I feel like there is a force that is trying to take me out
Am I going the wrong route
Taking things into my own hands
Like the man above won't provide life's demands
Today was a very sad day for me
I had to put my 8 month old puppy to sleep
I sit and wonder if that decision was right
Was he suffering too much
Or would he have recovered the very next night
As his last breaths were taken
I wonder if I made a terrible mistake
Mischief was once a bright light in my often dark world
Now memories of him all in my head
Thoughts of what if, should of, would of, could of
My heart yearns for the things he used to do that got on my nerves
What I would do to have him jumping all over my head
I won’t give away the information to other just yet.
Not sure if I care for them to know. With you you’re my only safety net.
How could I forget?
I don’t need to boast or scream it to the sky. I just need to show you in our own silent hellos and goodbyes.
Sleepy eyed I lay on your chest feeling the comfort of your smell and Physique.
Hands,hair to stroke,and feel under my fingers. I am weak.
Eyes like two wild flower daisies with a blue green back dropped sky.
They look at me with this tasted hunger to be watered again and again to-bloom in my being and make love between my thighs.
To fill up my soul with our mornings and our nights with our hellos and goodbyes.
You and me a ride or d...
My child, you've taught me
The meaning of love, and I'm
Much better for it.
#YouveTaughtMeTheMeaningOfLove #EunoiaPromptsFeb20 challenge
He’s beautiful but he doesn’t realize it.
And that probably adds to his allure.
She’s captured him but doesn’t see it.
He’s just enchanted by her; for sure.
Someone told you what you
needed to hear and I realize
now, that it couldn’t be me.
Loves tide will roll back out, and
My time will be up.
......because they always leave
#TimeAndTide #JanuaryFalls poetry challenge
Background photo credit @fathomcurv on Instagram
La mayoría de nosotros los hombres tenemos una etapa de rompecorazones.
Yo tuve la mía, y pasé por varias fases: el creía que nunca nadie le iba a decir que no, el romántico empedernido, el empalagoso, el celoso...y conforme fui madurando, las cosas fueron cambiando.
Al rompecorazones, llegó también quien le rompiera el corazón, quien también le pusiera el hand break, quien le dijera que no, quien le pusiera los pies en la tierra, quien le mostrara a decir lo que primero le pasara por la cabeza, hasta quien le fuera infiel...
Al final aprendí a abrirme y dejar que las capas de armadura cayeran al suelo, permitiendo ver que lo más puro lo llevaba por dentro.
Ahí cuando alcancé esa etapa, ...
It comes and it goes
Each time taking more of me
As it flies away.
#ByeByeBirdie #MovieMusicalPrompts challenge
They say when you see a cardinal, a loved one who has passed is visiting. It's beautiful and I love seeing them, but when they fly away, it's like losing you all over again #mom #FreeToFly
Background drawing by @xsaamaanthaax on Instagram
I hear their voices
As the hallway calls to me
But no one is there.
*Ghosts Of My Past*
#VoicesInTheHallway #EunoiaPrompts challenge
I watched your love die
Like a flickering candle
I could not ignite.
#AFlickeringCandle #EunoiaPrompts challenge
Lo peor de mi siempre ha sido mi desesperación. La ansiedad del cómo saber, del cuando estará, del ver el final antes de llegar a la mitad, de sentir la piel antes de si quiera acercarme a ella.
Es así, y estoy enterado desde siempre.
La pasión me consume y yo me entrego en brazos abiertos, con las defensas apagadas, con los sentidos aturdidos.
Con el pasar de los días y la rotación de la tierra, aprendí a querer al preámbulo, entendí lo fascinante de ello, y creo que me terminó encantando más que la finalidad de las cosas. Sin tenerles miedo, pero aún conservando esa decanyente ansiedad que consume.
Siempre fui torpe para las introducciones, sin embargo me hice dueño de las mismas. Desta...
Since the epoch of sunken monuments
of forgotten gods,
all trades and professions that are inherently dangerous
are dominated by the blood of young men
who learned to exchange their expendable souls
In spite of this, our guild was as varied
there were young mercenaries, yes,
but they shared tables with the blind,
with mothers in the grips of child loss,
with the destitute,
with elders who outlived their tribes,
with victims of unusual blights,
with the deaf and illiterate,
with inebriates who were betrayed by their beloved,
with wandering ronins,
with scholars who were driven away from their villages,
with good men whose earnestness...
OLHOS DE PIERROT
E eu quero tudo
- Todos -
O menino azul
E o vagabundo
Aquele que invade
E o fruto
A todos eu acolho,
A todos eu escuto.
Talvez eu ame um pouco mais
Um ou outro.
Mas sendo eles todos teus
Hei de amar a cada um deles
Como o mais sábio dos deuses
Um dia nos prometeu.
Quero que sintas, livre
O amor mais raro que já dei
E também o que ainda não tive,
Quero que não temas
Ou revelar tuas cicatrizes
Quero que o meu querer
Jamais queira mais
Do que a luz nos permite,
E que no meu colo
Sempre encontres a pura seiva
Do que não te define
Mas que sempre te defende...
Thank you lettrs for allowing me to express my life through writing...I will miss this platform and the people on it.
You have listened to my highs and my lows...and now it’s time to let this app go...
Happy New Year to you all!
Lots of love,
Puedes despreciarme hasta la muerte, pero aún te amo. Siento mucho todo lo que he hecho mal que te lastimó. Sé que estás diciendo que ya me has perdonado. Tal vez un día en un universo alternativo pueda hacerlo bien. He trabajado tan duro para no ser una pestilencia para ti, pero mi alma todavía anhela por ti. Realmente espero que estés bien.
How are you? I hope you are doing fine.I am looking for someone that can do penpals with me one day.But for now,I will just enjoy my life for now.I was kinda hoping for someone who likes K-Pop.It will be fun to talk about K-Pop.Well,I hope for someone to penpal me soon.Bye for now.
Scattered like the waves
Seamless as the sky in mourning
The roadmap to where
I found myself
The tracks I left
In the snow
I looked up
And my face had changed
My eyes encircled with pain
The world steadily rotating
Without my concern
Or well wishes
I see all the people
Scrambling around frantically
Chasing another man's shadow
Gorging themselves on fanciful things
Satiating themselves at the expense
Of another below them
I have even seen one
Knock a man off a ladder
So he could ascend to the top
I've seen a man surrounded
On all sides
His troubles confront him
As he points to
... two years ago I was free, , independent, inspired and ready. Then I met you... it was fun and exciting. I knew I was playing with a very dangerous creature. We built a bond over time and we had an understating I took to heart. I cherished it and wrapped my heart around you and your words and protected them with every vibration of my being.
...one year ago I was struggling to mend the festering gaping wounds left by your claws, devastated and lost I remembered I love you. That means I gave my word.
... two years later those poisoned claws have torn through that calloused scar tissue around my heart, one last time.
... this is the last time. Not because I can’t withstand the pain, but yo...