I never Needed You,
And Time has made me realise,
I don't even want to Want you.
I wish and pray from heart, with tears in my eyes, and deep pain inside...
May I never ever end up with you
Or even with a person like you.
God knows I have never hurt a soul.
This is my deepest prayer,
I hope God listens!!!
With each passing day,
My soul is getting heavier.
And becoming difficult for my body,
to sustain its heavy weight.
"With their departure, left a part of my Identity. Our lives will never be the same"
1st Dec, 2018,
My beloved Nana Abu ( maternal grandfather ) left this world.
Their children had not yet come to terms with the grief, that on
12th Dec, 2018 Our love, Our Roof, my beloved Nani Amma (maternal grandmother) also left after him, leaving all of us paralysed in shock.
I request you all to kindly please spare a minute and pray for their Souls. May God Bless them both. ( Amen )
If they make you feel insecure.,
No one's worth the Peace of Your Mind.
He wouldn't dare go near her, the fear of being seen through holds him back.
He wouldn't go far from her, the fear of her forgetting him haunts him.
He fears the place he is standing at, for here she is blind to his love for her.
She, a forever captive of Aloneness while,
He, a prisoner of Loneliness!!
A sane person in an Insane Culture turns out to be the Crazy One.
Plant the seeds of your life in your Visions....
So that when you grow up,
Nostalgia doesnt pull you back,
But pushes you forward!!!
It's all About Outlook.
You can let Your Failures to either,
Drain You or,
She was an Open Book,
Having words written with Invisible ink!
Your Dreams Chose You,
Choosing Right People is then, upto You!
Most people have it all backwards.
They think closing the eye from the matter,
Is Facing or Bearing with it.
When in reality they are just burdening themselves with more baggage,
& limit themselves from being the person they were meant to be!!
The only way to deal with baggage is to Actively Confront it with Your whole heart.
It takes courage to do so but there is no other way out.
Not by looking at things you run away from..
By paying attention to the places you seek refuge in!!!
Lost Soul (the poem)
Mind of an insecure child,
didn't want to be alone.
Learnt the trick,
And tried to Conform.
No matter how high,
the Soul would yearn to fly,
It was bound to get wrong..
an invisible force
would weigh it back down.
The Soul would try to spiral,
out of control
Not knowing the chains of false hopes
had trapped it long ago
The child in my dreams keeps taking me to those places,
fragments of forgotten memories
Time and again,
again and again
Something got lost
Something got changed
I am unable to recall
But my Soul aches with pain.
Innocent kid, her soul truly Unique
Didn't know when
A seed of Guilt
Got buried within her Deep
It's a Sad state of affairs
Take long time to make a Decision.
But once that Decision been made,
Don't sweat it, don't regret it.
Don't look back ever again!!!
I saw your letter today and thought that a minute of my thoughts may help you, in some small way.
We are not alone, we just sometimes can’t help feel lonely.
Your friend from afar, a PenPal in America.
At the end of the Day
I only Pray
That whatever Visions/Dreams I have had
God please don't take them away from me
Instead remove the People from my life who can't believe in them.
Something deep within me is broken today,
I pray to God...
That it leads me to where I am suppose to be....
Coz I am crying today, crying uncontrollably!!!
When giving a Damn isn't Pretending anymore,
It's time you be Scared of her even more!!!
Even when it's just an Illusion,
The Glow of Love is Fierce!!!
Please Quiet down..
let me see the Truth in the Eye!
Don't Paint it with Your Feelings
No matter what life throws at you,
Never chose to be a Beggar,
You made this far,
You can journey forward too
A side of his he wanted to hide desperately,
Expressing himself via anonymous identity
Hoped she will find his heart through his open letters
Instead, she fell in love with his anonymous writings
His ego won't let him speak out
The very same place where he sought refuge
Has now become a destination of agony
A jealoused insecure lover, in competition with his own anonymous reality
Thank you for the nice words.
Your letters are absolutely fantastic and captivating.
Keep writing you are special.
Have a great day