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Jinisha

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India
India
'Salt' by character, 'Sweet' by nature, 'Psychologist' by passion and 'Writer' by interest.
July 15, 2018
 

I lean by your side
After knowing you a bit
I start smiling with you
After you smile at the same things I smile

After knowing you a bit
I do things that you like
After you smile at the same things I smile
Because I know that it's collective effort

I do things that you like
Not because I want to just do it
Because i know it's collective effort
As we want our forever

Not because I just want to do it
I start smiling with you
As we want to have our forever
I lean by your side

MY PRINCE
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July 12, 2018
 

Jealousy exists when there is love and care
It comes out of concern for the person to be safe and sound
It comes from the fear of losing that person you never want to lose
It comes from the care that you want to save that person from danger
It comes from heart and goes away when you you have trust

Hatred comes when you have been repeatedly hurt by some person
Because now when you have tried and done everything and still it didn't work out
You start hating that person
That's just a reaction to anger
It is strong but has a possibility to disappear soon
It exists but only as a result of extreme anger

To feel jealous is natural and unavoidable because it comes out of love
But hatred can be a...

A MAN'S BEST FRIEND
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July 8, 2018
 

Once upon a time were two ends of different worlds facing each other
And a girl and boy from both worlds wished to see their ends
Trying hard each day that ends also changed the moon on their lands
She would discover more on each increasing size and so would he
And when came the full moon for both
The faced each other face to face
Wishing to come there everyday
Boundaries and other things to stop
Once upon a time were two ends of different worlds facing each other
And they fell in love on a full moon night

MY PRINCE
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July 7, 2018
 

I am not against love
But I am against the concept of loving
Because it then projects a lot of things you are really not
Because projection isn't love
Because projection doesn't last forever
I am against those hashtags and posts and pictures and statuses that you be so happy to tag, click and post when you are with your love
Because then it's just that concept of being together that amazes you
Being together doesn't
Because when everything isn't nice, you can easily break hearts and get hurt
That's the reason I am against the concept of loving
Because it hurts and breaks people who just want to love without projections and concepts
But just want someone to hold hands tighter when it's ...

FUCHSIA
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July 5, 2018
 

Once upon a time
She loved a person too much that she forgot to love herself. She gave him everything she had, even things that he couldn't offer her anytime in this lifetime. She snatched her peace and gave him, her sleep was his, her happiness was his, her emptiness too was caused by his busy-ness.

She suffered, he ignored
She cried, he didn't see
She complained, he didn't hear
She suffered and cried all night
Her friend tried to save her from her plight
Wanting to let go, yet she held on

Finally she gathered the courage to stop everything she was giving him. She waited in hope that he will notice, he will want to work out and he will make things happen.

He left everything, like the win...

WRITE ME SOME LETTRS
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July 5, 2018
 

Thank you got not believing in me when I needed you to do that the most
Thank you for not being there when I wanted your support the most
Thank you for showing me infinite dreams and making me believe them, but bursting that balloon
Thank you for leaving me when I least expected you to do so
All of these things made me stronger
Made me regain and rewire myself
Made me to love myself that I had forgotten to do when I had loved you

HAVE COURAGE
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July 3, 2018
 

Come To Me

After the sunset I stare at the door
Waiting for you to ring the bell
Hug me tight to let me know you missed me
Kiss my forehead to just make me smile
Come to me to make me smile

When you enter and go inside the room
You drag me in with you inside the bathroom
The tug of war that happens with you and me struggling to go in and out makes us laugh
The smell of you that I smell makes me feel home
The body that I stare makes me feel to want it more
Come to me for making me feel home, more

Remember your talks? Every bit of your work
That person and this person you say
It makes me feel important
You asking me how was my day, suddenly stopping your talks, makes me feel respected
Co...

WRITE YOUR OWN STORY
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July 1, 2018
 

"Tears blurred her vision and a lump in her throat kept her from speaking up. Fear numbed any movement... And there she was. All alone. Left in shock...." 
How could he just leave her like that as if nothing existed
As if love never existed
As if you telling her that you love her was all fake
As if you showing her love was just to satisfy yourself that you do
As if your thousand mistakes are just nothing and if she making one is equivalent to this ending 
As if she never was important to him
As if she never loved him
As if she never trusted him
As if she never invested in him
As if she was just another season for him

WRITE YOUR OWN STORY
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June 28, 2018
 

If I sit under the stars which can grant me every wish

I would wish for the ability to love myself first
The ability to give myself importance
The ability to listen to my inner voice
The ability to say a no when I want to instead of a yes
The ability to get out of relationships that take away my inner peace
The ability to see myself doing things for myself that I want others to do for me
Because unless I do these things for myself, no one will be able to know how I am supposed to be loved and cared for

STARS CAN'T SHINE WITHOUT DARKNESS
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June 28, 2018
 

When I am questioned about my very own existence
When I am not seeing any light in a situation I want to see sunrise
When the past haunts me with pain rather than lesson
When people just go to and fro as if my feelings are just words on paper
When I am broken inside out and need some strength
Is when I seek a hide out from everything
To rewire and regain my inner self, my inner peace and happiness
So that I can tell everyone how to love and treat me right
Because I can love myself and treat myself right

STARS CAN'T SHINE WITHOUT DARKNESS
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June 23, 2018
 

When you complete my sentences
When you understand my untold feelings
When you make efforts to make me smile
When you just randomly say you love and miss me
When you talk your brain out
When you show your whole dark and light self
When our mind and body sync
That's when I feel soulful connection with you
Making me love you to the moon and back

TEDx
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May 26, 2018
 

I am cluttered
Filled with pain
Filled with hurt
With betrayal
With agony
With wounds from backstabbing
With regret of a bad career
A question mark of where will my career go
Huge range of emotions related to marriage
Hence
I want to escape
From the place I am at
From place that fills me with clutter
From everything that's on my mind
From those disturbances
Escape
Near nature
Where the river calms the mind
Where winds soothes the ears
Where clouds beautify your vision
Where sunrise and sunset mesmerises your soul
Where worries go away off the shore
Where you learn to love yourself
Where you learn peace
Where
You can get strength to face everything back then, again

WRITE YOUR OWN STORY
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May 25, 2018
 

My Pain

When someone doesn't try to understand what I explain
When I offer all of myself and the opposite person doesn't even care
When I always try to reason and understand and don't get the same in return
When I always put the relation first and the opposite person puts themselves first
When someone doesn't respect my work and my possession
When someone doesn't want to even male any efforts to be with me
When someone wants to keep me as theirs just when they need me or when they just want my help and want me, and forget my existence
When always I end up giving, understanding and waiting and the opposite person doesn't realize and even try a bit of doing the above when it's that person's p...

WRITE YOUR OWN STORY
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May 25, 2018
 

L.O.V.E.

Love stands for:

L... Loving someone
O... Out of care and affection
V... Very much that
E... Each heartbeat is devoted for them

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May 20, 2018
 

I am not disturbed because of your behavior
I am not disturbed because of your fake words
I am not disturbed because of your masks
I am not disturbed because you weren't there 
I am not disturbed because you have no feelings for me
I am disturbed because I didn't learn from all of my mistakes
I am disturbed because I didn't think and understand
I am disturbed because I was acting like a fool
I am disturbed because I was dumb enough to love you
I am disturbed because I trusted you when I had to question you
I am disturbed because I don't know why am I even getting disturbed by your absence now because you weren't even there before 
I am disturbed why I think about you every time there's somet...

LOVE IS ALL WE NEED
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May 19, 2018
 

I was giving my everything to everyone I meet
I was giving everything to everyone even if they don't deserve it
I was giving more chances than they deserve
I wasn't voicing my needs, hurt and aches because I was keeping two people together in any relationship in a priority
And all I got in return was solitude with pain and hurt
But to my turning crossroad
I changed
I started understanding myself first
I starred loving myself first
I starred voicing my opinions first
I started to become soft and understanding, yet telling what I need
I started to know what I want and doing that for myself
So that anyone entering my life would keep me the same way and get no chance to hurt me

LOVE IS ALL WE NEED
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May 16, 2018
 

She was swaying here and there
Back and forth
Rights to her and rights to him
Relationship or single
Explanations and never getting them
Leaving or staying more
Hurting herself and paying attention to maybe his hurt
Happiness later and sadness everytime
All the while she was in two minds
She realised
Rights to her
Never going to get explanations
Leaving
Hurting herself
Happiness later
Were more important than him
And hence she decided
To stop swaying
And start self-loving

LOVE IS ALL WE NEED
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May 14, 2018
 

She loved
He liked
She tried
He ignored
She cried
He smiled
She suffered
He hurdled
She broke
He didn't realise
She stayed put
He moved away
She realised
He became busy
She became silent
He was ignorant
She was moving on
He didn't hold on

CELEBRATE MOTHER'S DAY
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May 2, 2018
 

When I am blessed to have you
You always have ways to make me smile new
My deepest fears and insecurities you knew
Helping me through them then wasn't new
You told me you couldn't see me sad
And that's the reason on people who do opposite, you get mad
You say that you love me
Our relation just like flower and bee
The way you take deeper everytime we meet
Is the way you always make my heart for you beat

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May 2, 2018
 

Something is still left
Those untold words
Unseen actions
Certain things yet to be experienced
Certain stares yet to be observed
Certain things yet to be given
That touch yet to be touched
Those lips yet to be met
That hug yet to leave it's warmth
Something is still left
Yet letting go with holding on

WRITE YOUR OWN STORY
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