Carnival of love, a fairy tale
Cliche but still, looks percale
Looks like life's not all about
The logic we strive to find
Going with the flow, the doubt
Spending hours awake
Maybe that's what it takes
Natural to be confused often
Rational, logical, might not help
For all the nonsense is what
Makes nostalgia a happiness
And at the same time so schlep
It is important that you reclaim the parts of yourself
that were always yours
- that level of validation will be like a fuse being lit,
it will be like a pin being pulled from its grenade.
Of course, there will be fire,
the sky will inevitably fall,
but the impact will be the catalyst
that will wake you from your sleep
and open your eyes
to a life filled with love and laughter
and days that you will never want to end.
James McInerney (Instagram / Twitter : millsmc07)
The day I decided to walk away was when I understood, how strong my will could be. I knew I must never stop and look back at him, at what we had, and what we could have had.
I knew why I took the step. Though we loved each other like crazy, it was not the sure ticket to a happy ending that is supposed to stretch for the lifetime.
I did try looking back, unable to contain the hurt, the guilt of having shattered someone's hopes of love and happiness. But I didn't stop walking. I knew, this was for the best for us.
Sometimes loving someone is simply walking away, no matter how hard the separation and loss rips the hearts which are stitched together in the hope of eternity.
Our eyes met,
But unfortunately not forever!
You never did like to dance
You never took to the floor
But I was lucky
You never stopped me dancing
You clapped and called for more
i lost my creativity
she stoped coming into my mind.
Momma I'll never be able to express in words how much you mean to us.. You've given us life,laughter and learning.. Life with your eyes have been a pure blessing.. From the songs we've song to the nights we've stayed up to see the sun loving you has always brung about a new day.. As your son on this day I gave thanks and praise to the mother that carried you and the father that gave you LIFE...
Who is she?
I once was asked
Unaware of the question being asked
I stood confused, searching their view
While asking who?or whom?
Who is she? they repeat.
She who I ask.
Not understanding the she of the speech
The girl who has you smiling insane
The girl who has you blushing
Tell me her name
I just simply smile and say
She is my everything
No sé nada de para siempres, yo te regalo mi presente, y mis futuros son contigo.
You gave birth to me
You hugged me
You comforted me
You loved me
You made me smile
You raised me
You never left me
You loved me always
I love you mummy FOREVER
I was alone before I met you, I remember that day as if it were yesterday... u was dancing with your brother and then you looked at me and I smiled... This day I felt really lucky.
A Summer Drive.
Do you ever think back
to the warm summer drive?
When the sea sparkled
in dazzling sunsets?
Your hand never left my knee,
the smile never left you face,
Santana blared on the radio,
and I ignored the glowing in my chest.
Sweetheart, do you ever recall,
the sun soaked sandy beach?
We tumbled together in salty waves.
I memorized your laugh that day.
Do you remember
a starlit sky?
Gazing from the hood of the car,
we drank two bottles of wine that night.
Talking all night,
not saying the words
aching to float from our lips,
So we spoke of everything else.
Every time I see you,
I relive those feelings,
what I knew then,
the words I couldn’t say.
I hope you look at the moon some nights and think of me, when you’re walking home from the bar dazed and drunk after spending your time enduring shitty conversation with a blonde you don’t quite like. I hope you are reminded of
my love when out of habit you read my horoscope in the paper and it says I’m going to meet someone new. I hope when you finally decide to walk into our cafe again that nothing tastes the same. I hope it stings and your chest gets tight. For just a moment, I want you to be reminded of my absence and for just a moment, I want it to hurt.
If ever I got a chance to go back in time, I'd go back to our first date. Not that I want to change anything but I want to re-live the start of us. I vividly remember every moment of that lovely night.
We driving up to the hill and dining under the company of countless stars. We didn't have a clue back then, what might become of us. And I certainly knew that whatever we would be, it would be for a very long time.
I still try to re-live that moment in my head. I close my eyes and imagine us in the front seat of your car, sitting close in each others arms. It was the perfect place to be. Absolute bliss. I remember you had that sparkle in your eyes that made me fall for you, your touch calmed ...
I’ve got to stop living my life through you
as though it’s all I am worth.
I’m left feeling empty,
and it’s the emptiness that I can no longer take,
a void in which I find myself constantly trapped.
Being loved by you should be enough,
I should feel complete
as though my life has purpose, but I don’t.
I feel empty,
I feel like I’ve become two different people
living two different lives,
both sharing the same heart,
both trying to destroy each other in order to survive.
As I watch them from a distance,
knowing neither will win,
I can’t help but feel like a stranger in my own life,
a life which I am forever living through you,
a life which is no longer mine.