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May 20, 2019
 

This is a letter from an unborn baby still in the womb. The mother is a drug addict.

Mommy you don't know me but I know you. I know when you're angry because I feel your blood pressure go through the roof. Your emotions let me know when you're sad momma. One day I'll be big to protect you. I know when your sick momma because when your sick I'm sick too! I also know when you're high, because I get high with you. I know you're heart beat Because it's mine too. Do you know what it does to me when I don't hear your heart beat? Without you their is no me. I know you have doubts, I can feel you over thinking! Well I've had a few months to get to know you. I know that you're strong, and without t...

WATER IT
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May 19, 2019
Columbus, United States

Hey guys I could use
some words of wisdom to get me through this detox and before I go to treatment tomorrow.

All my love,

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FOLLOW YOUR HEART
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May 17, 2019
 

"they say humans are social animals they can't live alone... 

But you're kicking it pretty well by yourself... 

I'll tell you, you start feeling lonely in a group, it's better to have real solitude by yourself" - Cowboy Bebop

They say loneliness and solitude can bring about a diffrent mood

I say that shit is clowny cause I've been there and there's nothing new

I feel no emotion like I'm flowing in an Ocean, heart is broken, broken into million pieces cause I left it open. 

And now I'm smarter and I'm harder but my blood went colder

Well I guess that's the pain that comes with getting older. 

And I'm exhausted from the weight that I hold on my shoulders

Seems like my problems star...

HEARTBREAK
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May 15, 2019
Columbus, United States

“This is my last time”
            -me (again)

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ZEBRA
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May 14, 2019
Columbus, United States

Well...
          So it begins,
what is supposed
      to be my
        final binge.

My last hoorah.

“You always say that”
                   -all my friends

They’re not wrong!

This weekend I go to treatment.
            (again)

I’m never
gonna want
this high
to cease
           </3

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WHITE CLOCK
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May 13, 2019
 

      Man Vs. Self

I feel
like God
& the devil
are at war
inside of my soul.

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FOLLOW YOUR HEART
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May 12, 2019
 

I
Always
Shoot
Way
Past
The
Mark

              too ambitious
                for all
                the
                 wrong things
      

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WHITE CLOCK
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May 11, 2019
 

Due to
one of my
methamphetamine
binges,

       iOS screen time app
                    states
              I’ve spent
                    over
                    27 hours

           on our
     Lettrs app
            in the
          last 7 days.

Whether I’m
high or not,

                      I have become
                      absolutely
                      O B S E S S E D
                      w/ Lettrs
                      since coming
                      across it
                      last week.

To say it has been
life-changing
would be the
understatement
of the year.

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WHITE CLOCK
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May 10, 2019
 

Broken heart 💔
Time : 03:35 AM

Ki ab main tumhein bhul chuka hun, ab  tum wapis mat ana,
Ki tumhein mujhe chode hue kuch 4 mahine aur 20 din ho chuke hain.
Is samaya hum aur ladkiyon ki bahon main madhoosh ho chuke hain.
Ye galat nahi hai tumhari yaad ati nahi hai,
Han lekin ab subha, shyam ati nahi hai.
Ab mere pas kalam hai kagaz hai,
Tumhari yad main shayri hai.
Dil main bhuj chuki is aag ko jalana mat,
Ab main tumhein bhul chuka hun,
Meri Zindagi mein wapis ana mat.🙂

#A_broken_lover💔🖤
                                                    

FOLLOW YOUR HEART
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May 10, 2019
 

The lesson of the day!

Sometimes, your own body can surprise you with a little tantrum just to make you a little more motivated to do well on it and to make you aware of what you are eating!

#she-lio

FOLLOW YOUR HEART
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May 9, 2019
Lancaster, United States

         I am truly
                            u n i n s p i r e d.

sobriety
gives
me
writer’s
block

          

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RECOLLECTION
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May 7, 2019
 

Photo challenge

She is empty
Nothing to feel
Drinking hoping to heal
She's suffocating
Getting high drowns her
Her past start to taunt her
Her mind is trying to trick her
Her past scares her
But her heart temps her
Her beauty no longer disguises her
The world can see right through her

FOLLOW YOUR HEART
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May 7, 2019
 

Storytime

"The days seemed longer, darker. Time passed slower and slower. Until one day time stopped for him....."

It wasn't until she walked into his life that he realized he had lived the same day over and over again.

She was different, unlike any woman he'd ever knew. They tried to warn him, let her go! I'm sure thats what drew him to her ever more. She put joy and laughter back into his soul, he gave her heart peace she needed to sleep.

Now their both in too deep an secrets are hard to keep. It's real, but love is something they both are scared to actually feel.

His Point is dull but he continues to try and puncture his skin. Her bottle is dry but she tips it hoping there's still ...

NEVER ENDING
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May 7, 2019
Columbus, United States

Dear Drew Bartkiewicz,

I’m a few days deep into what is going to be an incurable Lettrs obsession! Upon dabbling on here, I had to read more about the background!
I read all about you & your idea behind it, which is brilliant  & when I saw you were active on the app yourself
I thought to myself -
“Wow! What a guy!”

After only 5 days on Lettr I have begun dabbling in writing again as to deal with my addiction/mental health, which I have not done in years.

It turns out, people like my writings and I have actually  found a few people I chat about Recovery with on the side!

Users are all friends, looking to help others & quick to compliment, unlike the other social media rights. It’s is ...

ZEBRA
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May 6, 2019
 

        F    A    L    L    I    N    G
                         Deeper
                              &  Deeper
                      
          Into
                 the
                     crystal
                              a b y s s  

                              
          Signing off-
                  B A N G, B A N G
                              K I S S, K I S S

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FOLLOW YOUR HEART
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May 6, 2019
 

Using drugs...
Well, it used to be fun.
    Until
          all of the sudden,
                    it just wasn’t.
                 
                                      Now,
                     the only high
                     I chase is
                                     Oblivion.  

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VISIONS
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May 6, 2019
 

At
Times
I
Win
The
Battle

But
I’ll
Always
Lose
The
War

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WOMAN
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May 6, 2019
 

The
Higher
The
Climb,

              The
              Lower
              The
              Fall.

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CHIRAYU
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May 5, 2019
 

Sitting here , sick of fighting
tired of being alone, tired of hiding.
have another drink for the hurt that remains
smoke another bowl to try and numb the pains.
reaching out for help but no one hears my cries,
the only thing you can trust is not to believe my lies.
i hide behind a tissue with every tear i wipe,
i wear a mask of glass each time i hit the pipe.
people know my demons but im still the one blamed
my family acts embarrased even though im the one ashamed.
i cry myself to sleep on nights i actually go to bed,
i live with pain in my heart and disturbed thoughts in my head.
i know its wrong but not enough
to make me want to quit
so until i hit rock bottom
i'll just take another hit.

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COMING FOR YOU
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