Why do we hold anger but let go of love, why do remember the bad but so quickly forget the good, we want to grow and nurture but we stand in judgement of each other, I have lost all hope in love it's only as good as a festive season.
There is no unconditional love only conditions we place onto love
Got not plans, planned no games
Love for darkness surging high,
Juz can't sleep, brain tell me why?
Guess This Heap of woe has bugged you bad
This stress, the misery, did it made you sad?
This time will fade, the time will change,
Better days will be back again!
Please clinch a lil more & keep the hopes alive,
I promise, my dear heart, together we will survive.
This storm of suffering will soon be gone,
All I expect from you, is just to hold on.
Let us try for one more time, let us fight for light.
This darkness within, will fade for sure, the sun will shine so bright.
Hoy y muchos días más e pensado en ti , en la manera tan dulce en que empezó todo como nos tomámos la confianza de saber todo una sobre el otro te amo tanto que no puedo explicar lo mal que me siento al ya no poder decírtelo el momento que te tube es y será lo más bello que pase tu eras mi Luz al final del túnel y mi sol en un día dé lluvia...siento tanto haver arruinado las cosas y lamento tanto no haber podido decirte que te amaba cuando tu me lo dijiste
Lo que aún me consuela es que siempre te recordaré con amor y felicidad fuiste la parte buena de la peor etapa y el peor momento de mi vida.
PARA: Mi amado fredo
Un amigo es una luz
Brillando en la oscuridad.
Siempre serás mí amigo, no importa nada más.
Una estrofa de una canción de Alejandro Lerner llamado "amigos para siempre".
Son los amigos los que hacen de esta vida más grata. Es un amigo el que te consuela en momentos de crisis. Es un protector que te ayuda en tus luchas. Y ademas, es quien hace el camino llano y sin obstáculos atravesando los por ti.
Gracias amigos por estar. Y perdonen si tardo en escribir.
Oh look am here again, readily accepting that what i have been saying in some of my past writings weren't right. Not because I deny them but because I have stopped believing in them. The ones who want me to believe are also believing that I cannot.
It's not easy to change the way you think so you change the way you perceive things.
Fear is like a storm of dust which leaves you breathless and all you do is to throw your limbs around and struggle just to breathe again. Mere survival is not the gift we seek from life, we seek and deserve much more than this. We deserve to grow and most importantly we deserve to breathe...
It's been a long while.
Hope one day I will believe again.
I came here to tell you
I’m over loving you
But I hope you have remorse
Cause you've broken me on purpose
You made sure I’ll have a breakdown
And your words just got facedown
You can live now heavenly
Cause this isn’t our destiny, oh
Oh, oh, oh, honey
I cried nights, I laughed days
But when I went to sleep
I needed a medicine
Now I’m no longer afraid to heal the loss
You’ve got indifference, careless
Like you used to treat me
When you told me how much you miss me
And how much you want to meet me
Well I no longer bite your lies
There was something and I can't contain
I've put my heart and then started the rain
Everything just flew away, star...
Esta no es una carta cualquiera ¿saben? Es muy importante, porque el valor y autoestima humana lo es, hoy es un día perfecto para que sepas que tu valor está sobre todas las cosas, no importa lo que diga la gente, si alguien no valora tu presencia ni sabe lo mucho que significas para el mundo, vete, esa gente no entiende nada.
Feliz cumpleaños Astrid, te deseo lo mejor del mundo, quiero que sepas que vales mucho para mí, que sos genial y que bendigo tu vida hoy y siempre, que cumplas muchos más. Claro que esta carta no era cualquiera.
How else could I describe passion?
How else could I show you myself?
With a scary truth
And a maddening vulnerability
With lies and secrets
Whispers to a crowd
And screams to the trees
Or crying into a quiet stream
Writing these words
Pushing the physical
Bending the music
To erase my woes
Do I create the wonderland?
A mad passion that made me take
Everything for my King
And leave behind myself
The brokenness that filled my emptiness
Can you hear my lips?
Will you listen to the story in my eyes?
Can you walk my roads?
Dance through the storms
And smile into the rain as I did?
Listen to my words.
Listen. Imagine my voice
No matter how long gone I am
In Your dreams, I am real,
A man who loves romance,
I draw not distances between us,
In Your dreams, I own You, all,
I ache for You, all over,
All over, my weak spots,
You may not see in me, Your image,
are all .
Tired of this ever going warfare,
I look up to the waxing moon.
As we shiver in the cold drizzle,
And I hope to be back soon.
Death doesn't scare me anymore,
Thought of Life without you does.
Failure terrifies me no more,
Failing to make you smile does.
Frail ropes, high hopes, sinking ships,
But we can make it to the shore.
Trembling earth and closing walls,
But we'll make it for sure.
These rains of fire can't burn me,
I wear the colour of you on my skin.
Those raging storms can't turn me,
I fly with scent of you in my wings.
You're the warmth keeping me,
Alive In the night when it snows.
I want to quit and be back to you,
But one must reap what he sows.
It's a long way ...
I'm gonna start writing again cause if there is something that will never change is my love to writing!
I've changed a lot, I grew up...
Now I know among all the close doors you have to breath through the window.
She and he: were sent sighs in the flowers, it was inhabiting a dark aroma between its lips.
She and him: were the water of the thirst which they had. They were the silence which was silencing its words.
The distance between its lips was a yesterday where the light was wet..., the whole day. They drank The skin of a kiss between the bed blankets.
Between her and he: the distance of their lips it would vanish.
The empty hours were filling with a poison called absence.
The lonely evenings, the dying twilight between coffee and smoke,
The coffee! was not banishing the solitude, the insomnia, the madness of these words.
their arms were opened, hollow like a drum which strikes the life.
I haven’t written to you in so long, you know I’m no good with memories as time turns and flies away so does the image of what I had for breakfast or shaving oooh that’s a big one! But seriously get on that...you are looking like a caveman. Remember put your pants on one leg at a time and don’t forget the socks. Look at yourself in the mirror, although you can’t stand it. And stand tall, because you are. You are good. You are sweet. You are beautiful. So no matter what they say or especially how you feel about yourself remember that. Oh finally! Don’t forget to breathe.
When every single thing is failing around us, I will always find a reason to stay.
(I wish you do too.. )
When things get rough and it’s easier to leave, that is when I find myself loving you more.
(I wish you do too..)
When I see myself broken because I’m in too much pain, I don’t try to fix it because maybe that’s when you’ll see how much I can do for you. How much love I can give you even if it breaks every bit of me.
When did I become so numb?
When did I lose myself?
All the words that leave my tongue Feel like they came from someone else..
Where are my feelings?..
I no longer feel things..
I know I should..
Where is the real me?
I'm lost and it kills me Inside
When did I become so cold?
When did I become ashamed?
Where's the person that I know?
I hate the feeling you give me whenever i get a hint of you. Your ghost is a frightening creature.
The idea of seeing you is something i dont like to think of, im not even sure what i would even do.
Im not exactly living with the grief of you which I wish i can deal with.
Personal update. Im getting fat
You know what ?? I have fallen inlove with you and I don't know if its true , but my heart tells me it just wants you . Now tell me if its true ,because i don't feel the same thing coming from you or is it because you are afraid to tell me the truth ?
I don't want you to protect me from hurt , i don't want you to play it safe ... i want you to be real with me , i want you to express to me how you feel about it all , whether we should even try at all.... i guess what I'm trying to say is that i want you all of you because deep down in my heart i know my mind wants you too.
To whom it may concern,
Can you believe it's been over two years since we last wrote together on this app? Over two years ago, we talked for the first time. I was so awkward and shy back then, wasn't I? An absolute wreck and blubbering fool. But you, for some unknown reason, found that charming enough to consider me a well enough rebound.
Two years. Things went sour in such a short amount of time. How is it, that in all this time, I have held a place in my heart to love you, yet in that same amount of time I seemed to have been evicted from the spot that occupies yours? We all were. Not a single one of us were spared. What had gone wrong, I wonder? As much as I ponder over the reasons, the ...