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November 17, 2018
 

Forever
Is how long it's felt
That I've suffered
What I knew four years ago
Would become
My most outstanding
Failure

And yet

I still
Pursued you

HEARTBREAK
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November 17, 2018
 

New Delhi, India
01:18 pm

Dear Unknown

"I am my own poison, I created what I fear the most, what I endure the most and turned out to be daring enough to love it the most; and now it's begun to look like just another bond to be severed"

Regards
Tushaar
IG : @xtushaarx
https://www.instagram.com/xtushaarx

STAN LEE
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November 16, 2018
 

Do mine eyes deceive me?
Love..
You said this bond was bone deep.
Hooked right through your jaw.
Then she bubbled up,
Black sheep.
Hurt my heart to hear you mumble her name.
Broke my back bone to whisper, beg, explain my suffering.

How can you love me, and her too?
I'd never leave you.
Yet.
You defend a bond that's been years dead.
Broken.
Break me and I fight for healing.
She broke you and kept you under her thumb,
Kneeling.
Three cheers for the broken heart king.
He swore off romance and loving.

Now I'm trying to revive his last breaths of life.
Give him a chance to thrive.
Know a love that won't desert his kind.
I adore the sides.
A to B
And everywhere in between...

LIGHT SWEPT
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November 16, 2018
 

We clothed our bodies in red
Not for blood
Not for glory
For the hope that one day we will all live in love
We marched down Main Street for weeks
Across bridges
Narrow alley ways
Capital buildings and church steeples

More often than not
Hope is preyed upon by the selfish, the lonely
Our group slowly dwindled down to two members
The weeks of protest brought sickness
Death by control officer men
We fought peacefully..
Painfully.

The two stared into one another
Searching for some secret
A thread of danger
None could sense either
It appeared they were in good company
Smiling slowly
They knew the dream to love lives on
The city blocks wailed
Rejoicing in their fight
T...

BE BRAVE
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November 8, 2018
 

Never have I felt solely empty looking at wedding pictures.

Never have I thought true love could end.

Never have I questioned married people if they like being married.

What would I know if I’m too young though?

What would I know about falling in love at 20?

What would I know from reading about it in fanfics?

What would I learn from heartbreak and divorce from
family?

Only that I’m gaining disinterest.

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PEACE ON EARTH
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November 16, 2018
 

I smile whenever I remember my first puppy love in elementary school sang his favourite song 'As Long As You Love Me' with me. Ah, the innocence.

I chuckle whenever I remember how the tears flooded my eyes and down my cheeks during final (sometimes, trivial) goodbyes. You name it - graduations...moving out of my safe place...that goodbye hug Chandler and Joey shared with wistful smiles on their faces. That acknowledgment of growing up with life is painful. The end of an era.

I still cry from the heart whenever I remember my first true love broke my heart. As much as I cried for leaving people behind with whom I've built meaningful relationships because of tough love or they burn me out. Som...

NEVER FORGET
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November 16, 2018
 

I just turned 31 today.
And not getting anywhere nearer to my goals and dreams.

I just turned 31 today.
Where has all those years gone by?

I just turned 31 today.
Yet i still cannot triumphantly declare, "I am where I want to be!"

I just turned 31 today.
Still carrying the empty and restless soul within...

DO NOT BE DECEIVED
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November 16, 2018
 

I knew the
Moment I
Layed eyes
On you,
It was only
Ever going
to be you,
But I needed
To do right
By you;
So, I took time
To do right for
Myself,
With hope you'd
Be here when
I was ready.
And alas,
Here we are.
EM Fraser

LOVE IS LIFE
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November 16, 2018
 

she

you and i drifted away from each other,
wandering and swallowed by the water.
one was near the lighthouse that glowed so beautifully,
welcoming the visitor with love and guidance.
while the other one was in the abyss,
swallowed whole and was drowned with feelings and thoughts.

you left me suffering,
and she was your lighthouse.

ORIGINAL
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November 16, 2018
 

I'd rather suffer from my own wild thoughts and depression which I am familiar with and which I can kindly handle than to suffer from subjecting myself to some else's apprehension of another person which he himself may not even handle and which can make me far more foolish than mine.

VISIONS
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November 16, 2018
 

I hate you now
For how you said goodbye
But I know I will cry on the day that you die

I hate you now
For my pain and your lies
But I know I will cry on the day that you die

I will not forgive you
For your hatred and crimes
But I know I will cry on the day that you die

Will remember how cruelly
You left me behind
But I know I will cry on the day that you die

Pray you won't find peace
In your heart nor your mind
But I know I will cry on the day that you die

Tell the tale of a man
Who destroyed other's lifes
Who knowingly destructed
My fierceness to fight

Left me raped and abused
Left me broken inside

But I know I will cry on the day that you die

But I know I will cry on the day that yo...

BLUSHED
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November 16, 2018
 

You fall, you rise, you make mistakes, you live and you learn. You’re human, and not perfect. You’ve been hurt, but you’re alive. Think of what a precious privilege it is to be alive; to breathe, to think, to enjoy, and to chase the things you love. Sometimes there is sadness in our journey, but there is also lots of beauty and happiness. We must keep putting one foot in front of the other even when we are hurt, for we will never know what is waiting for us just around the bend.

VISIONS
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November 16, 2018
 

"Grief" is not a disorder, a disease or a sign of weakness. It is an emotional, physical and spiritual necessity, the price you pay for love. The only cure for grief is to grieve, and only then can you let it go. No one can tell you when you've had enough, no one can make you snap out of it. Only your heart & soul truly knows when enough is enough.

VISIONS
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November 16, 2018
 

New Delhi, India
05:09 pm

Dear Unknown

"I know that none but you would understand what she's going through, I know nothing would make sense at first but wait, wait for the everlasting brink of hope to spank you on the ass and rise you up"

Regards
Tushaar
IG : @xtushaarx
https://www.instagram.com/xtushaarx

STAN LEE
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November 16, 2018
Cleveland, United States

Never allow your emotions to blur your boundaries of love. When you're in love , the truth can be so pretty when it's wrapped in vibrant and ambitious paper...... But what's inside doesn't change, whether it's wrapped or not; and what's inside is what matters.

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DRAINED
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November 15, 2018
 

Lately my mind's gone blank;
void of reason and the such.
Your space is now vacant.
Guess I never realized how much
Stuff...
No, nonsense you left in my head.
Derailing my train of thought,
Changing how and what I said.
I bled for you.
I cried all those tears for You.
Yet the sweat and stress
Were total BS I guess.

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THE ELEPHANT STAMP
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November 15, 2018
League City, United States

I am standing in front of you, yet you do not see me. You are so caught up in your self pity that nothing else matters. So with the house full of all of you, I am still ALONE! (IN MY OWN HOME!) This is not a place I want to be. So... What do I do?

#adviseneeded

PANELS
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November 15, 2018
San Jose, United States

I battle with an innate sense of incompetence, bred with years of scolding; I wince at raised hands or harsh words. We teach ourselves unhealthy coping mechanisms; there is no personal therapist to hold our hands or guide us through a childhood soaked with the trembling, sleepless nights sitting alone at the foot of the stairs wondering if in another life you did not exist. Those afflicted with these thoughts are always far too young; we are far too fragile for the sharpness of cold tongues.

So, we change ourselves, that being the only constant in an existence of chance and variables. Actions and thoughts are carefully orchestrated, altering one to a shell of an individual. But, this is the...

DARK NIGHT
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November 16, 2018
 

                    CALORIES

   I don't know if it was gravity or the weight of your words weighing down the spoon on my plate, making it impossible      for me to lift it up. The intoxicating fragrance of all your vile words felt like a knot in my stomach making me want to puke. Somehow the only thing i remember being on the plate was a bowl full of 500 calories with a side of 230 calories....

Pari

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BLACK AND WHITE MOVEMENT
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November 15, 2018
 

Underneath the darkest skies.
Underneath the brightest stars.
The cold creeps in thinking of his lies.
My broken heart bears his scars.
Tears of anguish and anger fall.
My mind filled with hate and hurt.
I create distance, I build my wall.
Memories stained with grime and dirt.
Our time together means nothing now.
All of our struggles for not.
A broken promise lead to a broken vow.
Shameless and smug even when caught.
Hearts are broken.
Trust is gone.
Fears and pain reawoken.
All because I fell for Satan's spawn.

BAD DAY
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