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November 21, 2018
 

Sitting in the dark room at the dusty depressed corner,
collecting all the falling tears, grief and his memories stitching broken pieces of my soul once and for all..😔😔😖😢

HAPPY THANKSGIVING 2018
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November 21, 2018
 



I sit here thinking about that age old phrase, “We are responsible for our own actions”. I do not mean physical actions we may take, stealing, vandalising losing your cool, what I mean is those more subtle actions.

Sitting here I am drawn to that of whispering a truth done with absolute heartfelt good intent. For me knowing the life I have it is better a spoken truth than the silent torment of regret. Yet here is the rub, for these truths no matter their size, will have some impact on those around you, whether intentionally or not so the question becomes more about the value of truth. Not to lie, that will always lead to effects on others usually toward you that will be worse than reg...

WITH LOVE
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November 21, 2018
 

I am always on the move yet still stagnant.

Am I moving?
Why am I still stagnant?

I am doubtful.

BHAVYA SINHA
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November 20, 2018
 

I loved you first
Since the moment I saw you
Without saying a word
I loved you.

I loved you more
Even more than myself
I loved you the way
I would want to be loved.

She didn't love you like I did
She put herself first
Didn't give her heart complete, just half.
But that's how you like to be loved.

I loved you first
I loved you more
But I guess she loved you better
Because you stayed there and not here.

ENDLESS STARS
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November 20, 2018
 

    I don't know what you see in me;
    What you want, or why
    I am not who I 'appear' to be
    In still photographs
    They are filtered & blurred images
    Of what only the mirror can see
    What I am is
    The pain hidden in my losses
    And the tears behind closed doors
    I am the malice that festers
    From years of abuse
    And the dread that looks upon
    Each new day
    I am the fear of the unknown
    And the antitrust
    Of that which has passed
    I am the demons that are released
    When I walk or run
    And the resolve I submit to
    When I can't make things change
    Above all, I am the words I write
    That encompass all of this
  ...

RESILIENT
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November 20, 2018
 

He knew he was sad, when he stopped loving things that he loved.

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HAPPY THANKSGIVING 2018
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November 20, 2018
 

I couldn't move. I couldn't feel anything. I could hear all of it though. It felt so awful, so disappointing to be in that condition. To feel that helpless and disgusted by yourself. I had tested my boundaries in the most thoughtless way, had wronged my body, my soul, my being. I had absolutely disembodied all I stand for and represent. What was I doing? What had i thought this would lead to that I so carelessly and irresponsibly tried it?

Drinking had always been fun to me, something to make me less serious, less constrained inside as I'm very much gathered together (overthinking always works in weird ways, sometimes too extreme). However, I was aware of my limits. Always had been. Always ...

DARK NIGHT
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November 20, 2018
Kolkata, India

I guess she would never know how much i miss her every moment i spend without her. ❤️

MESSAGE OF LOVE
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September 24, 2018
 

There was never
a moment in her life
when she feels so empty about everything.

She’s not reaching a hand.
She’s still super doubtful.

For just a moment, show her what the afterlife is like.
Let her reborn as another for another chance.

She knows nothing is perfect.
But she knows that nothing can be this awful.

She keeps away from therapy.
Instead turning to antidepressants.

As if she doesn’t want help out.

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HAPPY THANKSGIVING 2018
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November 19, 2018
 

The only sound that I could hear was that of my breath gushing in and out of me, like I was underwater.

Like when the water is flooding my ears, I couldn’t hear any sound, and he couldn’t hear me saying no.

I was torn, but the wall I built was still unscathed.
It kept me from screaming or crying.

The bricks were patient,
it was towering over me until he was gone.
It was over.

I would never be the same.
It told me that now there was a door that can open.

They said you let it happen once and it never stops.
I wish I’d known, but it was too late.

The foundation too strong by bricks and stones layered on top of each other building me up as I grew older.

It didn’t let me yell and fi...

HAPPY THANKSGIVING 2018
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November 19, 2018
 

This world makes me feel alone,
I succeeded yet I failed
I lost everything
Those stars which used to adorn my life are gone somewhere far away
Leaving me to deal with this solitude
No one is left to listen this silent voice only darkness left behind by them
I m walking a lonely road with new dreams but all alone.

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STAN LEE
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November 18, 2018
 

She was tired. Her body was aching. She barely could breathe. The obsession that she had for this man was killing everything that she was.

She was lost. Drifting into an open sea she was mad at her God. Tirelessly she prayed to break free but nothing was happening. She was trapped in his dead and cold wolf eyes.

His eyes. She convinced herself that her happiness was in them. She really wanted. She hoped. She believed.

The truth is that she was digging her grave. She willing closed the cage in which she was living now. Surrounded by ice and dead trees, all that she could fight for was her light.

It was the only one thing that she had. She would press it tightly against her chest. Closing ...

ENDLESS STARS
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November 17, 2018
 

I love you. But I can’t love you.

FUCHSIA
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November 17, 2018
 

Always the calm in the storm
When i feel so worn
And my emotions are torn
Feeling so forlorn

Sometimes, a different angle
Can provide a path to wrangle
Though Our emotions are mangled
And Our worlds tangled

You have become my light
That makes so much right
i don't want to lose the fight
So i prepare to take flight

The idea that one might leave
Makes my heart grieve
And my stomach heave

Alone in the dark
Is no walk in the park
Though no one sees the mark
Of having no one to hark

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ORIGINAL
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November 16, 2018
 

Do mine eyes deceive me?
Love..
You said this bond was bone deep.
Hooked right through your jaw.
Then she bubbled up,
Black sheep.
Hurt my heart to hear you mumble her name.
Broke my back bone to whisper, beg, explain my suffering.

How can you love me, and her too?
I'd never leave you.
Yet.
You defend a bond that's been years dead.
Broken.
Break me and I fight for healing.
She broke you and kept you under her thumb,
Kneeling.
Three cheers for the broken heart king.
He swore off romance and loving.

Now I'm trying to revive his last breaths of life.
Give him a chance to thrive.
Know a love that won't desert his kind.
I adore the sides.
A to B
And everywhere in between...

LIGHT SWEPT
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November 16, 2018
 

We clothed our bodies in red
Not for blood
Not for glory
For the hope that one day we will all live in love
We marched down Main Street for weeks
Across bridges
Narrow alley ways
Capital buildings and church steeples

More often than not
Hope is preyed upon by the selfish, the lonely
Our group slowly dwindled down to two members
The weeks of protest brought sickness
Death by control officer men
We fought peacefully..
Painfully.

The two stared into one another
Searching for some secret
A thread of danger
None could sense either
It appeared they were in good company
Smiling slowly
They knew the dream to love lives on
The city blocks wailed
Rejoicing in their fight
T...

BE BRAVE
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November 16, 2018

Esta mañana el despertar recordé el sentimiento de tener nuestras manos entrelazadas; de pronto me percate observando la palma de mi mano  y en ese momento me inundé de melancolía al darme cuenta de tu ausencia.

-LM

SCENIC SIT
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November 8, 2018
 

Never have I felt solely empty looking at wedding pictures.

Never have I thought true love could end.

Never have I questioned married people if they like being married.

What would I know if I’m too young though?

What would I know about falling in love at 20?

What would I know from reading about it in fanfics?

What would I learn from heartbreak and divorce from
family?

Only that I’m gaining disinterest.

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PEACE ON EARTH
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November 16, 2018
 

I just turned 31 today.
And not getting anywhere nearer to my goals and dreams.

I just turned 31 today.
Where has all those years gone by?

I just turned 31 today.
Yet i still cannot triumphantly declare, "I am where I want to be!"

I just turned 31 today.
Still carrying the empty and restless soul within...

DO NOT BE DECEIVED
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November 16, 2018
Cleveland, United States

Never allow your emotions to blur your boundaries of love. When you're in love , the truth can be so pretty when it's wrapped in vibrant and ambitious paper...... But what's inside doesn't change, whether it's wrapped or not; and what's inside is what matters.

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DRAINED
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