Saving an angel,
My over active imagination is spearheading a story I hope hasn't taken flight.
Sleepless nights have returned.
All for the one I love
Fuelled by her past,
Torn apart by her false beliefs.
I fear my angel's wings have been clipped.
If true she will spin from far above
Her glorious wings tooked astray.
How will I repair her wings, when all I have is a friend's love.
If sleepless nights and pain is my future, then it's punishment,
because I did not
You make my flaws seem beautiful
In your eyes i am perfect.
You show broken heart
Is meant to be loved
In your love i heal.
You appreciate me
And what i do
That everyone had taken granted for.
You have led me to peace
with life in general
And i will never finish being in love with you !
In the journey
we have embarked ,
Everything keeps changing,
You are my only constant.
You provide me
and a hold.
A lot of emotions
Ups and downs
Differences and diversity
yet, here we are.
You have kindled
that i did not know
You have shown me the meaning of sharing,
the joy of caring
like ones own.
Believing in future
these i learn from you.
Lust and love
Sensuality and loyalty
Trust and friendship
Belonging and beyond
Everything i have felt with you.
the pool of opportunistic love,
you have broken the dreamy facade
and shown me what reality is
and i am blessed to have you.
will you be my vale...
I can't remember the last time I wrote a happy letter. It has been quite some time now. I really hope that changes. It won't be that soon though, but it will. I need to stop feeling these razors cutting in zig-zag under my skin.
What about you, reader? How have you been? Hope to hear from you.
Success and Love
I was ready to let go
To keep you happy
As a tribute
To my love for you.
I felt no anger or shame
No ego or guilt
You came to me
Wanting forever of us
To keep you happy
And i gave myself.
I needed nothing more
Just your word
You said i am yours
And the one you love
I let my guard down.
Everything felt possible
I believed you
Broken beyond words
Numbed to all pain
Hurt more than ever
I do not know
what next ?
I fail to feel
I second guess
And take a free fall
Again, I say
We broke up
I say, "this is the last time."
But I keep letting you back in
Your enticing words
Dripped with thorns that felt like home
Being sure to remind me of what you considered was my worth
I see myself through you
That must be why you hate me
Well, I no longer need you
So goodbye negativity.
Never forget you are also a son and you are also a daughter.
You are royalty in an unimaginable realm of incomprehensible beauty and beauty beyond all human comprehension that you will one day walk with the Lord in all his majesty and golden brown glory surrounding you, embracing you in the warmth of his spirit as you are shrouded in the Finest white linen that only can be found in the city of Gold, made by the heavenly hosts specifically tailored to you and made just for you as the Lord your Father who loves you so much. Even when you, like I myself cannot process how to love or act as though we do take comfort in knowing that God sees your heart and he knows every concern you ha...
I woke up from a vivid dream. Images of her so embedded within my conscious they felt undeniably real.
She was there! From behind her perfection I remembered seeing the Eiffel Tower, a beacon of striking reality, stood out and cemented my thoughts.
Her slowly flowing red dress on, a perfect vision I had of her.
I knew this lady, but I didn't deserve her, no one did.
I walked to her, I felt butterflies within. I reached out my hand and she held it with a loving touch. As we walked through the park I felt a sense of fulfillment. I knew there was no place and no other person in the world that could make this instance better.
We turned and faced, I had to kiss her, right there...
I don't understand you. Why do you flutter for someone who has hurt us? Why do you race when you look into those deep blue eyes.
Why must you fall, when they disappear and disappoint? You should know that they wont change no matter what they say.
My precious heart, please listen to oir brain when we say we need to let go. I know its hard. Its for the best.
Even after all these years.
I still think
Good times are around the corner.
So, I wait.
I have been waiting all my life.
Giving up is foreign to me.
I’ll never give up
Cause hope springs eternal
And the best
Is yet to come.
Debbie O Bottled Up Feelings
Hope- a 4 letter tricky word, that will either make you "sail" through or "break" you.
When it rain it pours
But you didn't even notice
It ain't rainin' anymore
It's hard to breathe when all you know is
The struggle of
The rising water line
Well, the sky has finally opened
The rain and wind stopped blowin'
But you're stuck out in the same old storm again
You hold tight to your umbrella
But, darling, I'm just tryin' to tell ya
That there's always been a rainbow hangin' over your head
If you could see what I see
You'd be blinded by the colours
Yellow, red and orange and green
And at least a million others
So tie up the boat
Take off your coat
And take a look around
'Cause the sky has finally opened
The rain and wind stopped blowin'
But you're stuck out in the sam...
Let your love embrace me and make me its prisoner. Oh my God, so that I may know it.
The Beginning of the Story of Us
I could’ve laid like we were this morning before work on my loveseat, tangled up in each other for the rest of my days and been happy and content. You make me happy and I’ll never be able to explain just how much that really means because I didn’t realize how ungodly unhappy I was until you came along. Funny how that works but I’m for certain one thing and that’s that the universe surely brought us together and did so for a reason. I want you, but I guess I needed you, too. I hate being needy but I’m not ashamed to admit it. I was so sad before I met you. And while I try not to put my happiness on the shoulders of anyone but myself so I don’t get let down...
Trying to make sense of my emotions after years of masking them in the resin of a flower is as cold as a billboard on the highway in bold black letters that screams confusion.
Hope, even when it all seems lost always remains a loyal friend that you love to hate.
Alluring almond eye's
Long Persian hair
In the garden she walks
Into her eye's I stare.
Blue into brown
Her eye's are
Shaded by limbs of lashes
Bearing the reflection of the stars
I would much rather your eyes tell me how much you love me than have your lips deceive us both.
Eyes wide open
Beholding the evil capacity of darkness within mankind
The darkness abounds where the light is absent
The event horizon draws near
The voice of an archangel all will hear
Power and peace
Laughter and love
Death draws nigh, for the darkness shall die
As the the light rises in the east
Enthroned within the absence of time
His glory, His eyes.