I have been doing major catch up the past two weeks on those pesky “to-dos” that always sneak into life, but have finally been able to “tame” the beastie and carve a tiny bit of free time to write out this letter.
I received the above stamp from Drew a few days ago. Isn’t it a gem? I love how it is something of a good omen for me; Najwa is a poet and writer, as well as being a motivational speaker, and these three elements speak to my current journey in life, specifically where I am with my writing dreams and goals. So it couldn’t have arrived in my little Lettrs “mailbox” better timed. Thank you, from the bottom of my heart to Drew—unexpected touches of kindness like thi...
The time is 5:02,
Bre S, thanks for saving me,
Cos when I asked google "the time was 5:02."
You did more than any Dr could do.
The most sleep I've had in nearly a year,
Not just that my head feels clear.
For days with a tired mind I've read your inspirational words.
An emotional mountain was torn down, cos I stayed undeterred.
My Jacob Marley chains of pain ripped appart.
My focus centering like a precision of a dart.
This app is the greatest ever.
Thanks to the lettrs staff who are so clever.
I connected with your words, thanks for saving me Bre S.
Trying to make sense of my emotions after years of masking them in the resin of a flower is as cold as a billboard on the highway in bold black letters that screams confusion.
Alluring almond eye's
Long Persian hair
In the garden she walks
Into her eye's I stare.
Blue into brown
Her eye's are
Shaded by limbs of lashes
Bearing the reflection of the stars
I would much rather your eyes tell me how much you love me than have your lips deceive us both.
I think a smile is the most agile, accessible and accepting gesture that a person can make.
It’s free, it’s friendly and it is 100% a sign of an intelligent human being.
Feel better, get smarter, and smile with no hesitations.
Hi everyone, hope all are good n fine. So today is the topic is on a Small respectful fight 🥊between soul 🧚🏻♀️n heart❤️.. soul is a upset so in a attitude anger mood...🧜🏻♀️
and Heart is a crazy lover 🦹🏻♀️ so there is a small conversation between soul n heart.
Soul in a attitude way😏🤨:- heart i hate you i really really hate you..
Heart in a loving way😘:- Dear soul you hate me i have no problem but you dont about my reply
Soul in a confused way😳🥺:- i dont even want to know ur reply i hate u thats it...
Heart smile on face n reply to soul☺️🙂:-Dear soul i know u are upset i know u have ur own respect i know how u feel when someone hurts me i know u cant see me broke able I understand ur f...
you treat me with your love
you treat me with your touch
you treat me with your sincere affection for me
you treat me with your spoiled
embrace my love with your sincerity
Half of me is Gentile, half of I is Hebrew.
But both of me is for He, Yeshua..
I am not a freaking brick wall!
I can't support other people's emotions on top of my own!
Just because I don't say anything doesn't mean that I not broken inside.
I don't cry because I'm sad.
I cry because I have so much anger inside me I can't scream.
I'm not needy but sometimes I need someone to talk to.
If I don't talk to someone for w while I feel lost.
I always have a smile on my face so that people won't ask if I'm ok.
I hate talking about my emotions with someone because I feel like their judging me, even if they aren't.
I can make a whole movie on my mind just because someone said a small, insignificant sentence in a tone.
"Do they hate me?"
"What did I do wrong?"...
immersed in the silence that kept me from you repeating again and again ... And always demanding understanding and acceptance And coming back to being a stone figure who must be stone-hearted ... demanded not to be hurt and demanded to understand that at this time I was not needed
© Selly A
Quit holding onto things
that keep you hanging.
The fall may hurt
but the self-worth you’ll reclaim
will soften the impact.
‘Be brave, let go’
- James McInerney
Instagram / Twitter @millsmc07
We are fighters for our own lives
And we have a dream to be happy
to achieve happiness, live what is in front of you to be with the people you love
© Selly A
I´m broken inside.
I feel like I can't be fixed.
My friend has Tarot cards and she read my future.
I asked her to read my love life.
Basically, the cards said that if I don´t take action, stop being a coward, good things will happen.
But I'm too scared.
How can I love someone if I don't even love myself?
I want to find someone to love.
I want to be loved.
When I'm happy, I tried to continue to be like that, but there's always something that wants to take me down. I don't let it.
But, When there are too many things, I start to go down fast.
To get up back again is not the easiest.
And sometimes, I just don't have the strength to do it.
In honor of the great Martin Luther King, a man of letters and consequence in both word and deed.
“Rarely do we find men who willingly engage in hard, solid thinking. There is an almost universal quest for easy answers and half-baked solutions. Nothing pains some people more than having to think.” - MLK
Small doses of poison and melancholy.
She was all I wanted, she did not know, eventually I learned to die in silence and regret with neat elegance, I die without her and there is no corpse smell.
I did not expect to fall, let alone ascend, look at me, a poor unhappy man who ignores his side to omit his weakness, while she built barriers to her anguish, I played with her shadow.
I still doubt, my stubbornness has imposed me melancholy or is saving me from various hells. I am tormented by the paradoxes that remained in his mouth. The last Kiss.
I can't find a simple way to tell you that it is the cure to all my fears ... I'm useless when that's what it's about. These ruins that you se...
I haven't been in the headspace to write lately. I just don't want the dark thoughts documented anymore. But they are all consuming. Therefore, no writing. I'm taking a break from writing for a while.