i lost my creativity
she stoped coming into my mind.
Stay positive and happy. Work hard and don't give up hope. Be open to criticism and keep learning. Surround yourself with happy, warm and genuine people.
A January baby
With nothing unique
I'm just a troubled moon
Among galaxies and garnets
If I'll eclipse the light
Wallow in the shadows
Or be protected
In truthfulness. JD
#GalaxiesAndGarnets #JanuaryFalls #PoetryChallenge
Would have lived with blood no charm
In the shackle's verdict prey
Would cuff my bones and glaze the flesh
In moments, but how could they
Feed on fear, on the afraid sheer
Suffering head and the molten soul
On smiles on scar and a skin that's tar
On a patient spear on the broken toe
Would have tried with all my might
To swim and walk in the freezing fire
Would love to drown in evil mound and
Sit on coal for the selfless night
Patience crude and an ego rude
The stars I see deep down the sand
Wounds so fresh the flesh so tight and
Crawling tired the no man's land
Would have taken swifts to borrow
Breaths that tremble in a trembling throat
Today is one of those days where I need you the most.
today is one of those days were you know everything is going to go wrong.
Today is a day where I will not interact with anyone else.
It doesn't matter if it's a friend or family or anybody because anything can set me off today.
I just want to hide and cry or scream at the top of my lungs I am so angry, I'm hurt, I'm tired, I'm done.
I just want this day to be over with.
Tomorrow will be better, at least I hope it is.
Tomorrow will be another day without you even though your memory is strong.
I swear sometimes I can still feel you with me.
But today, today I am so over it.
Today is just to hide away from everyone day.
Today I could really u...
Amanecí ahí, tendida, vacía, con pensamientos inconexos y sentimientos reticentes, se había acabado, mis ilusiones parecían haber sido extirpadas de mi pecho; tuvo que ser después de la oscuridad que encontré paz en mi tormenta, más sin embargo, el sol no brilló ese día... quizás mañana, o no lo sé.
I dont know but probably
You are just trying to
keep you on my mind
Or maybe you really love me
I cant tell cuz i wont know
until we meet again
What you really mean
Can someone please explain for me,
How is it two people perceive a year differently?
I mean, logically, no elaboration is needed.
But with those hundreds of nights in question,
All I'm left with, is open endings.
How many 'I love you's were genuine?
Come to find out you don't benefit from simple conversation. It's my fault our demise reached fruition.
"You can never be wrong"
"You're the only person I've ever met that I can't have a conversation with"
"You're stupid, why don't you get it"
"All I do is take care of you and spend money on you"
"Leave me alone"
"I don't care if you leave, do whatever makes you happy"
So I stayed
It made me feel like if I can fix or...
എഴുതി തീരാത്ത കഥകളും
എഴുതാൻ മറന്ന കാവ്യവും
ഒരു ഏകാന്ത പഥികന്റെ യാത്രയും
ജ്വലികാത്ത ദീപം പോലെ
അറിയാതെ പോകുന്നു ഈ ഉലകം...
I've hated myself for as long as I can remember but the pain of that hatred doesn't even come close by the thought of you hating me..
The first step is always the hardest. The next step is easier, but still scary. The edge of the ledge is the struggle - you look down and hear all the reasons why you shouldn't fall. You remember how frail your body is, you remember your bones will be crushed by the impact, you remember gravity and how there's no way you'd go up - you always hit the ground.
The free fall is scary, they say. No one wants to welcome the uncertain with open arms. And somehow, the fear gets bigger, louder and more reasonable. Until the only thing that makes sense is turning around, cutting your losses and staying huddled in the dark corner, ashamed yet relieved because you are safe.
Sometimes, the perso...
I wish I knew how to show you my love without pushing you away every time you come closer to my heart
But instead I made you hate me for everything I am
Three years ago, almost to the day, my best friend gave me a book.
It was called “Chapter One”, written by the creator of ‘Thank You’, an inspirational not-for-profit organisation.
In the book, one particular stanza jumped out at me:
“How would you live your life if you had no fear?
What would you say?
And what would you do?”
I’ve never forgotten it.
It’s a stanza I’ve spent the past three years trying to answer.
I still don’t know.
Truth be told, fear got a strong grip of me in those three years. A lot happened. Some good, some really wonderfully good, but the bad overpowered.
The fear dug its claws in.
It beat me. It broke my heart. It crushed my spirit. It made a nest inside m...
There are many who live life in fear, without taking risks. Alas! Not only are they missing chances, they are missing life itself.
You killed me with your coldness when I thought there was a shred of love inside of you.
Skylark challenge 172
Opposites are the world's of you and I!
In shadows where the lights hide were old grow young, life stands still, No need to say goodbye the young never die.
A huge matter is a tiny insignificant matter,
And tiny issues grow huge upon their misuse!
Our life path it's for you and I to decide!
Never hidden behind their masks of demised disguise.
Separation never forced is part of our life's story lines in place of their deceitful lies!
And I surrender. You can have it all. You can take it all. I don't want it, I don't even want to remember it.
I thought that I could but I can't. I will not survive it. I will not survive you. You have opened my chest up and placed it in my in between. This pain. Oh God, this pain. Take all of me. Take all that you want and let me die. I cannot suffer the sea. I am tired of crawling. I am sick of loving you in the dark. Take back your pain and set me free. Let me be. Go away! Let me die, I cannot wait to lose you and to be reborn... To become my own person.
A brand new year has started with a fresh slate, a blank canvas.
2018 was both good and unfair to me but damn.. what a roller coaster
it was. It felt like the best time of my life and then it also felt like things
had fallen apart. Last year was a year of discovery and really digging
deep into who I am as a person.
It taught me who was fake, who was real, people I had to walk away from
and I learned the people who truly love me. That was my discovery of
last year and also I learned a lot about what it means to be in love
and falling out of love. The hardest part about falling out of love with
with someone is acknowledging why you fell out of love with them in