"Something has got to change" she yells at him. "I can't take it anymore. It has gone too far. No more. NO MORE!! Babe we're walking tonight because you totalled our only car three days ago! Not only that but I almost lost you. How you walked out of that wreck without a scratch is a miracle. Well you know they say it's usually the drunk driver who survives the crash because their bodies aren't so stiff. I guess that's what happened to you. So no, I don't want to stop at the bar right now. We're going home sober".
By Kinky Eskimo
A mouthful of lies.
Beauty has to pay its own price.
To Whom It May Concern:
Pain never happens at the right time.
Sometimes it can be convenient but those moments will never outweigh your suffering.
While you stand there paralyzed in shock because all you can see is your world crumbling right before your eyes, don't be surprised when you realize the rest of the world doesn't even notice you or your trials and tribulations, nor do they want you to upset their day.
Like that one summer day I could no longer stand to see you hurt. In reality, I could no longer stand tall and strong for you, for us. Instead of coming to your rescue I destroyed your world while disguised as your hero.
I could keep up that facade only for a short while. Soon en...
What is the value of truth?
It can keep relationships strong, also it's absence can ruin every past, present and future. Maybe you failed to keep in mind this one fact. Maybe you forgot that I was your best friend first and you never had to lie to me, ever. When I think back about 14 years, I am struck down by just one question, was it all the truth? Maybe, if you were a tad bit more honest, that truth wouldn't have hurt half as much as seeing you now. I lived with the fact that you broke every promise and I shall learn to accept the fact that you lied, all this while.
It feels like drowning,
Drowning in the deep ocean of sorrows.
Thrashing the water to retreive the breath again.
But as I try to come up I am going deeper and deeper.
Oh love, are you here to save me.
Wait won't you even stretch a hand...
I have finally, on Tuesday, took the last piece of anti depressant poison that has blocked my serotonin. I’m experiencing “brain zaps”, dizziness, and some tiredness. I look forward to these withdrawal symptoms being over. Over 10 years on this poison that took away my ability to look to the future, dream, to feel any kind of pleasure. I have worked so hard since December to reach this point. I’m too numbed and dizzy to be proud, but I will be once it’s over. It’s been a long time coming.
What true love is....
People do interpret TRUE LOVE in a very wrong way, since it’s not about living a FAIRYTALE like in a beautiful love movie. When talking about true love, It’s indeed important that there is LOVE and ATTRACTION from both sides, though it’s also important to show love also in BAD DAYS, where one isn’t looking BEAUTIFUL, where one isn’t always in GOOD MOOD...
A true love relationship is based in HELPING and SUPPORTING each other. A true love relationship is based in having ARGUMENTS but then FORGIVING each other again. A true love relationship is based in not always STICKING TOGETHER but to let others have their space too. A true love relationship is where one feels HAPP...
That’s the deal
Dark curtailed memories
Rushing dread in veins
Cold sweat running on back.
So, the incessant need to talk.
Silence wrecks havoc on senses
Under the glimmer of the stars ethereal
Under the covers of the blurry sky
Not a whiff of breath on the left
Pale and stiff no wreath of life to the right.
A shooting star will one day come
And touch your soul that will treasure
Lonely not just you are here
Everyone is, far as the sky could measure.
To the sentient lips tasting the drops tonight
Drops from that glistening eye
Hold on till the rise of sun
You still breathe life pardon the cadavers that lie.
Know that you are not alone
Neither empty nor hollow
Some will amble over the esplanade
Rest with you to the horizon follow.
Why Healing is important---
If you are heartbroken & shattered,
Don't just give up.
Always remember time is the best healer.
Healing is very important,
Its like rebirth or having a new life.
Once you are healed you will understand ,
The reasons for which you cried and spent sleepless nights were very petty things.
There are many more things to be looked upon.
My dear you are strong & can withstand every situation.
Dont curse the ones who left you heartbroken,
Because somewhere they are boon in disguise for you.
Because darling you dont deserve to be in pain,
Once you are healed just dont repeat the mistakes again.
The memories piercing through the windowpane,
Leaving her perplexed and insane.
Tears raining down,
But her brain refrain from remembering him.
The dried rose in the diary ,
Described tales of the unknown.
He is a married man now,
But she is living with his memories,
Which are enough to live a lifetime.
Love is not always about staying with eachother,
Its about living with the memories.
Memories of love lasts a lifetime.
If you're lucky, life will give you some beautiful souls to love.
And if you're really lucky, they'll love you back.
#SkylarkChallenge 147 | Entry2|
What could he say,
To the enormous being,
Standing in front of him,
Staring into Emptiness.
He sat on ground for the being,
Didn't enjoy the sky or the clouds,
The biggest Sacrifice he ever made,
Just to stare at the stranger.
He wanted to make friends,
But so Petrified, he was,
He didn't know what to do,
Else then Trek around him.
He could except a little Magic,
Even though he was so small,
And wanted to befriend a giant,
Because he knew one thing,
Friendship knows no boundaries.
Even if he is Crow,
Standing in front of a Cow,
They could be friends, even if,
He himself doubted and thought,...
Today I was looking at a picture of you and a tear ran down my face because I lost you out of my life wondering if I could get you back and when will the tears end and the sadness in my heart go away
My words carry weight,
Writhing me down,
Pain never ceases,
Till I'm burnt out.
SKYLARK CHALLENGE 147
Words: Emptiness, magic, trek, sacrifice, petrified
A RIDDLE IN LIFE
When I was young excitement kept driving me
Making me spin like a dreidel gone wrong
Pushing me, pulling me, spinning me crazily
my parents would moan, oh what now has she done
deep in the woods when no one was watching me
just me and the forest as it whispered its magic
I would go on a trek, climbing my favorite tree,
Jumping and laughing without worry or fear
'cause no one was near
because no one was near
They sent me to school telling me to be real good
And God how I tried, how I fought to fit in
nobody there could seem to connect with me
It’s nights like tonight that always get to me.
That one message leaves me hanging, wondering, contemplating.
I go through everything in my head step by step wondering where i went wrong.
I try to find ways to fix it. But i just can’t seem to find an answer.
This must be it. The anxiety is taking over at this point and turning this into something bigger than it possibly is.
I don’t know what to do from here but I’m hoping that this isn’t he end.