Saving an angel,
My over active imagination is spearheading a story I hope hasn't taken flight.
Sleepless nights have returned.
All for the one I love
Fuelled by her past,
Torn apart by her false beliefs.
I fear my angel's wings have been clipped.
If true she will spin from far above
Her glorious wings tooked astray.
How will I repair her wings, when all I have is a friend's love.
If sleepless nights and pain is my future, then it's punishment,
because I did not
You make my flaws seem beautiful
In your eyes i am perfect.
You show broken heart
Is meant to be loved
In your love i heal.
You appreciate me
And what i do
That everyone had taken granted for.
You have led me to peace
with life in general
And i will never finish being in love with you !
Love and God,
I was an atheist, but now maybe an agnostic.
I'm contemplating this.....
If god doesn't exist what is love?
A question that's kept me up a bit.
In the journey
we have embarked ,
Everything keeps changing,
You are my only constant.
You provide me
and a hold.
A lot of emotions
Ups and downs
Differences and diversity
yet, here we are.
You have kindled
that i did not know
You have shown me the meaning of sharing,
the joy of caring
like ones own.
Believing in future
these i learn from you.
Lust and love
Sensuality and loyalty
Trust and friendship
Belonging and beyond
Everything i have felt with you.
the pool of opportunistic love,
you have broken the dreamy facade
and shown me what reality is
and i am blessed to have you.
will you be my vale...
"If we are not loving the way God describes love within the pages of His living Word then we are loving a lie."
I can't remember the last time I wrote a happy letter. It has been quite some time now. I really hope that changes. It won't be that soon though, but it will. I need to stop feeling these razors cutting in zig-zag under my skin.
What about you, reader? How have you been? Hope to hear from you.
Success and Love
I was ready to let go
To keep you happy
As a tribute
To my love for you.
I felt no anger or shame
No ego or guilt
You came to me
Wanting forever of us
To keep you happy
And i gave myself.
I needed nothing more
Just your word
You said i am yours
And the one you love
I let my guard down.
Everything felt possible
I believed you
Broken beyond words
Numbed to all pain
Hurt more than ever
I do not know
what next ?
I fail to feel
I second guess
And take a free fall
There's still something
Something more of me
Something I could be
Something not with me
THE TRUTH PT.2
The key to beginning a real relationship with the Lord comes with nothing less than pure honesty about everything, even though God already knows he wants you to express every honest deep emotion you have because he wants you to learn to trust him & avoid the damage as well as the danger that lies within the confusion and of feelings .
Why is prayer the absolute hardest thing so many of us struggle with?
Because the Flesh and the devil know it is the absolute most powerful weapon a Christian has that evil must attempt to stop us from utilizing. We are called soldiers in the New Testament and prayer is literally our number 1 most destructive (WMD) or weapon of mass destruction...
Never forget you are also a son and you are also a daughter.
You are royalty in an unimaginable realm of incomprehensible beauty and beauty beyond all human comprehension that you will one day walk with the Lord in all his majesty and golden brown glory surrounding you, embracing you in the warmth of his spirit as you are shrouded in the Finest white linen that only can be found in the city of Gold, made by the heavenly hosts specifically tailored to you and made just for you as the Lord your Father who loves you so much. Even when you, like I myself cannot process how to love or act as though we do take comfort in knowing that God sees your heart and he knows every concern you ha...
Frightening power resides in the words we speak.
As Christ tells us in the bible - "the power of the tongue holds life and death."
It is a weapon of mass destruction or a tool to build and repair.
Even after all these years.
I still think
Good times are around the corner.
So, I wait.
I have been waiting all my life.
Giving up is foreign to me.
I’ll never give up
Cause hope springs eternal
And the best
Is yet to come.
Debbie O Bottled Up Feelings
Sometimes, when I'm feeling down, I don't see the journey which Allah is leading me through. I tend to focus on the present experiences which are challenging and be self critical of my actions. I forgot the efforts and experiences as a whole and in a bigger picture.
I forgot Allah mentioned, "Verily, with hardship is ease. Verily, with hardship is ease." Allah reassures but I forgot to reinforce it in my journey.
Now I see it.
The beast of numbness lies dormant deep within.
All I want is to kill it as I bleed it out of my eyes and down my face.
Hope- a 4 letter tricky word, that will either make you "sail" through or "break" you.
Pastors beheaded, pastors gutted alive in a Turkish hotel room by enemies posed as those who were truly interested in coming to know Christ, persecuted brothers with courage beyond all comprehension bleeding out in agony.
Blood of war crying into the ears of our Lord Christ.
My life, although chosen by God seems so insignificant at times because I dont face the same grave threats as my fallen brothers in the Lord here in the west.
Is it wrong for me to desire living in the same dangers?
The ultimate test of faith.
When it rain it pours
But you didn't even notice
It ain't rainin' anymore
It's hard to breathe when all you know is
The struggle of
The rising water line
Well, the sky has finally opened
The rain and wind stopped blowin'
But you're stuck out in the same old storm again
You hold tight to your umbrella
But, darling, I'm just tryin' to tell ya
That there's always been a rainbow hangin' over your head
If you could see what I see
You'd be blinded by the colours
Yellow, red and orange and green
And at least a million others
So tie up the boat
Take off your coat
And take a look around
'Cause the sky has finally opened
The rain and wind stopped blowin'
But you're stuck out in the sam...
Let your love embrace me and make me its prisoner. Oh my God, so that I may know it.
I sit in your presence
And I pour my heart out
You are always there
Calming the storms
Speaking the truth
Dissolving my fears
Grace in all weaknesses
And I rest in peace
Knowing your power
Because I have taken refuge
In your tower..
The Beginning of the Story of Us
I could’ve laid like we were this morning before work on my loveseat, tangled up in each other for the rest of my days and been happy and content. You make me happy and I’ll never be able to explain just how much that really means because I didn’t realize how ungodly unhappy I was until you came along. Funny how that works but I’m for certain one thing and that’s that the universe surely brought us together and did so for a reason. I want you, but I guess I needed you, too. I hate being needy but I’m not ashamed to admit it. I was so sad before I met you. And while I try not to put my happiness on the shoulders of anyone but myself so I don’t get let down...