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Freckleslie

PO# 116605
Mexico
Mexico
When you can't find the sunshine, be the sunshine ☀️✨
November 6, 2018
 

You know what's hard?
To look in the mirror and see the person I've become...
To see that I've done every single thing I said I would never. That I hurt myself worst than anyone could ever hurt me.

Today I couldn't recognize the girl in the mirror, she was a total stranger to me, and the worst part was, it wasn't a stranger I wanted to meet...

So I cried, I felt broken, sad, angry
And I apologized to her, for hurting her body, her mind, her heart... Just for everything I've done wrong, for tearing her to pieces. I broke her, I broke myself.

I promised that girl, the one that I couldn't recognize, I promised I would try to glue back every piece of her, I would stand everyday and work for he...

WRITE YOUR OWN STORY
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November 4, 2018
 

Me empezó a doler un sentimiento,
El sentimiento de no tenerte,
De que te hayas ido sin decir adiós,
Y no pude hacer más nada.

Me empezó a doler el llanto,
Y aunque dolía lloré otra vez.

Me empezó a doler el amor que no fue,
Como si fuera la primera vez,
Porque aunque conocía la historia,
Anhelaba un final diferente.

Me empezó a doler alguien,
Y ese alguien eras tú.

ENDLESS STARS
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November 2, 2018
 

Te escribo constantemente
Pero no sé bien porqué.
No es que espere que me leas,
Pero en el fondo espero.

No sé si te escribo
Para que vuelvas a mi,
O si lo hago simplemente
Para al fin dejarte ir.

No estoy segura
Si plasmarte en papel
Es inmortalizar lo que sentí por ti,
O una elegía al amor que te tuve.

Esperando y sin esperar,
En un insomnio eterno pero soñando.
Para decir lo que nunca pude,
Te escribo.

THE SUN
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November 1, 2018
 

What does being strong mean
Since i met you
I can't move
I can't go anywhere even when it hurts

Am i being strong by staying
While I'm bleeding inside?
While i can't breathe around you
Because it hurt so much...

Or I'm just being stupid
By thinking there was a chance
That you wanted me like i did
That you wanted me to stay

I'm not strong
Because you walked away
You left through that door
And i can't even stand to close

ENDLESS STARS
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October 31, 2018
 

What did you do to me?
That i want to see you
Just see you
Every minute of every hour
I want to kiss you
For the rest of my days
I don't think about
Any other arms to be in
Any other hand to hold
Any other person to love
What did you do to me?
That if there's something better out there
I don't even want to know
To me you are enough.

-Freckleslie

DEEP LOVE
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October 30, 2018
 

I don't understand
Just how something that meant
Everything to me
Could be meaningless to you

How i can't stop crying every night
Thinking about you, about us...
Staying awake looking for answers
While you're sound asleep

I break every time i see you
I fall apart, pieces of me just die
But still i want to run an hug you
I still love you, more and more

Teach me how you did
How do i forget
Something that never happened
A love that was never real

-Freckleslie

THE SUN
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October 7, 2018
 

Pieces, little pieces
I fell apart
Pieces of love, pieces of pain
Pieces of my heart

So much pieces
It fell like
I was never going to glue back
I was broke forever
You broke me forever

But i found
Every one
Every single piece of mine
And oh, was it hard

Now I'm complete
I'm full
Pieces are back in their place
And it hurt, it took time
But i learned as i cried

THE EDISON BULB
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September 29, 2018
 

You, love, you're the sun
But it rains sometimes
When you are ready to explode
The sky covers with clouds

You, love, are a volcano
And you are just waiting to erupt
Your fire is still inside you
But it can burn me with no doubt

You, love, you're nature
Unpredictable, complicated
But so beautiful, so amazing
And like nature, you are my home.

HELLO AUTUMN
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September 28, 2018
 

I cried myself to sleep
I screamed your name hoping you hear
I wished you cared,
Even a bit,
About me

I cried because I love you
More than i would want to love you
And because I know
That you don't love me
That you won't love me.

I cried because I care
Because i never want to see you unhappy
Even when you,
Are the main reason
I don't smile no more.

HELLO AUTUMN
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September 27, 2018
 

Y sí, seguro que sí
Me hubiera encantado ver tus ojos en los míos
Me hubiera encantado escuchar de tu voz
Esas palabras que sólo imagino,
Que sólo existen en mi mente.
Me encantaría tenerte conmigo,
Abrazarte sin culpa, besarte sin miedo
Amarte sin reglas.
Que no existiera dentro de mí esta incertidumbre,
La necesidad de que me necesites,
El deseo de que me desees.

En fin, el hubiera no existe
¡Ay, pero si existiera!
Qué feliz fuera...

NATURAL BEAUTY
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September 27, 2018
 

You hurt me like no one else ever did
You broke my heart in so many pieces that seemed imposible to pick them up again, seemed like i would never recover.

But the worst part of it all...
It's not how much i cried for you,
It's not that you never even cared,
It is that still, I can't hate you, it is the fact that i love you anyways....

HELLO AUTUMN
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September 27, 2018
 

You walk right through me
You don't even glance
But your shadow,
Oh boy, your shadow is still here.

When you talk to me
You don't look at my eyes
Cause you know
Oh boy, you know the eyes don't lie

You never say anything
Because your afraid
But you don't know
Oh boy, you don't know i feel the same way...

INTO THE GALAXY
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September 27, 2018
 

And when i thought it was too much
When it was getting harder to breath
And my heart just couldn't take it
I decided it was best to let you go...

And it hurt like hell, it really did
When i look at my hurting hand
Holding on so tight, holding for so long
Cause it turned out you weren't even there...

I never had you, i never have,
And it was hard to realise
That by thinking you were there
I was feeding an ilusion, a fantasy, a lie...

LONE SOULS
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September 25, 2018
 

I know it sounds bad,
But i can't stay another day
Wishing you were mine
While you are with her.

I can't look at you both
And pretend to be happy.
Fake laugh, fake smile,
But inside, I'm dying.

I love you like crazy
I wished you also loved me
I wanna kiss you, hug you,
Even more than i want to breath.

This is really hurting me,
My heart is in constant pain
So as much as i want you with me,
I'll better walk away...

DEEP LOVE
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September 20, 2018
 

I don't want you to miss me
When you are alone in your room
When you are so sad you could cry
And your only friend is the moon

I don't want you to love me
If you only do when you feel alone
If you only do when you're by yourself
Looking out the window, feeling blue.

I want you to miss me
Whenever you are happy
When you're surrounded by people
And can't stop thinking about me.

I want you to love me
When you are laughing out loud
I want you to look for my face
When I'm in the crowd

It may sound a little selfish
But when you are feeling empty
You just want something to fill you
Even for a second, whatever it may be

But when you are complete,
Full of love, you want a complement
And there ...

BE KIND
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September 17, 2018
 

Como tú eres, así.
Donde estés tú, ahí.
Cuando tú digas, en ese momento,
Porque lo dices tú, solo por eso.

LOVESTRUCK
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August 12, 2018
 

Quisiera que no te hubieras ido,
Que hubieras sabido antes
Lo mucho que te quiero,
Haberte abrazado tan fuerte
Que nunca quisieras irte.
Pero te fuiste.

Quisiera haber sabido
Que te iba a querer tanto
Y que tú no a mi,
Para haberme preparado,
Para no sufrir.
Pero no supe.

Quisiera que me quisieras ,
Como yo te quiero a ti
Que tuvieras ganas de verme,
Y que vinieras,
Y te quedaras.
Pero no me quieres.

BE KIND
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August 12, 2018
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S T U P I D

I met you and I thought,
This is it, I'm done.
No need to look for more,
I've found just enough.

I loved you and you said
This is it, it is for life.
You'll stay with me,
No matter what.

You hurt me and i cried
This can't be it, it can't be right.
You said it was for life,
And I believed that lie.

My heart is healing now
That wasn't it, I wasn't done,
I'm hoping that next time,
I'm not as stupid as i was.

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BE KIND
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July 19, 2018
 

Life is messy
Not the kind of mess you want to clean up
But the kind of mess that makes you wonder
"Who the hell did this?"

SAY HELLO TO SUMMER
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July 18, 2018
 

Quiero despertar contigo
Todas las mañanas
Verte aquí conmigo
Pero solo quiero.

Espero que un día te des cuenta
Que te quiero tanto,
Y te des la vuelta
Pero solo espero.

Deseo que un día me digas
Que también me quieres,
Que no lo entendías
Pero solo deseo.

Ojalá quererte,
Esperarte y desearte
Fueran suficientes
Pero solo sueño.

SAY HELLO TO SUMMER
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July 18, 2018
 

Mis ojos ven,
Pueden llorar,
Pueden hablar,
Como los de ella.

Mi corazón late,
Bombea sangre,
Está dentro de mi,
Como el de ella.

Mis pulmones respiran,
Se llenan de aire,
Me llenan de vida,
Como los de ella.

Pero mis ojos no te ven,
Ni tú ves mi corazón,
Ni mis pulmones te respiran,
Porque no soy ella.

TAIBA BILAL
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July 12, 2018
 

Me enamoré sin razón
No necesité un porqué
Sin recibir nada de ti
Sin esperar nada de ti
Me enamoré.

Te quiero sin razón
Y está bien si no me quieres
Porque yo te quiero de más
A mí me alcanza para los dos
No necesitas quererme
Porque te quiero yo.

Te extraño sin razón
Porque en realidad nunca te tuve
Porque nunca fuimos
Ni somos
Porque probablemente no seremos
Pero te extraño.

Te necesito sin razón
Porque sin ti estoy bien, vivo, respiro,
Pero poder no siempre es querer
Y yo puedo estar sin ti
Más no quiero
Te necesito.

Te pienso sin razón
Desde que me despierto
Cuando huelo café
Cuando veo al cielo
Cuando no sé en qué estoy pensando
Te pienso.

THE GLASS STAMP
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July 12, 2018
 

Enough

I love you enough
To let you play with my feelings
And pretend that i'm fine
But still, you don't see it.

I miss you enough
To swallow my pride
And ask you to come
But still, you are not back.

I think of you enough
To still hear your laugh
To believe that you are here
But still you are not mine.

But how much is enough?
If you can't decide
If you are staying with her
Or you are going to come back.

A MAN'S BEST FRIEND
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July 12, 2018
 

Solo quiero decirte
Que no te odio
Que no es tu culpa
Pero me duele

Que lloraré por ti
En la noche
En la mañana
Cuando me acuerde

Porque fuiste todo
Y a la vez nada
Y que no me quieras
No me sorprende

A MAN'S BEST FRIEND
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July 12, 2018
 

Often i feel stuck in myself

Like my thoughts aren't mine
Not completely
Like my voice doesn't say
What I want to
Like my face doesn't show
What i'm feeling
And my heart doesn't beat
Like it has to

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A MAN'S BEST FRIEND
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July 11, 2018
 

Te culpo a ti
Que si mi corazón no tuviera huecos
Vacíos, golpes, heridas por ti,
No necesitaría yo sanarlos,
No necesitaría llenarlos,
Sería feliz

Te culpo a ti
Y a mi necesidad de curar,
De no pensarte, de olvidarte,
De saber que puedo sin ti,
De darme cuenta que no,
Y morir.

Te culpo a ti
Porque me niego a aceptar
Que la culpable soy yo,
Por quererte tanto,
Por quererte de más,
Por olvidarme de mí.

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EL TIEMPO LO CURA TODO
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July 11, 2018
 

I'm not holding on to you
I'm holding on to the way you made me feel
To the way you looked at me
The way i loved you
The way i still love you
And how i know i'll never love anyone like that
I'm holding on to the love that i had and i know i won't have again.
Maybe better things can come, but no one will ever be you, nothing will ever be us...

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A MAN'S BEST FRIEND
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July 10, 2018
 

Que me veas es suficiente
Para que te des cuenta
Que te quiero,
Que te pienso,
Pero veme.

Que me escuches es suficiente,
Solo un rato,
Mientras río,
Mientras canto,
Pero escúchame.

Que me pienses es suficiente,
Por un minuto,
Vagamente,
Sin querer,
Pero piénsame.

Que me sientas es suficiente,
Aunque estés lejos,
Sin miedo,
Sin prisa,
Pero siénteme.

Que me quieras es suficiente,
Aunque no sea mucho,
Que sea poco,
Casi nada,
Pero quiéreme.

LETTRS BRIGHT
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April 8, 2015
 

I hope you're having a nice moment, day, night... it doesn't matter.
I wish you the best forever and always.

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LETTRS CHALK
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April 7, 2015
 

Everybody talks about freedom, but they see someone free and they walk away.

LETTRS CHALK
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