I have fallen in love with someone who is hiding inside of you.
For I can see her now,
I have been searching for her, like a monk searching for the truth.
And there I found her, all hidden inside, in a corner of you.
The person who ignites my soul, the person too real, to ever be untrue.
And now I cannot deny, Iam silently falling in love with her...
As each new day my love is rising for the whole of you...
Don't you know what it feels like to love her?
Darling, you will have to die first!
Then only she will be the One, to bring you back to a life, which you can truly live for...
A whole new life which you have never lived before!
#She needs this.
Her desk is her life.
Her pen her best friend.
And papers her universe.
As the clouds covered the sky she started to write. Filling pages after pages. Pouring down her emptiness, her hurt.
24 years is a long time. She needs to let it out. She needs her peace. And she decides to write...
It all began when she was a child... she saw their fights, she saw what lack of love did, she saw what she should not have seen...so many ugly hurtful horrid things...
By 10...she became totally silent...she never had her tantrums... the childish wishes like the other children...never wished for new clothes, new shoes or frilly ribbons...
She grew up too soon.
All she wished for was l...
One day she unveiled herself.
He saw her scars.
How deep and
Corroded they still are.
She thought he would go away.
But that very moment he knew,
He will forever stay.
#So we meet again.
You have got that moustache finally.
Well, I have chopped off my hair!
4 years seems like yesterday now,
Standing in front of you!
Everything has changed.
Except our pull for each other.
And here we are.
Destiny again won over!
As egos are put to flame.
And we both smiled.
Like we did.
Kernels of corn.
A mellow love song.
As your Heart, beats...
No steam here.
No burning distractions...
No skipping heartbeats.
No crazy imaginations...
We are two sincere lovers.
Two swiftly rhyming hearts...
A soothing symphony of Mozart.
A calm feeling of peace, even when the world's at war...
She knew it was in her.
The mysteries and all the answers.
But she still needed to go.
To see the sun rising and setting in the Himalayas and behind the Andes.
The voice inside her never left her alone.
Until she packed her bag one day
Sometimes she penned stories sitting in Thailand.
Other times she painted in a corner of Rome.
She finally found the chaos little less disruptive.
She found her peace on the go.
Do you remember me now?
The day when we first met, and you took me to show your favorite spot by the river... and told me, it was a SAFE HAVEN for you, where you can escape from the mundane and feel truly alive...it was indeed a very serene place...
The way we just strolled around...wanting so much to hold each other's hands...yet, it was our first meeting...we both were shy...that first walk with you...is still treasured in my heart...It was indeed A WALK TO REMEMBER forever...
I felt you are THE LUCKY ONE for me since day one...but I guess...life is all about choices...and now...I realize...THE CHOICE you made was best for both of us at that time...
Still I cannot deny mys...
Again I watched him today.
Dark grey jacket, faded jeans and blue shades...
And my heart automatically winked a beat!
He came to the stall,
To buy a magazine.
I went to the stall,
Just to watch him!
His charm is too magnetic.
His aura charismatic!
Oh Crush! You know not what this feeling is!
Now my eyes see only red
Whenever our eyes accidentally meet!
He saw her.
He thought, "How cool!"
He asked her for a date. And she said..."okay".
#First date. Small talk.
He said, "You look so cute. I like you already!"
And Asked..."You like reading...you said...your favourite subjects?"
She replied: Philosophy, Cosmology, Sociology, Anthropology, Psychology and Literature.
END OF STORY.
"Chhukar mere mann ko
Kiya tune...kya ishaara?
Badlaa yeh mausam...
Lage pyaraa jag sara..."
#Where will you be...
Can I look for you in my dream?
Will I find you
If I travel to places, yet unseen?
In cross roads
Where can I look for you?
In distant seas...
Or in meandering river streams?
When winter is getting colder
And my heart, a little more older...
Will you too search for me ?
And wish for us to get little closer?
When your hand wants to be hold...
Will you too be searching for my hand...
In times of laughter.
In times of tears...
Do you look for me too ?
Like the way I have been searching for you...since years...?
Her jointed eyebrows...
Her tilted mind...
From her fragmented existence,
"Diego, Diego!" she always always cried...
From the pain...
From the blood...
Frida... she was...
Still just your name will always be Enough for us!
As the periwinkle winked at me
Today I smiled at my life
For the way it has been...
A year, 12 months, 364 days and just two more days to go...
I take a deep breath.
And let every emotion
every good and bad free flow...
Some days it was rough.
And nothing felt enough.
Others just went by...
To some days I didn't even say Hi...
I plucked some moments
And kept it close
The moments I loved.
Such moments I myself chosed...
Some nights I just wandered
Looking out the window...
Searching for answers...
Some mornings I didn't feel like
Opening the closed doors...
And decided to stay all alone.
Life ain't a bed of roses...
Can I write a letter to you?
Putting the feelings on paper.
For my lips always spoke few.
But the distance seems unimaginable now.
I don't even know the Place...
I just have a faint idea that Its beautiful.
Without any corners for gloom.
Which stamp do I use?
Your favorite fruit? Pineapple??
Ah! Let me just use the compass.
Hoping it will guide my letter to you.
Which colored paper?
Blue maybe. As blue as the sky...
I should have asked you earlier!
Now I can just wish that it is blue.
Perhaps I will wrap my letter in a hug.
For I got to tell you... I love you.
And loved you.
Always. Even when times were rough.
So let me follow the...
''Kabhi Kabhi mere Dil mein khayaal aata hai...
Ke jaise tujhko banaya gaya hai mere liye...
Tu ab se pehle sitaaron mein bas rahi thi kahin...
Tujhe zameen pe bulaya gaya hai mere liye...
Kabhi kabhi mere Dil mein khayaal aata hai... ''
How sad is this life!
We cry over how things are. Why they are so hard?
We never realise... What matters the most is love. And the people we love... Until and unless death makes us realise this eternal truth. Its forever just life and Love.
Ah! Tragedy of a human mind.... To search for what isn't... Forgetting about what already is!
So... Tell me more...
What is this fantasy about soulmates?? He asked.
I cannot exactly put it in words. But no. Its not a fantasy. Its my belief. I have believed in it since the time I was able to think. . . and know about love. I believe that there exist someone. Someone for everyone. And when we meet that special someone. It just fits. Its like the puzzle is finally complete. Like you were being gifted something you never really thought would mean so much to you!
So... Yeah... I do believe that soulmates exist. And I don't want someone to shatter my belief. Its kind of like a prayer to me. You know... its holy. When I was growing up and I saw every girl around me...
What are you?? He asked angrily!
You are too much a mystery. You need to be real. Uncage your soul. Do it for yourself. I will handle whatever may come.
I tried in fragments.
Iam still that little girl. Not longing for swiss chocolates...rather waiting for the candies...all of different shapes and flavors...which once her dad brought for her....and kept it beside her pillow while she was asleep. And she was the happiest girl the next morning...
Iam still that girl who missed the school bus on purpose... just so that I could walk...all the way to home...watching the paddy fields...the cranes in the pond...the people...the tribal women working in the brick kiln with her ...
Today the sun won't rise.
Today stars shall deny to shine.
No light will reach her today.
She is under the spell of an inevitable gloom...
Sitting all alone in her dark room.
Curtains tightly closed.
To do nothing but cry...
"I was the shadow of the waxwing slain
By the false azure in the windowpane"
"Yaad kiya Dil ne kaha ho tum?
Jhoomti bahar hai...
Kaha ho tum?
Pyaar se pukaar lo jaha ho tum...
Pyaar se pukaar lo jaha ho tum... "
Ignited calmness inside the cauldron of disruptive thoughts.
And beyond happiness so much more.
A conglomerated infusion I need incessantly.
Thats how I know thee.
Thats how now I know thee.
I light an earthen lamp every evening...
For every night I like to welcome the light...
When the flickering little light fights the dusky darkness...
I feel happy...
Its a large world maybe.
Too grey at times.
But for me...
My little lamp is trying its best to shine its brightest light...
Everyday ... In its own holy way :-)
Not every girl dream of gazing at the Eiffel Tower... wrapped around in her lover's arms...
Some find their little dose of heaven...
Just by singing... out of tune karaoke songs with him :)
The scent of night jasmine in the cool air is lingering...
Slowly dew is finding its way...
Crisp leaves are getting their first shiver!
Ah! Winter is gently swaying the autumn away...
She stays behind closed doors.
Never saw the sunrise...
She still remains an evil,
Inside Pandora's box...
For she is a love child.
They loved too much.
Even when they ought not to.
So now she doesn't know love.
Yet we call her the love child!