The BirD Had Been Fly aWay ...
HeR Spirit still SCenT in that window Corner ....
Whom she regular used to sit & chirped ....
Today that love yarn broke down from her body ...
Her spirit fly away in heaven ...
You are that star of heaven , whom I can stare, love, talk everyday but can't decorate my life from your shine .
At the smell of rain
you fill my thoughts,
like the way you do,
when the first ray peaks through!
At the sound of thunder
i feel you here,
like the way i do,
when the moon lullabies me
as the cold wind
caress my cheeks,
i feel your fingers
pushing away the tendrils
like you always do !
As the first drop
meets the earth,
you wrap me
like you are here,
i could swear,
and my breath shudders
i lose myself in you
yet again !
Do u really love me ???
Maybe... then why u don't show it to me..
I am your Bachaa not a adopted child then why I can't get ur care shower everyday.
I know we can't meet regularly but we can talk.. But still I don't get any of call from you.. U just call me once in a month & in just 2min conversations u just ask where r u..??
I credited your account u get or not?
TheN hang on.
BuT do u ask once that how r u?? How's Ur health??
How's going Ur study??
Is the home owner give u properly dite or not, about my office work & more more & more. But not.
BuT really I miss you a lot dad🙁🙁
I love you papa❤️❤️
Happy Birthday To the most important person of my life p. Box #622464.
& wish God will fulfill ur life with happiness and success.
You were always their with me whenever I needed you.
Lots of luv & care dude.
& I pray to god that you will get ur love back. Be Patience.
You are not only my friend your are like my family.
Again happy Birthday Bday boy.
Roots reach up
Veins spread across
Down and down
In to the earth
O' my roots !
Up in smoke
Seeds of persona
Sown in the sun
Beaten by rain
Stands as tree
O' my nature!
Dancing with the wind
Only when cut
Those who sow
do they reap
O' my reaper !
No mind of own
Taught by need
Old rules set in stone
Nurtured for listening
O my nurturer !
Obey shall you
Listen shall you
Then shall thy
A perfect crop!
It's like I've been wiped away.
I have been erased from cerything and everyone past .
I guess everyone knew it , I guess they could see I that woundnt last. They picked up their lives and moved on .
They wiped way the memories , the pictures and even the promises of I'll always love and be here for you .
They have wiped me away as if I never meant anything to them .
I sit in this room listing to the echos of sreaming voices in my mind .
Questioning my lifes choices,
We are here at for only a moment and then we disappear as quickly as a droplet of
water falling in the desert sands
After all these years..today you suddenly crossed my mind! And that made me come here and write again! I have no idea if you will ever get to read it. I don't even have any idea if you are here or not. But I have to write anyway, cause this is where we met.
Why after all these years? Well, maybe because I have grown up and realized that I should not have said those things in that way, should have respected your feelings. The last time we talked..almost 4 or 5 years ago maybe...during our last conversation, we both said some mean things to each other. All these could be avoided..if I were a bit more sensible. Well the truth is our friendship ended.
Everyone has a different path in li...
The more I listen you the more I became thirsty of your voice.
M -memories unlimited of our Are
Coming One by One
I - I & u are
S - StanDinG Still Together AnD
T - Turing All old pages of our life book
& searching The Place from where
R - RelaTeD moments of our Happy &
sad Times coming
Y - Yessss.... This is our mistry box....
Dear Miss j.
Do u remember -
Ur head was on my ♥ ....
One of my HaNd on ur waist .... Second was rolling fingers in your frizzy opeN hairs to recover ur worries...
was listening ur deep breathe so clear in my numb ears...
Pulling me too closer to ur breathe ...
I was Living u to underneath of my breathe ....
U were silent like a graveyard ...
As like My body is a grave of my soul ward..
Ur silence was growing deeper in my heart ♥, u didn't noticed but this feeling was so hard...
& suddenly my mom wake me up & dream break 💔 😟
Some memories are like
those stars, blurred ones
yet once in a while they
twinkle to show they still exist.
Just tell me, Do you sleep well enough in these days ?
Is their no one who can disturb your sleep & can irritate you like me ?
Who can call you anytime & request u for listen your childish voice & then crack nonsense jokes just to make you angry ?
Tell me nahh that ... you miss me ? A little bit ..!! Just a little bit ....!!!
. But I really miss you bachaa. Not a little bit, just A lot of ..... More then lot ... Really ....
My heart still flutters with the shortest glimpse of your visage within my sight.
There's a reason why you're the only man I called my Jaan.
Now I know why?
Because truly this heart has you engraved with each beat and its been restless since you've been gone for a long while now.
I made a square cut in the calendar, took out today, shredded it into pieces ,in the memory of us.
Life is full of loss
Yet still we soldier on,
Keeping our chin up
And holding our head high,
Though they are forever gone.
The meaning of it all escapes us when
we remember those lips
So warm and pressing
On our cold dry skin.
We lived this life without them
While they lived within us,
saw them every minute in our memory.
Lost our will to live.. lost our pride.
We sit on a park bench
Watching the world pass by,
Holding our head up high,
Though they are forever gone.
Still we soldier on.
I cannot sleep. My mind tirelessly treads through memories and sifts through carefully plucked words that will never pass through my lips. The world is in chaos....I feel it has finally caught up with me. Each moment brings it closer to my own sense of dread, the unrelenting pull of grief. I found myself in a great place of beauty and I questioned my mortality. As if I had been bestowed a wondrous gift, a severance package for my bereavement.
"What would you tell"
What would you tell your younger self,
When you find her crouching in a corner with fear,
When you see that she's devastated
And is having a breakdown,
And doesn't want to come out of that dark place she found.
What would you tell to comfort her,
To ensure her that dark places don't last forever,
That dark clouds don't last forever,
That misery doesn't last forever,
That maybe chocolate doesn't fix everything at all times,
But what is it that does.
What would you tell her to do,
To let her breathe again,
To let her smile again,
To let her have hope again,
To let her feel alive again.
Why don't you tell all that to yourself,
The next time you visit that dark ...