Standing in the middle of a dark forest,
There's a flooding light blinding my eyes,
There is compelling impulse to walk through it,
My steps noiseless on the wet forest leaves,
I see glimpses of faces,
Faces of people,
People I have loved, lost and left!
The ones I loved till it hurt,
The ones I lost to time,
The ones I left behind in the dark!
My blood rushing through my veins,
My heart pleads to walk further,
I walk, as the faces disappear,
I reached out for the light,straining my eyes.
Too late it's gone.
Deep in my heart, I wish now and then,
Just one more time to laugh at the silly jokes,
Weep for the severed connections,
And tend to the raw wounds of mine and others!
When I meet new people, I wish I could see them as I would, when I know their story !
Life, an inevitable brute!
It's amazing how we're born into this beautiful world as tiny, unadulterated beings.Happy, charming and in eternal bliss. Little did we know it was just an introduction. Life treats everyone equally unfair. People are twisted, trampled and torn.
You meet someone from your childhood, years later and see it on their face in spite of the shining courage and simple beauty, you know they have been twisted, trampled and torn. You can see the tremor in them when they talk about their old scars, because scars don't disappear, scars stay with us, changing our texture forever. How will the scars disappear when we have earned them through rejection, insecurity, failure, betr...
Few years back,
I was a troubled teen,
I met a gentle guy,
Neat and keen!
We talked like kids,
Into the late nights,
I was looking for a fling,
But he was serious and grim!
He was wary yet sweet,
Well, I was cute yet neurotic,
He had too many walls,
And I had too little tools!
I never could understand,
His values and traits,
Yet he said he loves me,
On Valentine's eve!
I broke his heart into a million shards!
And I ripped apart his dreams and thoughts!
Today I write all about my scars,
But never about the ones I caused!
So I just wanted to say,
Hey you, I am sorry!
From the distinct clarity of my morning spirit,
To the deepest abyss of my tender heart,, My longing for you is an everyday plight!
I wish I could transcend my love into a magical touch and reach for your solemn face,
May be, just may be then you'll sense, the complexity, the intricacy of my broken love!
In the darkest hour of the night,
Your soft snores held me tight!
In the loneliest of the twilights,
Your thoughts were a rock to my heart!
In my morning blues,
Your voice rippled through my soul!
Standing on a cliff,
Waiting to jump,
I see the tiny rolling Stone beneath my toe,
Falling quietly into the dusk!
I am groping at the thin air,
Oh! Are you still there ?
"Sometimes , it's easy to hate than stop loving someone !"
At some point our life fails to keep up pace with our desires!
You're like a morning dew, melting away in the sun!
Hold on a little tight,
I'll save you in my palms for a million million year!
You're like a child in the cruel, ruthless world!
Hold on a little tight,
I'll be your armour in the field and a warrior without a shield!
Frizzy hair, salty air!
I turn my head to look afar!
My precious past gleaming like a star!
Nostalgia ripping apart the bandages of my war!
Emotions cold like an icy waterfall!
Running through my veins,and making me scream!
I reach for hope everyday in my dream!
I often dream about my past,
Somedays the memories are so vivid,
I can feel the dusty scent of my grandma's home!
And the contour of her palms when she holds mine and we walk together on the road!
I dream about how she would smile when she hears about my little success stories!
And somedays I feel if I strain a little harder I could vanish into my past to hold her hand and sleep peacefully.... again!
She: "Treading on the undiscovered path, I fell twice in the 3 minute walk "
He : " Hold my hand with all you heart, let's conquer the darkness in the slippery path"
" Everyone is blessed equally"
Something I came across few months ago. This line makes life a little easier than it used to be.
"Falling in love with someone and loving someone are two different enteity"
When you "fall in love" it means you like/admire this personality someone has. But "loving someone" is similar to the love your mom started showering on you well before she knew, you are going to be a clown/superhero/brat/CEO/artist/criminal etc.
If people realise this, relationships can be a whole lot simpler, smoother and happier.
Forgive me for the broken soul I am!
Forgive me for I have nothing to give you!
Forgive me for the cuts my shattered heart has caused you!
Forgive me for the rain I drenched you in, ignoring your shivers!
Forgive me for crossing your path!
Forgive me for being gone!