I don’t know how do I manage to find a way to hurt myself all the time. I don’t know what to do of these stupid expectations. I’m tired of myself. I haven’t breathed for the longest time. I need a break in life. I guess I should just give up on everyone. I’m sure everyone’s given up on me. So it’s kinda cool. Hope tomorrow is better. I’m dying.
His serene touch will never let me sleep
but his love for me,he never revealed .
No words left in between you & Me
though i still feel your undefined love
in your silence, in your words.
Me and myself
Monkey in my mind
Mighty madness it is…
Mysterious notions and
Mood is pensive with
Mystery is life
Making one motionless…
Milan or Marseille
Moscow or Munich…
Metamorphosis a must, or
Mistake it is at worst!!
Today I was sick 🤒 but I never knew that it would leave me so happy at the end!
It was a usual day ... I felt chills since morning and even my usual ‘abode of peace’ - the warm shower, felt a bit uncomfortable.
By the afternoon I was running a low fever and felt the fatigue set in ... I was restricted to my cozy bed and a relaxing instrumental music track floated around me like a fragrant, all-encompassing mist!
My eyes were closed and sailing on the smooth and pensive waters of the melody, I embarked on a most illustrious and soothing fantastical journeys I have ever been on!
I started walking on a clear early morning, on a white sand beach with crystal clear blue aquamarine splurged a...
Who said it was easy to fall in love?
I heard there are many things which we’d have to face together.
I thought everything will be easier because we have strength of two.
But why nobody told me that sometimes you could feel numb.
That all of a sudden you don’t feel the same way, there’s a nagging voice inside your head saying ‘let it go’.
That you’d feel something stinging your heart because of the helplessness you feel.
Do you realise how the version of ‘You’ created by you in your mind is different for others.
Each and every person you meet in life creates a different version of you in their own mind. You’re not the same person to anyone. For your mom you’re a someone who’s going to help her buy groceries, for your dad you’re his football partner, for your siblings you’re the doctor who’s gonna get the medicine from the store whenever they feel sick, for the people you help on the street by the little gestures you do, you’re their daily pill of hope. There are a thousand different versions of yourself out there, and yet it’s amazing that your ‘You’, isn’t really a ‘Someone’ at all. I’ve heard the theories ...
Alone on the roof,
Missing your warmth beside me .
A comet shoots across the empty sky;
My hand reaches out to grab it
So I can hold it and keep on wishing-
Wishing you were here
So I could wrap my arms around you,
Wishing you were here
To whisper in my ears,
Wishing you were here
So we could stare together
Beyond the dark horizon,
Wishing you were here
So we can gaze into each other's eyes
And say things a million words cannot.
But in a single moment
The comet is gone
Leaving the sky empty again, barren
Just like my heart.
वो अल्फ़ाज़, हा कुछ अधूरे थे,
वो ख्वाब भी कमबख्त कहा पूरे रहे
जिनको सिर्फ मैने ही तो देखा था
तुम कहां कभी उनसे जुड़े थे।
वो मुस्कुराहट, हा मेरे लबो पे आई थी
जब मेरी आंखें तुमसे टकराई थी,
कहा मालूम था मुझे के
अब आंसुओं का सिलसिला होगा शुरू,
मैने तो बस मोहब्बत आजमाई थी।
हा ठीक है अब तुम लौट जाओ
मुझसे अब दिल तुम्हारा भर गया होगा,
क्यूंकि ज़िन्दगी भर साथ देने की
कसम तो सिर्फ मैने खाई थी।
Na jane kab mulakat hogi ki jab mujhe thand lage tho dil uska bhi sard ho....
Na jane kab mulakat hogi uss mard se jisko dard hota ho...
Khamakha ki baaton mei meri na jane kabhi keh paungi ki vo tum hie ho....
Khamakha dil tutne aur todne ke khel se tho ye saccha aur accha hai ki ham ham hie ho...
“Somethings you learn from your mistakes!”
Neither he was a mistake nor our relationship is a lesson...
I just want him back...
Let's walk along
Hand in hand,
Not be mistaken to be lovers
Since we are best of friend
You can smile when I do,
But when I cry you will too
You help me stand when I fall,
You give me wings when I crawl
You assure my heart to always smile,
When I try to calm your demons fir a while
You are my winter, autumn and spring,
You are the song my heart wants to sing
You believed in me when did none,
You stood by me when everybody was gone
You ignited the fire in me and taught me to fight,
You propelled me to look for that flame in the darkest of night.
They say silence is Golden,
I believe it is true,
Because in that Golden silence,
my thoughts occur of you.
You are the flame in my candle
that lights the darkness of my room,
You are the scented flowers
that makes my heart full bloom.
You are the butterflies
that flicker in my stomach all day long,
When I know I will be holding you
before my day is done.
You are the stars that shimmer and shine,
You light up the skies above
In this Golden silence
it's truly you I love.
You are the thunder of the night,
your lightning strikes whenever,
Into my soul that makes me whole,
and excites my heart forever.
You are my paradise, my oceans wide,
My mountains standing tall,
So in this Gol...
..........NOTHING BUT FEAR........
fear of betrayal is stopping me to fall in love again...
Fear of separation prevents me to get attached...
Fear of loneliness is stopping me get someone close ...
Fear of weeping apart me from overjoyed..
Fear of choosing wrong again,hold up to at least choose...
Fear of being ignored damping me to give attention..
Fear of been insignificant is stopping me to make anybody important. ...
Fear of get cornered stop me from being someone's priority...
Fear of being last is stopping me to at least participate..
I know you are in a function and may be in the middle of something.
These last two days have been extremely lonely and painful without you more than the other days. I did not say this to you coz you were out with your family after long to enjoy and have fun. I also did not want to take away that attention.
Won't take much time of yours but want to apologize for I made you feel bad today.
I am really really sorry my Babu for being a reason to spoil your good mood.
You look absolutely amazing and there is no reason for you to spoil your mood on anyone's comments including me.
I want you to enjoy and cherish every moment for every reason you are there and I want to tell you that I lov...
Withering through the clouds,
In the form of rains...
Bucket full of pains....
Expressing itself intentionally,
Through a maze of games...
Amassing for itself,
Never repeating itself the same,
ushers in the brutal number game....
Stating underdogs as lame,
Proudly exclaiming it's very name...
Sitting atop a toppling frame,
Screams out it's name...
Exam is it's name,
Exam is it's name....
There are days when you don’t feel like hitting the gym and don’t feel like exercising.
On those days, you must get up and go to gym 🦾💪😈