-"A leasure drive through out the streets of Tokyo at night while listening to classical music with no destination in mind. " happy
-"spontaneously holding her tiny cute hand and she squeezes back" happy
-"playing with my nieces and nephews board games wearing PJs late at night whispering and laughing with hisses so we dont wake up our moms. " happy
-"staring into the sea, listening to the waves." happy
-"watching anime - playing video games while having coffee. " happy
-"making funny faces to a stranger's kid, the kid smiles back and when the parents notice they smile at us. " happy
-"watching her talk about what she loves while my hand under my chin, smiling at how exc...
The apple of my eye
Or so the world inside
I can't explain how you are everything from left to right.
You, are my exist...
And you, are my all.
It's good to be back after so long
And the dearly beloved
There's nothing.... Like home.
We ain't gonna leave my bed
You're gonna wanna stay inside
I don't wanna know the time
If they ask, I'll say my phone just died
"shorny - etta bond"
[The Purple Lady]
... She said purple is her favorite. But I think, there is more to it than that, purple isn't just her beloved color...
Because she is, what purple represents... Combining the calm stability of blue and the fierce energy of red
Associated with nobility and luxury, even though she isn't nobility, yet she has pride in her walk, grace to her presence, elegance to her setting and dignity in her voice.
She has eyes that sparkle with mystery yet confidence, she'd make you wonder what secretive thoughts her purple mind holds, yet her smile weilds powerful spells between her elegant dimples.
She is, like purple, a rare occorance in nature, and that's im...
Cause you... Gave me something that I crave...
If I trace this further you get the same... Emotions... I'd change your mind.
When the sun goes down and lights go out...
I can hear your voice but there's no sound...
So I shut my mouth and drown you out...
I don't have a choice.
I can hear your voice, but there's no sound
"No Sound" - FABV & MINDEAM
And I don't have... any wishes
But when I kiss ya
Our lips fit well
And I don't have... expectations
But when I daydream
I fall asleep
And our hands melt
"wishes" - Grant ft. McCall
If i had super powers, what would my name be and what abilities would I be able to weild?
The thing is, all super heros are flawed one way or another:
could hurt people from Shockwaves alone.
always have to be naked.....
you have no sense of measure for the weak
air traffic regulations XD
get stuck between floors by mistake or something.
You can't save everyone because you are not meant to save everyone, it's simply how life is, even if you had cosmic scale powers, the universe would break if you tamper with it, so realistically or pragmatically, there is no perfect super hero.. But then again.....
Dear diary #2
So I've recieved a book recommended by her last night.. The book is called "Elanor and Park"...
And as I was skimming through it, I couldn't believe what I was reading, it has one of my favorite romantic qoutes, how did she know? That I wrote about this qoute before, was it a mere chance? As I held the book that smelled really good for some reason and kept reading the qoute :
"Eleanor was right. She never looked nice. She looked like art, and art wasn't supposed to look nice; it was supposed to make you feel something"
I know dear diary, it might just sound like a mere coincidence... But... I'd like to think of it otherwise just for the fun of it.
I told her about my thou...
Dear Diary #1
HI, I believe we havent had the chance to get acquainted before.. Nice to meet you, it's me, your user.
Today has been rather an odd day... you see, I was out with a friend, when he suddenly decided that we need to drop his cousin at a diner because she's meeting with her girlfriends.
I agreed to accompany him suspiciously, this never happened before, little did I know... I had to actually join them for dinner!
Yes I know how awkward that sounds, anyways I took my seat on the table as the black sheep that I was, flipping the pages of the menu in silence and praying to just go thro this without being noticed, when I heard somone next to me:
"the California ribs here are ama...
[A Summer's Petrichor]
They stood there, leaning on the terrace's edge
They stood there, leaning on eachother
The clouds were manifesting, taking their time
As her hair waved with the wind, brushing on his face
He smiled, closing his eyes.. And she smiled, interlocking her fingers with his
The air became cooler as they felt the first rain drops on their skin, he opened his eyes, but she squeezed his hand to stay
And they looked at eachother... Transparent shirts, cold wet skin, drizzled atmosphere..
They both loved the rain, they both longed for it together,
And with looks that translated into a thousand meaning, with smiles that transmitted shivers down their spines, only ...
I said baby let me off this roller coaster
She said no, no, no, no.
Just hold on,
Just hold on...
"We need to learn how to love again"
[The Bloomer witch]
The way she carries herself,
The way she looks at the world...
The way she carries me,
The way she looks at me...
I gaze at her when she's looking at me,
I stare at her when she looks away...
But sometimes our eyes meet. And when she smiles, everything around her starts to blur except for her, she shifts the depth of feild around her, with her magical powers & sorcery, because she's a veteran witch.. Yes, but she never charmed me with a spell, because she knew, She didn't need one for me...
And when she blooms, when she's excited and happy, I forget about my existence... And I become magical particles of who I was, glittering around her, I forget ...
FINISH THE STORY
His life got turned upside down the day he became famous. And it showed. She felt left behind as she tried to keep up with his busy schedule. But one day.... She decided to write him a letter. But not any letter...
And after she's done, she slid the letter under his door step and left, the next day as he was getting ready to go out he stud still staring at the object on the floor wondering who would write a letter in this time and age. He picked up the letter and the moment he did he knew who it was from.
it smelled like her, the scent of her perfume she wore on their first date.
Slowly walking back to the kitchen, he sat down and set his cup of coffee on the table, he ...
"She looked like a vixen, and that’s what she was; she had all the instincts of a female fox. She was the proverbial predatory female. She had what she wanted, now, and she was content. There was just the getting completely away with it that counted."
I don't call it cuffin
I just call it lovin
We don't break up in the summer
And we don't keep it undercover, oh yeah
It doesn't mean a thing
I just wanna love you all year
Trying to capture more than 1 bird at once will make all birds fly off the tree.. Including the ones you trying to catch, don't blame the birds for fleeing for their lives, blame yourself for wanting a bird for a pet and another for dinner. Chances are, you get greedy and selfish, ending up sending all the birds flying away... And you, hungry and lonely.
It's the easiest thing in the world to blame others without reflecting, specially when you know you should only blame yourself.
who am I going to end up with in the near future... Worried if I'm going to be good enough to share that journey with someone, if I'll be able to pull through for both of us everytime it counts.. If I'm going to fail her,
Clock is ticking, the time is coming, the question will be asked, decision must be made.
And its coming sooner than I'd want it to be.
I'm not who I need to be yet, so soldiering on is the only choice left.
How would it go?
That's what I'm worried about.
unspoken worries that are way long overdue to be spoken...
Summer nights, they always bring me back...
Day and night, the perfect rays of sunshine hitting my face, the relaxing nights that makes me think of you...
But who said I ever stopped thinking about you? I never really did, these moments I speak of just amplify my longing to you.
Because you've always been on my mind...
Day & night...
Awake & dreaming...
All seasons 'round...
It just happens to be summer, Dear Summer...
It's when the stars in our hearts align..
& everything's just... Amplifies.
slept in a while
when i open my eyes
you are here again
with that killer smile
you never miss a line
except one thing
it could be
locked up in your head
it could be
on every last breath
it could be
tied up on your tongue
but you won't say love
Back in the day, I used to think that people I've been with & had a relationship with betrayed my trust and it all went south, but now reflecting back on it, I believe I was just standing very close to the elephant.
I started to realize that whenever someone says it to me or I say it to them we didn't really mean it. We were just angry and we used the word "trust" as a defense strategy to make the other person feel guilty, since it's supposed to represent a noble humane value.
But in reality... Trust shouldn't be taken very lightly, it's earned not demanded.
For me, no one really betrayed my trust in my relationships, I knew the stakes and I took risks, hoping it would work,...
Baby we both know...
That the nights were mainly made for saying things that you can't say tomorrow day.
"... And I'm still cold, even in your arms.
I wrap up, but still don't feel right..."
... Why you feel so cold, even in my embrace?
I hold you, but still feel so far away
... Open up your heart, cause mine is the same.
Let our souls connect, let them be home
... Let our tears and sorrows fade away.
Because in each other's arms, is where it's safe.
... Let down your guard, even if it hurts
If it still healing, I'll kiss the pain away
... Let me in your soul, let me feel your warmth
I'm. Shivering here, longing in your arms.
Song: Still cold - Cleo sol.
Your monumental mercy will prevail over its wrath
Your blue light will deminish all the red in land.
No matter how broken you are right now, just know that your people are keeping your shattered pieces together by holding onto eachother by sheer power of will alone.
Your people will set things right, because they are in one unity marching towards humanity.
And no matter how saturated the red streets will get...
We will prevail. Peacefully,
Because our blue hearts, our humanity and mercy... prevail's over our wrath.
I am proud to be Sudanese. I'm proud to be Mattar's blue.
In bad dreams
In a cool world
Full of cruel things
Nothing like a big bad bridge
To go burning through
"Acid Rain" - Lorn
[A million layers of gradient Gray]
I did not know...
that I was walking into a forest full of gorgeous blooming roses... Yet had the sharpest thorns.
who was I to you?
Was I something serious?
Or just a years long fling...
Was I what you wanted?
Or just someone to pass the time with till you find someone you actually want...
Was I just a toy?
Or did you actually care just didn't wanna show it...
Did you really love me as much as I loved you?
Or was i just a temporary disposable comfort zone...
You being there for me all this time, was it because you loved me?
Or just so you don't let go of the leash you had around my neck?
If you really cared, if you really loved me, if yo...