No one knows the real reason for being a stubborn brooder. So, it should stay like that. As they says some tales are never meant to share with everyone..!!
Be the flower that leaves its fragrance even on the hands of the one crushing it.
Don't lower your standars for anyone or anything.
Self-respect is everything
I never thought i would believe in love
I never thought i would wait for ur texts
I never thought i would smile seeing ur name
I never thought i would get so blessed n happy
I never thought i would get happiness
U proved me wrong u made me feel that i deserve to be happy 😊
Very Few Emotions coursing through my veins.
i cant even shed a tear, i feel no more pain.
I laugh now because losing you doesn;t hurt me any longer.
If anything Being without you made me alot stronger.
i dont hate you, but if i saw you on fire, i wouldnt put you out.
i have no hatred in my heart for you, but if you called me today crying out for me, i wouldnt bat a lash and tell you to kiss my ass.
even if you professed your undying love for me and you were begging for my love back on your knees. i'll kiss you on your forehead and count to three, as i hear you say "Glenda Please".
i would laugh in your face and walk away because when i was fighting for you to stay, you went a...
EL MEJOR PASAJE DE MI VIDA
No era el mejor lugar , pero si las mejores personas, no era la mejor escuela, pero si los mejores alumnos no era la mejor maestra pero si la más felíz del mundo.
Caminos de terracería que en tiempos de secas el maquillaje era gratis y en tiempos de lluvias mis zapatos se convertían en sancos.
A la orilla lucen campos verdes
que a mis ojos maravillaron
como a mi mente tranquilazaron
en momentos de preocupaciones preciosas mariposas revoloteando daba gusto verlas sobre las praderas de amapolitas moradas agitando sus alitas
Cómo recuerdo los bueyes negros bramando imponentes que daban respeto, aquel perro que su ferocidad podíamos engañar lanzando piedras y pal...
The problems of modern living become painfully apparent as we see nations that are rich and powerful, and educated according to the standards of their time, fall into a state of barbarism without parallel in history. Nor is there any promise of speedy recovery from the common disaster as long as civilization is regarded as merely an economic or industrial motion in the development of races.
~ Manly P Hall
I am tired of being alone even when i am among my friends or family. I want to talk to someone. I want someone to caress me, to stand by me, to protect me when i am devastated. I dont want to cry alone all night long. Family hurts me, they dont care to talk to me about it. They dont even say a sorry or at least talk with a little bit of love in their voice. I dont have friends close enough to talk to. I dont have a boyfriend. I am always finding the soothing calming voice or touch which one gets when he or she is sad. I dont. I wish to find someone who cares about how a person feels and cares to react lovingly. I am done with all the rudeness and selfishness in a person as if he has not...
Escucha en silencio, muestra valentía y buena compañía, no miente ni engaña, ya no le tengo miedo a la oscuridad, aprendí que a veces hay que recorrer el camino solo para aprender, ser mas sabio día con día, hay que estar solo para aprender a amarse a sí mismo y para amar a otros... Así es la soledad... te hace ser libre y me encanta mi libertad...
This sleepless night,
this insomnia of mine,
the darkness that holds me so tight... Loneliness, that is right,
I had forgotten how it was,
being alone inside this four walls, without that embrace,
like a ghost I started to fade
in to the darkness,
for there are demons that lurk within my mind and they
won’t let me fall a sleep,
today the stars are not
showing up, not even the moon would show up this night,
how I miss to see the stars,
this will be a long night,
for it holds me tight,
I know that won’t sleep to night…
Today is a first. And I wish my mom was here for me.
I miss my mom a bunch. But today is the day my dad takes me to the hospital to have my angel baby taken from me. 😭
He just wasn’t strong enough to keep fighting. He had to go be at rest with nana.
And that’s fine. Cause nana can take better care of him than I could’ve. I was very excited for another baby but God had other plans.
I’m just really scared and anxious for today’s surgery.
3 pregnancies in 2020 that failed. All 3 babies are in heaven with nana.
I can’t keep going through with this so next month I will be getting another surgery to have my tubes taken out. I have my son and my daughter and my 3 angel babies watching fro...
miedo de despertar
y que ya no estés,
miedo al exilió de tu
de quedar en el olvido,
por que para mi
eres todo, que recuerdo
aún el verano,
recuerdo aquel momento,
un momento que en mi piel
ha sido tatuado...
She was 18 when i met her for
The first time,
Don't remember something else
But i guess its all just fine.
A little clumsy she was
But had a charmy smile,
Drawing some pictures
Had a dream of aisle.
I didn't understand anything,
Of what was in her mind
Or what was she saying,
Or what could she imply.
But as we grew closer
One thing that i realise,
She had a bunch of secrets
And no single place to hide.
She had a couple dreams
To find such a place,
Where she could live alone
And nothing to be afraid.
She says she'll be fine,
Erasing all the lines.
The world tries to draw out for her
And she says,
I know world's fucked up,
I know it's not kind,
She accepts everything
Quisiera huir, sentir libertad, sentir en mi cuerpo y mi rostro, el viento y la brisa del mar.
Me siento vacía, pero a la vez tan llena de pensamientos que no me dejan descansar...
Quisiera tener motivación,
Quisiera tener el valor, pero lo único que tengo es miedo y dolor.
A veces me siento bien, sin embargo, la mayoría del tiempo estoy mal.
Creo que será mejor decir adiós, al fin y al cabo sólo un rato me van a extrañar.
Shield you from harm, but also
Withhold what is safe.
*Barriers* (of anxiety)
#ProtectiveWindows #EunoiaPrompts challenge
The whole of the moon
In the clear night sky
But the fog
That fills my mind
Veils the view
Displaying a liar's moon
And leaving me to wonder
'Who is being untrue tonight?'
#WholeOfTheMoon #SeptFalls poetry challenge
Let me just start by saying, “I HAVE FINALLY DID IT!” I have doubted myself SO MUCH! But I’ve come SO FAR! I didn’t think I’d have the courage to go a third try and go back to school to try to accomplish my life goals of becoming a Neonatologist one day. But in July of 2020 I spoke to administration at my school and I got right back on the ball, I switched programs from MA to being in their PCT program, originally I wanted to do sonography but the requirements and people I’d be up against to get a spot would have been too much. BUT, being a PCT I’d be able to work the Mom and Baby floor at a hospital which is exactly where I wanna be. And working 12 hrs with mommies that need help like I did...
I missed you so much today,
And yet we've never met.
I found myself inclining to my right
To say something silly,
Something wholly not for public hearing;
But you weren't there.
You haven't been there yet.
And yet I miss you so.
The touch of your calloused hands,
The careful way you touch my hair
When I say I'm tired
And need the strength--
--maybe a little charge--
In order to keep moving on.
My love, when will you come
I've been alone for so many years.
Most of the time,
I'm just numb and frustrated
That you're not yet here
By my side.
For me to cherish,
For me to cuddle with,
For me to infuriate
Have you ever wondered how disappointing life is? Anyway, I think I have been delving into depression more and more every day and I have no escape.
It's almost as if I am a desperately helpless cat scratching the walls of a deep stone-walled pit that it is always useless to try. I keep getting pulled back and slipping deeper into the abyss of darkness and nothingness full of worthlessness and being expendable to people.
I sometimes hate myself because no matter how hard I try, it is never enough and my therapist never treats me like a client sometimes. He treats me like a psychologist, assuming I know more than the normal clients we get on a daily basis. I've never bee...