|Faith in God, Hope in your dreams, Love for yourself|
To The One Looking Down On Me,
So I guess I still need more time to heal from the wound that your departure has caused. I thought I was ok but today I realized that I wasn't. I found myself laying down just not wanting to do anything. I started getting all these feels and it hit me harder than a bucket of cold water. Tears escaped from my eyes as I realized that what happened to you was not fair. I know that everything happens for a reason but I just can't seem to understand why it was you. I've asked God many times but have yet to get an answer.
Things without you around just haven't been the same. Before I enter your house I see your car just parked there and it brings back so many mem...
In this new year I want to ...
Go to soccer games
Spend time with family
So plans are generating for a year to remember
Because overall what I want is happiness
Life is short
Forget the judgement
It's time for YOU
It's time for ME
No more holding back
I have this insane need to talk to him and hear his voice. Because the answer he'll give will ease my fears and doubts.
"Follow your heart."
Tonight I can't sleep. It's probably because I'm in a state of denial. I don't want it to affect me but truth is, it does.
I was fine until you came back into my life. It's almost like you have this sensor that lights up every time you invade my mind for an extended time. That sensor encourages you to reach out to me. That's how the pattern begins until it eventually goes back to zero. But before we get to zero I find myself falling for you again.
The worst part is that this is not how we want it to be. But there are so many obstacles in our way, it's literally us against the world and there's nothing we can do to win.
So when you came back to me putting yourself out there knowing you sh...
To The World,
There are times when you wait for something for so long only to realize it wasn't worth it.
Today is not one of those days.
I work at a place where it's all about perception. If only the people perceiving would take a moment to realize everything is not as good as it seems.
I work at a place where our responsibilities grow every week. We are expected to fulfill these new responsibilities although legally we don't have to.
I work at a place where our hard work is never truly recognized. Not even a heartfelt thank you is given.
I work at a place where colleagues are replaceable. There are always more than 20 people waiting for an opening to start working.
I work at a place where the Big Boss only cares about the success of his business and nothing else. And all of our requests for raises that are not only earne...
As a small thank you for all they have done for me (even though I can never thank them enough), I bought my parents tickets to go see Juan Gabriel. I hope they enjoy it.
A glimpse in the mirror,
To make sure you are still there ...
But then the night takes over
And you are nowhere to be found
Your face in broken pieces
Don't you look down ...
A shame I couldn't see this
(Mirrors | Jhene Aiko)
"Waiting is painful. Forgetting is painful. But not knowing which one to do is the worst kind of suffering. "
To The World,
I have a very long day ahead of me, yet I lay in bed and type this instead of sleeping.
A couple of weeks ago I thought that it would be great to have a pen pal like I did when I was in elementary school. From what I've seen this app can help me in getting one.
I'm interested in meeting new people and learning from them, so lets see how this goes.