Finally I am free
At last I am to truly be
The one I know inside as me
And not be held by chains
To the world I now sing my part
My mind restored as is my heart
I look upon a brand new start
With very little pains
I do not care to look behind
There's nothing there that I will find
To educate or soothe my mind
Just memories and stains
So onward now, forward I go
Where I shall end, I do not know
Across many bridges high & low
Walking the earthly planes
There’s a day on the horizon when old things ‘I’ll come to light
No point in trying to block it out
It’s a losing fight
It’ll never really go away
Burying the past only gives power to shame
Instead we need to reclaim it in Jesus name
Give new life to old stories
Celebrate hidden victories
As to not be defined by our history
It doesn’t erase the pain
Merely redefines what was gained
Leaving nothing left for the enemy to claim
I hope my words inspire those who were born out of fire, whose situations were once dire, who’ve dealt with liars, and whose hearts have grown tired; to never give up on finding a love that doesn’t expire. @PLECCA
Freedom is the most important thing.
The freedom of grow and flower.
The freedom to wilt and die.
The freedom to live.
Some days are good.
Other days we have to remember those good times and keep going on, no matter what.
"Till I die....."
Waiting near the staircase vehemently expecting you,
Seeing every passing person,
Feel like jumping in my shoe....
Scanning every face for the likeliness of yours,
End up being struck in the tumbling container of Flour...
Stumbled my way upstairs in your desperate pursuit,
Stopped still hearing the sound of your boots...
Waited and waited to see your pretty face,
But you turned aside and picked up frevulous pace...
Hoping to keep you in my arms,
I kept following you till the farms...
Watching you in someone else's arms,
Got me to the point to rise up to arms....
But remembering that I was just a poor guy,
I stood there suppressing my roaring cry...
Still waiting f...
Vorrei scappare non so dove
Ma non trovo le forze
Ho paura di ferire
Il cambiamento è sempre doloroso
È sempre un bisogno di andare oltre
Di rompere i vecchi schemi mentali
Mi sento improvvisamente invaso da tanti stimoli.
Ed io così frastornato e confuso, non so come maneggiarli e di conseguenza maneggiare me stesso
Qui, il giusto e sbagliato non esistono più
La linea di confine tra di essi si fa sempre più sottile
Sento tante maschere sul mio volto
Sia nei sorrisi che nelle tristezze
Sembra un eterno partorire
Con la paura di un aborto
I would like to escape I don't know where
Make me invisible
But I can't find the strength
I'm afraid of hurting
Change is always ...
Fear of regime
Are regime will not allow citizens to talk about the regime. If we voice are civil rights we get killed or get rid of us. by the Civil Service. They control everything. By what we hear. what we see.
What we do. What we say and how we say.
They control everything they listen to our conversation on the phone they take pictures of us on her cell phones.
I have a right to my opinion this is right.
Very sad day in America.
Everyone has the right to freedom of opinion and Express; this right include freedom to hold opinions without
Interference and to seek, receive and impart information and ideas. Any media and regarless of frontier
Trapped in my mind
And tangled in time
But between breaths
Of fear and weariness
There are sighs
At the sight
Of the apple blossoms
And their inexplicable beauty
In the shimmer
Of fading sunlight. JD
#TangledInTime #BetweenBreaths #AppleBlossoms #inexplicable #SunlightShimmer all for the #NovemberFalls poetry challenge
Frustration has been a recurring theme of this year.
I’ve been hardened extremely by some unfortunate situations.
However, the wisdom I’ve gained is not something I would trade for anything.
I’m shifting my energy into a place where I can genuinely be my best self. Trying to please everyone has been too draining, & frankly impossible.
I keep fighting this energy, but the boundaries I’ve been setting have been freeing me of my own suffering.
So if I ask you for space, or for patience; that’s me genuinely setting my personal needs in stone.
My life can no longer be pushed aside, and I’m astounded by what a freeing feeling that is.
No more fighting it, it’s time. I’m letting go and we...
Losing hope is like losing a guiding light.
You see light everywhere but in reality, you feel void of something.
I'm standing centered with the earth
Yet it feels like I'm falling out the sky
My mind so weightless
My body so heavy
Why can't my thoughts become reality?
Why can't my dreams come true?
Every night as I look for falling stars
Just to grant my one wish..
I wish I could live in the fantasy I created in my head
all because I'm happy there instead
And May be the setting sun wants to tell you that, no matter how much you brightens other's life or how much happiness you bring in other's life; at the end of the day it is essential to take out some time for yourself so that you can boost yourself for the coming days.
Time has passed and I am now in a different headspace than I was the last time I wrote. I am not shattered into pieces. I am not distraught. I am living. I am breathing. I am loving. I am feeling. I am free. I am happier. How did I do this?
I miss him, my heart who died 15 months ago. I miss so much about my old life and the adventurous plans we thought we would have. Life can really do a number on your dreams. I do not miss the pain and death that cancer brought to us. I do not miss waiting for the other shoe to drop every single day. Death created a gaping hole that will never be filled. The hole feels less empty because of my only child but empty is my nest as she is on her own life jo...
Hoy me libero, hoy he decidido dejar todo...
Hoy entendí que hay cosas en la vida que dejan huellas y dan grandes lecciones de vida... Hoy solo quiero empezar de nuevo dejar todo atras y seguir, caminar hacia el futuro con la frente en alto, con la mente abierta y con los recuerdos superados... Dejemoslos que se queden ahí guardados en lo más profundo del corazón, en donde ya no afecten, en donde ya no sean visibles... Guardemos todos esos sentimientos, esas palabras, esas miradas, olvidemos lo pasado y sigamos viviendo el presente esperando el futuro con los brazos abiertos.
Hay que seguir, seguir y no parar, no me detendre, hoy dejo los recuerdos atrás, aquellos recuerdos que algunas vez me...
My world has been blackened by memories of you. They haunt me even during sunny days.
I’m working through the process and really allowing myself to feel everything I’m going through without hesitation.
I miss what I thought we had. For me, my life with you was a very real thing but for you, since getting you out of jail this past June, you only had one intention and it was never to build a good life with me.
The whole abusive ordeal has been so hard on my heart and soul. Especially when I realized the reality of the issue was nothing more than my pipe dream. You don’t love me..
you never did. You only came here with the intention to get what you could and h...
The day that you found out the truth how did it feel?
This feeling deep inside me felt like I was free and the same time I felt alone.
Then came the guilt because I knew at that moment what I had to do and the effects it would have on others.
Freedom comes at a cost and I knew I will pay for it.