 8, 2017
 

The 8 years we shared
Are shredded
With both at fault
And not a single to blame.
The times we shared are now memories of the past.
Bitter sweet lessons is all I have left to take with me.
Ill be here as your friend and
Know that even with all the bad I still have your back.
I wish nothing but happiness love and beautiful things for you.
I am sorry for my wrongs and any pain I have ever caused you.
Thank you for the good times and so much more.
Here is to good bye
Even though these words youll never read but forever their a part of me.

TO MOVE ON IS TO GROW
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February 8, 2017
 

My angels are falling
While my demons dance
To the sound of their
Pleading cries.

Slowly but surly
The demons I have will
Win eventually
Cause the depression is to much to
Bare.
The shriek in their voice
Want me to catch them before they fall
But not even I feel enough heart to
Soften their fall.
My tears would have saved them
But no liquid remorse or regret fell from my eyes.
My angels cries are barely hanging on to the edge.
Eventually my demons will own their halos.

MYSTERIOUS
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February 5, 2017
 

My demons are dancing
To the sound of my angels falling.

NOT KNOWING
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January 9, 2017
 

My family is the best functional dis-function I have ever seen.
No one plays the roles we born into. My mom is like my sister yet, her sister is like my sister.
My grandfather is like my dad my nana is like my mom.
Its crazy but it works and we always accept one another for who each other is.
We forgive each other quickly. We love one another un conditionally. Were open and honest more so then most families and we share everything from food on our plates to memories that will live a life time.

LETTRS BLACK AND WHITE
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December 12, 2016
 

The innocents of childhood when the naughty list was the sure way of giving into good behavior.
The joy of feeling miracles and wishes coming true.
One time of year families are whole and together in cheer.
Believing in something that is so pure to happiness.
The smiles on our children's faces are smiles that we once had.
When we were their place.
Believing and giving in to child with in.

WINTER
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December 12, 2016
 

Drew,
       Happy Birthday to you.
You have created an amazing place out selflessness. You have made a place for people to release there inner self without judgements.
You made it possible for people for people to connect around the world even if we don't speak the same language.
So today I want to say thank you and celebrate you and everything you have accomplished.
Happy birthday.

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY DREW
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December 9, 2016
 

Thepain is a release.
Its a reminder of no remorse..
Mercy doesn't exist when
Your in the room of pleasured pain.
For the toking time seems to end to fast.
Leaving the room you crave and fear is the moment you realize that
Life is beautiful when your able to lift the burdens of life's stress.
Love sex and pain hold hands to survive.
Without them envious bitterness take control.

THE SWEETEST
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November 18, 2016
 

It Won't Go Away

Crosby, Stills & Nash

Lyrics

Don't you get tired
Of listening to the cover up
Sounds like a broken old record
When the needle gets stuck

You got your media honeys
Using their T.V. voice
Tellin' you what you done decided
As if you had any choice

And didn't they cry and worry
'bout people of color
And didn't they mostly turn away
Keep us afraid of each other
And you know it's a lie,
it ain't about people of color
The American Dream betrayed
And all of us feel the same rage
And it won't go away

Isn't it strange,
Ain' t it a mystery
How did he get it in his head
Somehow he could speak for me

Hey! If what he's been a' saying
Is actually what he believes
Then one of us surel...

DEEPLY LOVED
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November 17, 2016
 

From my first breath
To the face my eyes saw.
You have always shown
That you loved me.
Even when you weren't around
You made sure I safe and sound.

Just 9 years ago you and me
Were caused each other tears.
We fought and it didnt feel like
Us living together would make it through the years.
Looking back at it now, nothing with
Our history would change.

Being older memories of all special things we did together are things I cherish and try to pass down to my baby girl.
All things that we have been through
No one else could ever replace or come close to you.
Your my best friend and my mother
And I would never want another.

You weren't perfect but I'm thankful because that would mean we...

STICK WITH LOVE
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November 15, 2016
 

I would like to conduct a small experiment but I need your help to start it.
Its only answering some questions in the comments or private letter me the answers.
1. Do you believe that prison is the solution to all crimes committed felony or misdemeanor?
If so why?

2. Do you believe in the justice system?
If so why?

3. Do you think and believe it is okay for any Judge, Attorney, or Law Enforcement officer to break a law while enforcing a law?
If so why?

4. Do you think and or believe that anyone with a conviction on their record is bad person?

Please let me know. Its for a psychology and sociology study.
Thank you.  

WATER
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November 13, 2016
 

Last moments thought of what he will miss
Unable to see a future in front of him.
He pauses a moment for all he has lost and remembers what he is trying gain.
He has no urge to defend himself,
Even with his naked eye being blind.

Past the fog believe to be a new start. But getting through it is new life but not promised dreams.

Leading alone with nothing but himself
A fresh start is all he cares about.  

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November 12, 2016
 

I wish people of this country would understand that we are number 1 in the world for incarcerated citizens.
That is not a way of being the greatest country. Lol.
I wonder if people understand that sending people to jail and or prison for years, will solve crime rates nor will solve an issue. It will only create bigger issues for civilization.
Making someone institutionalized does solve anything; its actually the number one reason as to why most people that have been to prison end up in a second time. why not actually do some good and solve the issue instead of hiding it? If we look at the repeat offenders percentage in other countries like Norway. Then we would be able to find a solution. W...

PIECE OF HEAVEN
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November 12, 2016
 

People see superheros as Batman or Superman.
As a little girl I had my super hero he is my grandfather.
His name James Balda.
Most of you have a hero that you look up to or idolize.
Most people have a dad that they have for their super hero. There is some kids that lose their super heros because there hero and father wasnt just their hero but he was yours and mine. Yet most would never know there names.
But to that child who did know his name, he was that childs everything.
I was lucky to have my grandfather. I was lucky to know his name.
My grandfather is a Vietnam Veteran. When he got home from war he spit on and looked down on by the people he went there to defend.
He was 101st Airbo...

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November 12, 2016
 

Everything has become dull
Imagination side by side with
People smiles; stuck in idle.
Nothing is of creative color
Only shades of black or white thoughts.
All thats left is lit screens of pictures.

LEFT OR RIGHT
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November 11, 2016
 

Its frustrating to not see us The American people as a whole.
Its stupid for people not to see the importance of not being divided.

Our men and women who lose their lives fighting for us Americans, do not go over there and fight divided. They stand together. They do not see the person they trust their lives with as black, mexican, native or white. They see one another as brothers. They see one another as a whole.
They work together.
Why in Gods name cant we stand together in getting what needs to be done.
Everyone needs to look at the issues at hand.  Abortion, oil, jobs, obamacare, education, mental health, and jobs.
We cant just take away planned parenthood. It would do more damage to...

VOTE 2016
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November 8, 2016
 

Agony of pain in my
Caged chest.
Words thought of
Are never spoken.
Understanding is the next
Best thing to forgiving.
Alone with negative thoughts
Of oneself is often the last thing said.
Confusion of any relationship will hurt both people.
Caring is more then jist purchasing.
Its emotional and it can never be a lamp with a switch.
My tears wont fall to be seen.
Ill wait till the pain is not distracted.
Your eyes do not see the things you put me through.
Keeping me in the dark is only a score for us to live life a alone. Why should we be together.

LOVE TILL IT HURTS
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November 7, 2016
 

People surprise me more and more everyday.
I sit there wondering things that people do not notice and it makes me wonder how dumb Americans really are.
How stupid is it for us to want the illegals here plus give them the right to vote?
Were not allowed to illegally go into their country work and live? So why should it be okay for them to come here work and live.
We sit in jail there if we break a crime there but we send them back without so much as a conviction?
How is it okay for some lady to hide a bunch emails that proves she did American soldiers wrong? Those American men put their life on the line for you and I and your okay with and will agree to her being president because she is a w...

VOTE 2016
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November 7, 2016
 

Dear Trump.
            My advice as an American, is to stay true to the people of this country.
I believe you are our only hope making sure that America stays with our history.
I also want to give advice about staying safe, because the people that support Hillary are nuts on many levels and violent. I believe that you are the chance we have keeping our rights and making sure the People that belong here are put first. My only advice is do not let us down. Make sure you do as you say. Dont talk just for a vote. Be about what you say. Do not be what we dont need.
Honesty and fallowing our our constitution. Bring back American traditions and most of listen to those of this country. Listen to o...

VOTE 2016
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