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August 7, 2020
East Windsor, United States

There’s an old saying
Better to be alone
Than badly accompanied.
I think the meaning is lost
In translation
But I climax alone now.
I’m better on my own
Than giving my all
To someone that I’m only
Paltry to.
And I don’t want to love you
Or want you
And wait for that in return.
I climax alone now
And I’m better on my own.

Debbie O Bottled up Feelings.

LETTRS BLACK AND WHITE
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August 6, 2020
East Windsor, United States

Hug your children
Tight tonight.
And thank the Lord
They lie with you in twilight.
Someone weeps tonight.
Someone stares out
At the blackness of the night
With lack of sleep.
Another child taken tonight.
Never to be seen again.
Oh! Agony of life.
I’d rather die
A million deaths
Than never
See your face again.

Debbie O Bottled up Feelings

WRITING IS LIFE
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July 22, 2020
East Windsor, United States

We all cast shadows.
I tried
But I brought you up
With heavy hand;
In sternness
The way I was brought up.
No room for mistakes.
No pity party.
No crying.
And now I see the lack
Of tenderness in your eyes.
And it continues...
You cast shadows too.

Debbie O Bottled up Feelings
Skylark Challenge.

WRITING IS LIFE
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July 7, 2020
East Windsor, United States

I rise and I fall.
I rise again.
That’s my life,
A struggle always.
Sometimes I silently endure
But other times
I cry hot tears of rage.
Why?
Because sometimes it feels
Like I was doomed from my start.
Yet... I rise
And I try again.
I can never give up.

Debbie O Bottled up Feelings

WRITE YOUR OWN STORY
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June 26, 2020
East Windsor, United States

We come in different colors
But we are all one.
We are the happiest people
On the planet, it’s been said.
Why?
Because we give what we get.
We can’t waste time hatin.
We love everyone.
Mi casa tu casa.
My house your house.
Boricua baby!

Debbie O Bottled up Feelings

BE YOURSELF
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June 26, 2020
East Windsor, United States

Love me for myself.
Open your heart and love me.
Don’t make skin a barrier.

A haiku for u

Debbie O Bottled up Feelings

WRITING IS LIFE
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June 26, 2020
East Windsor, United States

I wake in the dark
With this heaviness
Like a storm
About to brew
Perhaps it was
What could have been
Perhaps it was my last chance
But I know...
It’s gone
I feel it’s departure
And Elvis has left the building

Debbie O Bottled up Feelings

ART OF WRITING
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June 9, 2020
 

They’ll never be another tree like you.
I played at your feet
And climbed you,
Knew every marking
And nook on you.
I played with ants
And played red light,
Green light too.
We used you as our tag tree and we hid behind you too.
U gave me shade
On a hot sunny day
The trees in my yard
Are unknown to me now
But you were my companion, a stout silent
Partner in my fantasies.
I miss you great tree...
Wonder if you’re still there.

Debbie O Bottled up feelings.

PAINTED LOGO
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June 3, 2020
 

We are poetry.
Some of us are sonnets
With twists and turns
That seem to have no end
Some will get bored
After reading for so long
But please...
Read on.
There are parts you need to know.
There are things you need to feel.
Don’t give up on them so quick.

Debbie O Bottled up feelings

BE BOLD
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May 30, 2020
East Windsor, United States

My mother used to sing a song to me in Spanish when I was a kid
About angels
It was a favorite singer of hers
And the song said
Angels are black too
I met one in Penn Station one day
He told me
Don’t let anyone take your joy away
Then walked away
I always cried
When she sang that song
Cause my soul knew
There would be people
Who would never understand....
We are one.

Debbie O Bottled Up Feelings

SIMPLICITY DAY
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May 18, 2020
East Windsor, United States

Coffee is so bittersweet.
Like the way the sweetness
Accentuates the austere.
Much like life.
Learn to like the bitter.
Embrace it and add
A little sugar.

Debbie O Bottled up Feelings

IT'S FINE
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May 7, 2020
East Windsor, United States

Silent gardens
Bring me no joy.
I want to sit in the sun
And sing.
I want to be in love
And hear songbirds
Sing me love songs
In the gentle breeze.

Debbie O Bottled up Feelings

SIMPLICITY DAY
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May 6, 2020
East Windsor, United States

I would write you a poem
But you don’t believe in poetry.
I would give you my heart
But you don’t believe in love.
I would be there for you
But you’d rather be alone.
I would take your hand
If you would only take mine.

Debbie O Bottled up Feelings

SIMPLICITY DAY
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May 5, 2020
East Windsor, United States

Words spoken
And hearts broken
And things left unopened
Silence fills me
When not saying anything
Is saying everything

Debbie O Bottled up Feelings

SIMPLICITY DAY
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May 5, 2020
East Windsor, United States

How can I write about hope
When I don’t have any?
I will make up words
That sound pretty
And cry fake tears of joy.
I will pretend hopefulness
And await happiness
That neigh will come.

Debbie O Bottled Up Feelings

IT'S FINE
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April 15, 2020
East Windsor, United States

I have been socially distant
Long before it became
The thing you must do...
The new you.
I’ve always been a lone wolf
Howling to the moon.
I’ve no place amongst them...
People.

Debbie O Bottled up Feelings

SIMPLICITY DAY
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April 11, 2020
East Windsor, United States

We fall in love
With our idea
Of how love will be.
We fall in love so singularly.
We fall in love
And expect that person
To feel the same way too.
Expectations rise then fall.
We wonder where
We went wrong.
Perhaps it was the lie
We told ourselves.
       Debbie O
     Bottled up Feelings

SIMPLICITY DAY
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April 8, 2020
East Windsor, United States

Your photo
A millisecond in time
So sublime
To see a little slice of you
Recorded in time

Debbie O Bottled up Feelings  

SIMPLICITY DAY
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April 8, 2020
East Windsor, United States

Time stands still
When you look into the eyes
Of your lover
When you are looking at a sunset
When you are looking at the ocean
And when you are engrossed
In deep conversation.
Time stands still
When you are waiting for an answer
When you have to make a hard
Decision
When you must leave
But don’t want to
And when you loose someone
You love.

Debbie O Bottled up Feelings

SIMPLICITY DAY
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March 21, 2020
East Windsor, United States

Music fill my ears
And my heart
Take me to another place.
Let me feel each note.
Let me feel the rhythm
Of the drum.
Let me dance with no remorse.
Music fill my soul.

Debbie O Bottled up Feelings

SIMPLICITY DAY
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March 20, 2020
East Windsor, United States

Every flower that gently blooms
Reminds me that they are restored
And born anew every season.
Don’t fret
We will flower once again.

Debbie O Bottled up Feelings

SIMPLICITY DAY
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March 20, 2020
East Windsor, United States

You don’t hear a sound.
Not even the birds sing.
An eerie silence permeates about.
Pestilence wreaks and fear abounds.
Help us Lord to come around.

Debbie O Bottled Up Feelings

SIMPLICITY DAY
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March 13, 2020
East Windsor, United States

Where would we be in this world
If it wasn’t for the poets
And the dreamers?
We would never find them
In the grey.
They are what give us life
And make this life bearable.
They are what make us laugh
And cry.

Debbie O Bottled up Feelings

SIMPLICITY DAY
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March 12, 2020
East Windsor, United States

  
Im getting cabin fever
But there’s no where to go
No where to run
I can’t stand being here
I can’t stand the ruin of my heart
Save me
I call
But no one answers
No one comes

Debbie O Bottled up Feelings

SIMPLICITY DAY
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March 12, 2020
East Windsor, United States

This love consumes me.
It gives me fever.
Fever that I can’t control.
When you’re near
I get so elated...
I can’t breathe.
I know this will kill me in the end
But I can’t stay away.
Consume me and take my strength
In your embrace...
You are like a virus
That takes my breath away.

Debbie O Bottled up Feelings

SIMPLICITY DAY
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February 29, 2020
East Windsor, United States

I got miles on me
And whoever looks at me
Thinks I got a Mary Poppins face
Cause I hide it well
And they can’t see I been around
If I keep quiet
They’ll never know
But when I open my mouth
It all comes spilling out.

Debbie O Bottled up Feelings

SIMPLICITY DAY
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February 14, 2020
East Windsor, United States

Can I say I’m ugly
Because no one ever told me
Im pretty?
Why do I have to feel that way
Just because you never saw me?
Why do I have to feel unloved
Because you don’t love me?
Why can’t I love myself?
Questions I ask myself
In the dark.

Debbie O Bottled up Feelings

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY 2020
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February 14, 2020
East Windsor, United States

Im so strong it scares me.
It’s been hard
But  the blows have taught me,
Silence has taught me
And the solitude too.
I finally learned
What we all must;
That in the end
It’s only you and God.

Debbie O Bottled up Feelings

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY 2020
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February 13, 2020
East Windsor, United States

You’ve made it clear
You just use me
I don’t know
What I’m doing here
But I can’t stand
The way I feel
When you’re not near
So I let you
Knowing full well
I’ll pay the price
On nights like these
Oh but when you pretend
It feels so real
And it fills me
Lie to me

Debbie O Bottled up Feelings

NAJWA ZEBIAN
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February 7, 2020
East Windsor, United States

I’m hopeful
Even after all these years.
I still think
Good times are around the corner.
So, I wait.
I have been waiting all my life.
Giving up is foreign to me.
I’ll never give up
Cause hope springs eternal
And the best
Is yet to come.

Debbie O Bottled Up Feelings

JUST LOVE
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