lines of despair,
wrapped in hidden shadows,
look for the divine winter rose
- ashley jane
When the moment gets tough
and the heaviness refuses to leave,
no one has the right to tell you
how you are supposed to feel.
Blood is blood, all of us bleed,
our hearts may break in similar ways,
but they heal at different speeds.
For some, it’s a graze, an insignificant bruise,
a room where the exits are clearly defined
and yet there are others who struggle,
their wounds as deep as the daily thoughts
that plague their mind.
Do not be silenced by people
that do not understand your level of pain.
Shout and scream if you have to
– when we acknowledge the darkness
it no longer remains hidden from the light
and only then can the healing process beg...
Even a tiniest light ,
After an eternity of darkness,
Equals thousand Suns.
There she goes again,
Dancing on the wind.
The wispy, sweet refrain
Stirs for her to begin.
With dark, tangled tresses that reach to her back
She floats and is angled to a rhythmless track.
Free as the breezes she dances upon
And oh so dear to me,
Long after breezy days have gone,
The Wind-Dancer still she will be.
Stay positive and happy. Work hard and don't give up hope. Be open to criticism and keep learning. Surround yourself with happy, warm and genuine people.
Sin duda escribir siempre ha sido una pasión que me ha costado compartir.
Escribo desde 2002 oficialmente, nada como amar un papel, un lápiz y esos momentos de soledad.
Esta parte de mi considero que es una de las más íntimas que he dejado conocer e indagar especialmente a una persona.
Dedicarle y compartirle mis escritos fue uno de mis mejores regalos, ahora que su ausencia me acompaña... cada lettr sigue siendo para ella.
Ayer, platicaba con unas amigas que son pareja. Natalia y Jezyka son personas geniales que han estado apoyándome y alentándome a salir adelante... ambas me pidieron leer un poco de lo que he escrito... fue un momento extraño pero les compartí un pedacito de mi....
Existen situaciones en la vida donde hablar sin rodeos se ha vuelto necesario.
Me considero una persona bastante directa y es difícil esperar lo mismo de los demás... específicamente en esos momentos trascendentales donde se tiene que tomar una decisión y no se puede seguir dependiendo de la intermitencia de la contraparte.
En este punto, me encuentro yo.
Odiando la intermitencia
Enojada por la falta de carácter
Extrañando más que nunca
Y amando a alguien que ya no me ama...
Solo quiero que el tiempo siga pasando haciendo lo mejor que sabe saber, sanar heridas y enseñarte a amar cada cicatriz.
He culminado una semana de locos, porque no le puedo nombrar de otra forma... espero que ...
The day i stop religiously checking your social media pages is the day i am truly free
रूठे खाबों को मना लेंगे...
कटी पतंगों को थामेंगे...
सुलझा लेंगे उलझे रिश्तों का मांझा...
सोयी तकदीरे जगा देंगे...
कल को अम्बर झुका देंगे...
सुलझा लेंगे उलझे रिश्तों का मंझा...
The basis of our existence
Changes a lot of things,
For us and others.
It can break us down to the last fragment
Give us the strength to pick up
Every tiny piece of us
To stand tall again.
It can blow as a mighty storm
Be the calm that follows.
A gentle caress,
To show it cares.
It is an enigma in itself.
It can make or break us.
It can torment,Fantasize,
Create a magic world,
Where in, the pain becomes a pleasure.
Like a whirpool, it can suck us right in
No one wishes to escape its pull.
For, A life without love, is a life not lived.
Knowing it, we all fall in love.
It exists in many forms and shapes.
It teaches us what ...
I feel so emotionless. Like I don't have any emotions. Like whatever happens happens you know. I care about my family. But everything else not so much. I mean it's alot going on right now and I know that there is nothing I can do about it but just keep living. Nothing is going to change for real. I wish we all had an opinion. But then everyone would probably kill everyone. I mean we have freedom of speech but do we really? I wish things would go back to what they were back in the day. But it is what it is and I will be ok. I've got no choice. None of us do. But if we keep doing what we're doing it won't end well.
It is hard, isn't it?
I know how it feels to be left outside alone. Specially when the cold comes.
It's not your fault at all. Forgive yourself for everything that surrounds you.
You have changed, that's true. But you also deserve to be able to do so. It was not fair you were pushed before, you know how that feels too. Don't rush things up.
You know there's always a 'why' for it, just be patience.
Eventually you'll see it, meanwhile you'll have to learn how to drive a boat to survive the sea.
Walking down a straight path, lined with trees and stationary cars, there I see you, you see me .
A rush: of memories bitter and sweet.
Eyes averted but drawn involuntarily.
A confusion; of familiarity and unfamiliarity.
An acknowledging smile, slowly melting away the shroud of grey clouds .
A hope; of holding on.
Alas, we're trapped in my head.
A year ago today I was devastated
as many are when
the end of a relationship comes.
And all that comes with it like
the returning of clothes
removal of pictures
and the pain and abandonment
of old spots around town.
And now today, I’m thriving,
being accepted to my dream university,
surrounded by great friends and company,
and in a strong, new relationship,
with an amazing girl who is sweet,
funny and ambitious,
strong, independent, and fierce,
caring, beautiful, and understanding.
A lot can happen in a year.
Never give up.
~Tangled Up in Two~
Can I just say how much you’ve changed me and how blessed I am to have you in my life.
I know I’ve told you already but you somehow managed to restore my faith in men as well in relationships.. real relationships.. ones where you become friends first. The kind where you enjoy doing little things for each ; where you learn and grow together because I think it’s so important to be a friend first and foremost .. it’s so much harder to fuck a friend over when you have mad respect for them.
I never thought I’d need you like I do but I’ve grown so fond of you around me.
They say absence makes the heart fonder and while I’m happy you’re home and enjoying that qual...
Happy Anniversary to the Man who I call my love and fakes his happiness.
Happy Anniversary to the man who is the love of my life and I can't seem to help him get out of a hole.
Happy Anniversary the only Man who has truly made me happy!!!
I OOVE YOU FROM THE BOTTOM OF MT HEART AND THE DEEPEST PART OF MY SOUL.