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September 14, 2019
 

You heard about Barbiturate?
It's a drug. You know what drugs do?
Gets you addicted
Like you
So, I decided to get rid of you
But you were second skin to me
And i was afraid to peel it
Because that would hurt
And I couldn't tolerate
So, I decided to ignore you
But you know,  when you ignore something
It comes back with force
So did you
Therefore,  I decided to
Go far away
But how do you go far away?
Far away from your home
Finally,  I decided to end my life
I took the scalpel
Marked the veins
Blood oozing out
I saw the color,
RED
Like I saw it when you
Abused
Hit
Assaulted
I embraced it this time
Allowing it to cover me
And then I saw
White

FEEL IT WRITE IT
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September 10, 2019
Greater Noida, India


She was addicted to him
He was Crazy for her

He caress her every time
Whenever they meet

He kisses her when
She lay on bed with him

She watches him
Whenever he is Asleep

They love each other as
Addicted person get crazy for weed

BE BOLD
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September 10, 2019
 

Pain…
I feel it all over,
Through every unshed tear,
And by every unsaid fear.

I feel it all over,
As if something is ripped apart,
In the place where sits my heart.

I feel it all over,
Where it puncher-ed a hole,
Sucking out my happy soul.

I feel it all over,
With every breath, I take in,
Edges of the hole bled raw from within.

I feel it all over,
With every recall of you hit me hard,
Making my existing deeply charred.

I feel it all over,
When every second I keep losing lives a few,
With every Passing memory of you.

hopeless to spend a minute any braver.
Doing nothing but with time, hover.
Yes, pain is what left all over.

-Keerthana

BUTTERFLY
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September 2, 2019
Logan, United States

I went to sleep and never woke up
I lay there on the bed as still as night
Warmth slowly leaving my body
My breath gone
My heart stopped
They tried to save me
This was the time the narcan wouldn't work
I was broken and lost
I needed help
But this time it was too late
I fell asleep and never woke up

As a medical professional I deal with addiction every day. My patients struggle with illness and still refuse help. They are slaves to the chemicals that devour everything they once were. Addiction is real and it is a problem. We should support and offer help to thise strugglung before they go to sleep and never wake up.

LIMITS EXIST ONLY IN THE MIND
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August 29, 2019
 

"STORYTIME"

It's been a long and busy week for her. As she walks on the side of the road, her backpack feels heavier with each minute passing.

Her legs are shaking, stomach is turning, mind is racing, and her vains are yearning. Addiction's got her sick, "God, please send me a trick" she desperately whimpered to herself.

One block... Two blocks... Three blocks.... Four!!! Finally she's standing in front of his passenger side door. At this point she'll do whatever he asks for.

Bent over the seat breathing in cigarette ashes and what smell's like cat piss, hoping he cums quick so she can go get her fix. Fighting back the tears, wondering how she let herself turn out like this?

She didn't ...

ANGEL OF PASSION
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August 26, 2019
 

I was waiting for my drug from her,
Minute by minute passed;
But no reply from her...
The night passed,
And me too...!!

SUNSET LOVE
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August 24, 2019
 

These winds carry me to unknown places
Surrounded by a sea of new faces
Never knowing what lies ahead of me
So lost in the dark that I cannot see
And still I will enter without regret
Without a moment to sit and reflect
Comforted while trapped in my confusion
Too confused to notice the illusion
became my home before my very eyes
Enticing me with this new state of mind
My walls erect were now only suspect
To come crashing down when I'd least expect
Granting me the facade of feeling free
Foreign to me lay truth, reality
While I was taking up residency
In what was no more than pure fantasy
~Lady Sativa 🍃

SUNSET LOVE
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August 24, 2019
 

As food becomes stale
If one thinks so is the love
What option is left?

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SUNSET LOVE
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August 21, 2019
 

[NICOTINA]

Te quiero absorber como la nicotina
de mi cigarrillo, que te alojes en un rinconcito de mis pulmones y te quedes ahí eternamente,
que te riegues en todo mi torrente sanguíneo; aunque seas tóxica, aunque el humo del tabaco y tú tengas las 70 sustancias que producen el cáncer, aunque me mates suavemente, aunque seas mi muerte silenciosa.
¡Te quiero en mí, para mí, para siempre!

«Así de suicida soy»

Oscar Avila
©® 2019

WATCH IT
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August 12, 2019
 

There are so many
reasons to be alive
but the dark attraction
of death tosses its
shadow over the
brilliance that you were so
much looking forward to,
embracing all your
natural powers,
such a magnificent
energy that's always
been, yet some people
like you who refuse
its aid, a choice based on
pride, or any of the
seven deadly sins...
but there's hope for you
Let your body and mind
start the healing process
Rid yourself of want
Steer clear of desire
For with what life has to
offer, there is no need
This is a blessing
~Lady Sativa 🍃

TINY QUEEN
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August 9, 2019
 

Insomnia  
The levels and depth of sleeplessness knows no bounds 
Matched only by the thrash of our thoughts 
To wake or to slumber
is a choice our minds can not make 
The soothing of thoughts 
The resting of worries 
is our only solace 
in our battle with sleep  

WHITE CLOCK
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August 8, 2019
 

🔸️Reunion🔸️
Finally all that heat has left my side
I only kept you around out of spite
And out of sight because deep down inside
I knew it was not right, too many nights
living a life yet I felt like I'd died
But now that liquid languish has all dried
I'm starting to once again feel alive
~Lady Sativa 🍃

CONQUERS ALL
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August 8, 2019
 

I've never been addicted to smoking, drugs or alcohol,
Nor am I great fan of sports like football.

The feeling u get when you read a horror book or movie,
A feeling that someone or something's standing behind me,
To music, poetry, my coffee and tv
I'm addicted so you can call me a devotee,

Other things can also keep me busy,
But at the end of the day I keep running back to the things I'm addicted to.

WHITE CLOCK
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August 6, 2019
Oeiras, Portugal

One of life's pleasure/
In both good and bad moments/
The magic of food.
       ©moiragallaga

#haiku #copyrightwritings
#moiragallagasjournal

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WRITE YOUR OWN STORY
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August 1, 2019
 

Me holding on to you is an addiction
That I unto you in my nights!

But have you ever wondered, this is what makes me hollow, weakening my resolve and lets the darkness ovwrwhem me with extreme pleasure and guilt that follows.

DO WHAT MAKES YOU HAPPY
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July 31, 2019
 

And I burnt the fine edge of the circular raw tobacco stick after tapping it over my high end materialistic watch face. Lesser I knew that it was the urge to fullfil my nicotine need. Kid in me just light ciggrattes to witness the shining fire on the other end

DO WHAT MAKES YOU HAPPY
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July 30, 2019
Santo Domingo, República Dominicana

Tengo una gran obsesión de ti,  
de tu vida,
de tus cosas...

TEA TIME!
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July 28, 2019
 

Just because what you see with your eyes may not be the truth but simple lies

You don't know just by standing outside the box
So many things are hidden behind all these locks

To actually step inside and see what lies within
You have to start with an open mind and sit back quietly while I begin

Do not judge me or throw your stones
Try to understand and feel the chill throughout your bones

So here goes my story that I'm scared to tell
Ive been an addict and slave to drugs for so long
It feels like pure hell

I trade one drug for another but can never really quit
I never anticipated this happening to me I was a smart girl with a lot of wit

I even had a 4.0 GPA my life just seemed good what ...

THINK OUTSIDE THE BOX
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July 21, 2019
 

Addiction:
Is it a bitter sweet to one’s twisted mind.  so quiet and curious with random thoughts.

Addiction
Is it weak or strong safe to touch.

Addiction
Do we dance in the grey ...taboo line of fun and play.
Moving with our energy.

Addiction
Could be nice and fun just so long as your the one 💋

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200TH SKYLARK CHALLENGE
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