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Live with me
She laser etched this wish into the back of his head
No amount of coercion can harmlessly join two units
If it's selfish, it'll crumble like dust and old fast food receipts
You could feed me more healthily
Had the idea crossed your mind
Do you desire to nourish or satisfy a minimum qualification?
I put myself in your shoes.
I do this when I feel blue.
In efforts to understand the truth.
In efforts to comprehend how you easily lost.
I can't build a scenario that paints you pretty
It's like truth crept in and suddenly my lesson didn't match the text book.
I turned in assignments in a foreign language
I expected you to wear your Katie shoes for this event
I was elated by the idea of you.
Resting beside you each morning.
Entranced by the notion I could be the single boat to sail your ocean.
What an insane wish to commit.
I always knew better than this.
A sinful way to selfishly transform him.
Become a butterfly from fly larvae toe juice.
Guts torn open under surgery lights.
My songs are seasons to immortalize our kind,
The over feeling leechy Queens.
We're the life of the party,
Until they stop watching.
We grow into the wall and watch the watering hole swell.
If I drink more, maybe I'll be numb like them.
If I smell this, and smoke that, I bet I'll forget my past.
I was elated by my time spent with you.
Each day golden, sp...
My mind is a bullet from Clark's eye
Light speed washes memories
I thought I wanted to keep the ones of you with me
Until you unveiled your secret
I feel separation start to brew
No children in a future for you
My mind is molasses mush pie
I'm slowly crawling
Surrounded by fleets of marathon runners
And PTA moms
If you're not running
You're in the support line
I don't fit anywhere inside their parade time
I'm the gravel
Exoskeletons and bruised fruit pits
I feel useless for this
I've felt listless without a purpose
I love you in each second I find the time
I wonder what it's like to be the apple of your eye
Sparkles shine when I remember you're alive
It's a m...
What is this swirling vortex in my chest?
It swells and swallows my regrets.
Feelings of painful learning, permanent.
I tore down my walls.
I sang every fear and insecurity out of me.
No one's listening,
I'm not learning.
Hypothesize how my heart grew to this size-
Despite the years of missed feedings.
Even though I felt the cover receding,
There was no human to comfort my needing.
I still wonder why you don't love me like they do.
Every evening spent beside you,
Except maybe two..
I drove home in a fury.
Replay the screaming and how you shut the door on me.
Never even asked if I still had feelings.
Discard me for irrational thinking.
I'm always swimming in clouds