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Heerak K.

PO# 326935
India
India
•Poetic Freak•
February 5, 2018
 

You pulled the trigger twice,
Striking bullets in my heart
But still your very presence
Kept it beating hard.
                                     -cyblcml

And though it did,
You kept on bleeding fast.
No wonder I hit and stood,
To see you fall apart.
                                      -Heerak

|Oh, Ouch My Heart|

WHAT DO YOU SEE?
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July 28, 2017
 

Where My Heart Belongs

Where do my loyalty lies,
if not in her?
Where do they want to climb,
if not to her?
I keep wondering that, what if,
and wandering, what if not.
Where will I lie, if I stop;
with her or with someone else
whose loyalties been eyeing me  
for this long?
                        -Heerak K. (:!:)

WHY DON'T YOU LIKE ME
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July 4, 2017
 

Your lost love
Is not quite
Lost at all;
It can be found in you,
It can be found in me
The most. (:!:)

NEVER FORGET
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July 1, 2017
 

This late night
I wish to dive
Into places
Where dreams
Come to life,
And life
Seem so real
That even reality
Can't defy.

WRITER
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June 30, 2017
 

You remain an enigma
Yet I believe
Someday you might open up to me.
And so, I go on further
Wondering what will you prefer;
Piece by piece, kissing lips
Or buttons to undress each other's needs? (:!:)

KISS A PRINCE
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June 8, 2017
 

My undying heart  
Has a lot to say
But a lot seems so less
When my mind and soul
Tends to stay. (:!:)

LOVE YOUR CHOICE
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May 31, 2017
 

I picture myself a man
With a million reasons  to break down
And still survive like an angel  
With no wings but the determination  
To fly. (:!:)  

DREAMS
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May 23, 2017
 

And though my touch
Is liquid to you;
Doesn't mean
I can't make it rough
Enough for you to  
enjoy and suffer. (:!:)

MY TIME
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April 20, 2017
 

                 •Sweet Dreams•
     Back in time, I am at a place that
                          rhymes
   with your name, and memories faint
      as I descend every step back to
                   where we began.
  And I realize that I was so naive, and
  you were so not what you are in this
                         present,
      and all what changed with time
yet so beautifully alinged, to have a
                     dream about.

DREAMS
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April 19, 2017
 

Naked Sea

Into your depth, your endless twitching
You look no more alive, yet a body crowded by fishes
Inhaling, exhaling on your broken wet scars
With a desire to destroy your dear little heart.

And I watch it, I watch it with despair,
the way they use you, touch you, hurt you,
Tear you part by part and it breaks my heart
To just stand on your shore and look; do nothing,
Just look at your pain, your smile,
The sane left in you, yet you remain
As holy as ever, as one can love forever.

For what you are; a naked sea,
One can hurt but never destroy.

TINY QUEEN
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March 30, 2017
 

Love, Lust And Lost - part 4

I lock away my feelings
As I am hit again  
By the pain of bleeding.
I talk myself out of falling
As I am hit again  
By the ache of needing.
                                      Ivy
And though you bleed out wild,
I watch you with indulgence
As you get hit again    
By the hunger of needing
And cross your legs, shout my name
As I get hit again,   
and again, forever in your scream.  
                                      Heerak K.

ANGEL OF PASSION
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February 15, 2017
 

               •Forever And Always•

    What you had was a gift from me,
      and I never asked you to leave it
                   when you left me.
      Coz I would have loved watching
      you use it for another millennium.
         It would have given me hope
     that even though for someone else,
      every use of it reminds you of me.
  
                      Heerak K. (:!:)

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LOVE IS...
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February 13, 2017
 

                              Fallen, Again?

    I wonder, if we were in a different time,
          at different places, had different
                                       lives,
              and no connection was likely
                             to be plausible
  yet we meet again in that same moment
  when all these things had no business to
                               utter a word;
          would we have fallen in love the
                               same again?

                                       (:!:)

MARTHA LUCIA
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December 21, 2016
 

                  •Dire Kisser•

                  A kiss I want,
               to touch me away
           from all the pain and
                    suffering
            that you have left.
       But she is a terrible one
                with her lips,
          and she reminds me of
     what a dire kisser you were.

                         (:!:)

ANGEL OF PASSION
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November 10, 2016
 

         I wander in this anxiety
                       of yours,
     and I wonder if you will ever
                     come close.

                            (:!:)

LONGING
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May 13, 2016
 

           •End Of Our Beginning•

             The end, is we start  
                         again
                  to follow back,
      to the end of our beginning
                     and forget,
                that we ever met.

                           (:!:)

FRESH START
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October 24, 2016
 

I believe sometimes things doesn't go as planned, that sometimes things you want can never be yours, and it sort of becomes quite petulant to believe so. But then, it is what it is, and so one way or another, in time you understand the fact.
Maybe that's because we don't try harder to get it. I mean, things you want cannot be that impossible (unless if its not a fucking fire breathing dragon). It for surely be something that's achievable.
Then why? Why is it that these sometimes happens to us all? Why are you never destine to have it, even when you give whatever there is in one self to get it?

Then, the simplest of devilry we miss assuming our imperfections as being the cause of why this ha...

REBIRTH
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October 23, 2016
 

                    •Resonance•

                 Least of things
                 and lots of you
              is what I think of
                  most the time,
   and light this heart - a victim,
              of your sheer will
              and my weak psyche.
                         
                           (:!:)

STORYBOOK SCENE
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October 19, 2016
 

         •Naked Dreams•

These endless night, nowhere to run;
   nowhere to find you, my love.
Nowhere I see to leave this pain,
          that caught me
      when you left and went.
Now all I want is you to be here,
     so the mess I made be a
          beautiful place;
   there is a universe to look for,
   and die young with no regrets.
And all I need is you, my love -
    so these naked dream let me
          off the blues,
and I can sleep then, so endlessly,
   to only find you there with me.
          Heerak K. (:!:)

BOOK LOVE
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October 15, 2016
 

Isn't it awkward, to not know what you desire? I mean, I have always mistaken desire with passion, with a dream, or say, a goal. And when I think of that, I have had lots of dreams, a goal still to pursue and my passion of writing, which has always been a lifelong mate.
But desire, I dont know. Maybe it was that one time when I wanted this toy, and waited for like an year to have it(we all have been in that place) or that moment when I wished to be somewhere I can't be, or to have someone I can't have. Basically that is wanting something or someone you just got attracted to. But no, that has happened a lot. It can't be desire.
Then what is desire?
Is it like hunger, craving, or thirt; somethi...

LOVE YOUR CHOICE
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April 11, 2016
 

Broken Sea

I always attempt to come close
to your broken sea,
picking up every scattered pieces,
trying to fill it with love;
I just want to mend it,
make a place of my own,
make you complete again,
something that never can break.
But every time I seek this;
you throw me out, you wash me off
like some sand of your shore. (:!:)

HELPLESS
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April 11, 2016
 

The Light, The Fire, The Hope, And You

In the light, I see fire, I see hope, and I see you.
You burn bright, you shine like
you are left of nothing to lose,
and that is why,
I can't keep my eyes off you.
A dream, I think, yes!
that is what it seems,
as you shake off every glitter on your body,
and they fall down; a shower of it,
lighting me up, burning me down from edge to edge
to where I close my eyes,
and open my arms to get caught in it,
the light, the fire where I see hope and you. (:!:)

ALL YOU NEED IS LOVE
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February 29, 2016
 

Into The Wild

To be lost, I surely desire,
strolling my way in the pathless woods,
along the river running endlessly,
where one can hear the songs
from the chippering birds
to the roars of doom,
and the beauty that awaits
as the sun comes down;
I make my bed
on a lonely shore, beside the deepest sea,
under the starry sky
with a restless desire
to dwell forever, into the wild. (:!:)

SAILOR'S DELIGHT
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February 28, 2016
 

Time To Atone

Wish me good bye
as I am about to leave
you forever.

I am sorry,
for it lasted
not for so long.

But we did made moments
that made us laugh,
cry, love altogether.

And I wish
to never relieve them
of it short-lived time.

Coz I think them
as a blessing
that kept us together.

Even for a while,
but in such time
when we were quite broke.

And I take the blame,
coz I was the one to fall in love
knowing it'll never be one.

Now I must leave,
for what I did,
for now comes the time
to atone for my sins. (:!:)

BHAVYA SINHA
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February 21, 2016
 

Love And Die

I do not know how to swim,
still I would jump
in this sea of solemness,
for I want to feel
the water trespassing my body,
where I find it hard to breathe,
till my heart starts to skip,
and wait, to either drown and die,
or only be saved by you. (:!:)

LONE SOULS
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February 17, 2016
 

Love And Fear

It fears her -
the ways I can go beyond
to get closer to her heart.
Maybe, she is scared
of the outcome,
that it never would be one,
and she will be left,
hurt inside.
Or maybe I am too sure,
that I will make it happen,
and will transfigure her fear
into love. (:!:)

IMPOSSIBLE.. I THINK NOT.
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February 13, 2016
 

Someone

How less I am in some places,
and in some, I am the greatest.

Some takes me as a friend,
some as a special person,
for some I am a lover,
and some makes an enemy out of me.

For some I am caring,
and some who cares for me.
Some makes me worried,
and the same some remains the same for me.

Some gives their heart out,
and some gets in return too.
Some are just too bold,
to be shaken by some of me.

Some are heartbreaker,
some are fire,
some are just beautiful,
they all makes some places in me.

But these some, they just don't understands,
that I am not special, neither am I a friend nor a lover or an enemy.
I am just someone, if that makes a difference. (:!:)

INK DROP
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February 12, 2016
 

Half Empty

And if I were to be
a glass of water,
I would rather be
half empty,
than to be completely full,
hoping that the rest of you
could adjust
with the rest of me,
undeniably. (:!:)

BOOK LOVE
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February 11, 2016
 

Her Fatal Way

I tried to forget
all of her in everything.
Remains, just the voice,
just a picture in my head,
just a thing that I keep
telling to my heart,
that I love her, and her fatal way
of loving me too. (:!:)

DIAMOND
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January 22, 2016
 

Blind

Enough close,
I was to her heart;
rest assured,
believing that we are lovers.
Till time I realized,
it was all a sham,
that her heart is fake,
and mine, blind. (:!:)

SPLASH
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