I sit heron my bed, at
36 years of age
Thinking about my life experience
that has led me to this stage,
I have decided to let
go of the past,
in order to live in the present
and live everyday
as if it were my last
I have things to be great ful for
even if I have only but a few
I'm alive, and I am well,
even though I have a few problems
with my health
My mind begins to clear
then refill with the dreams
I hold so dear
With every plan I begin to make
I know it's my future that's
Felling positive about my future now
as I'm guessing you can tell
I will always consider you as my friends
Because you have helped me
Skylark challenge 200
A life event, that changed everything else
"they lay down in the middle of the field. It was dark but the stars were shining bright. It was quiet... Everyone was sleeping but they were awake, right there, right then, together.
When all of a sudden, she broke the silence and whispered I love you.
It has been two months now since they got hitched. Since then, everything else has changed, from her last name to the way she used to be. It was like swimming against the tide for her.
It all started 5 months back. They drove by the car to meet at the river side cafe. It was her favourite place, as the reflection of them in water ...
I hate rainy days. They make me miss you more. Why did we make memories during rainy days? They make me hate them more.
Imagine, these roses have diamonds within!
And they only show up when the flowers wilt.
Let's wilt together after an age of togetherness.
Togetherness, that is worth more than the diamonds that we would leave behind...
You say you wonder where the chemistry has gone
Then you look at me like I'm an ugly swan
Guess what, your not always going to like what I say
Everything is not always going to go your way
If you want the chemistry back
Stop taking offense to everything I say or do
Your always right even when your not
You do not apologize
And you wonder where the chemistry has gone
Leaning towards the walls, sitting alone..
Thinking of those memories which may never happen...
But still hoping some miracle could happen...
From that very first moment when they both meet to the moment that they never saw each other...
Sometimes, the only thing left to do is to let go. Certain things just aren’t worth fighting for anymore, and they are holding you back, tethering you down with their toxic presence. What will it take to make you remember the person that you were; that you still are? What will it take to bring the light back into your eyes, and eradicate the belief that you are never enough? You are enough. You have always been enough; you just lost your way somewhere between realisation and the thing you mistakenly believed was love. Remember who you are. Kick off the shackles that have been restraining you. Shake off those who you no longer need. Become the best version of yourself without the expectations ...
Here’s an idea;
How about you completely mess with my emotions, make me fall in love with you, and kiss me with poison on your lips... just so you don’t get your hands dirty.
There is nothing I want more than to lay next to him, have him whisper sweet nothings, and fall asleep to his heartbeat.
All I wish is for you to understand, that all I ever wish is you and me in our wonderland.
All I ask is for you to remember, that we promised each other a love meant to be forever.
Did I make a mistake of choosing you?
Or will I make a mistake of letting you go?
When you are having doubts, what should you do?
is it a YES? or is it a NO?
will I STOP? or will I GO?
shall I STAY? or shall I LET GO?
Look at what we've become now
Look at where we are now
Look at how this little hand always wanting to hold yours
Look at how this skin always wanting to be close to you
This feeling gets deeper each day,
and I like it that way.
Just for today..
- Let my mind be blank
- Let my emotions stop
- Let me sit still, and do nothing.
For today, the only cure I believe I need is disconnection.
I remember at 19 I was bright eyed, determined and my soul was one of beauty. By 21 I had experienced so much malice that I was broken, all the light had left and I was a crumpled up mess on the floor. It took 2 years to take away what I had fought so hard to keep. I had a moment where I looked at who I was then from the point of view of who I am now at 24. I stared into her eyes, they were so unburdened and clueless, she had no idea what was coming for us. My gaze bore into her with so much sorrow laced with apologies. She gave me a soft smile and a nod, silently telling me it was okay. I took my cue to leave, keeping my eyes on her as I backed away. I had to let her go because she didn't be...
....... already withered the failure & the fresh relief without suspicion
I deserve someone better may be not as much as you but can surrender without fears...