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Authentic thoughts. Introspective soul.
May 3, 2019
 

"Since I've come on home
Well my body's been a mess
And I've missed your ginger hair
And the way you like to dress...

Won't you come on over
Stop making a fool out of me

Why don't you come on over, Valerie?

O....Valerie"

RIHANNA
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August 24, 2018
 

As I woke up to a numbing coldness, I didn't realize it was peek summer outside. The cold was inside of me. It screeched my whole body, a shiver strong enough to push me out of the bed.

I looked at the table clock lying next to my bed, it read 10:30am. Since when was I sleeping? I do not remember yesterday night. I do not remember the day before!

What is happening to me? Am I losing my mind? Or has my mind reached some parallel reality?!

I took a long breath, put my slippers on and proceed towards the washroom.

It suffocates me.

This one bedroom apartment, the LED lights, the air conditioners. Everything.

I wanted a large space, an open space, with a number of windows and livin...

FOLLOW YOUR HEART
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April 18, 2018
 

It was cold.
I was sick.

Not very old.
But I felt weak.

I looked for imagination to be true.
I looked for an angel even when I could see the devil smiling through.

I slept whole day.
I slept all night.
I cried my heart out.
But the sadness still remained, undefined.

Hurt. Hatred. War.
Love, might have gone too far.


I saw the lies.
Re examined the truths.

I looked for answers.
I looked for you.
I saw darkness.

Maybe this life is not enough.
But I will still keep looking for you when times are rough...

EVALUATE YOUR LIFE DAY
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December 21, 2016
 

He was happy that she was finally opening up... So he again asked, ''Where do you find so much hope and love??''...

Day 3:

I find it inside me. Its not so easy... But once you try to... You always find what needs to be found!  And since long ago I was looking for love and hope... In every corner... In every person... In every plant... In every animal... I tried hard to look what lies hidden... What a beautiful feeling each person has inside... The feeling of love. Some show it... Some don't!

I can see the magic of love. I can feel love everywhere. Every day.

THE VIEW
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April 27, 2017
 

My day and my night.



I wake up. Peek through the window...out to the open...the sky is blue today... I let out a prayer...to keep love safe... in earth as well as in heaven...

Out of some old unending habit...I go the gallery of my phone...smart phone it is. It keeps old photographs as fresh as new ones...

I make me some coffee and try to begin the day...


Somewhere I keep going back to all those memories.


Death is a strange thing.

It takes the person away, leaving behind the essence.
The mind is smarter, more than smart phones, for it plays the same moments over and over again. Imagination or probably hallucinations brings back everything.

Reality ceases to exi...

WORLD STATIONERY DAY
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April 16, 2018
 

Dear Rosalene,

Are you a reality
Or just a beautiful feeling?

Are those your hair
Or the tender tendrils of a climber I touch

Soft and mysterious
Growing wildly in my mind's meadows...
I never seem to get enough...

Are those the bright reds of the skies
Or your lips and your heart?

That enticing scent
Of jasmine and lilies
Or your lingering presence not too far?

I lie beneath the sky
I gaze at the stars.

But Dear Rosalene
I see only you shining
Twinkling the brightest amongst all the stars...

LOVE, HER
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April 15, 2018
 

#Spring

She thought her hands were not meant to be held.
She was her only friend,
Her own beginning, her only end.

Yet like spring he came.

Grew flowers where once only emptiness stayed.

Her hand fits perfectly into his.

He finally took all her winter away.

LOVE, HER
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April 13, 2018
 

#Why did you rape me Sir?

Why did your eyes travel round and round
Yet didn't find anything

But my body to hound.

You didn't smile at me
You didn't offer me a toffee.
You didn't tell me to sing,
The way others always did!

You just pulled me towards yourself with force.
And I was too fragile to move away.

I was too scared to utter a word.

Your eyes were red,
Like that of the demons mom have always told,

The ones who hunt down children
The ones who take them away.

But they were just stories, I thought

Or ain't they?

"You are hurting me!
I want to go home...
Let me go please...
Please."

My tears begged you once more...

But you never listened.

You did what you wanted to do.

P...

EXPLOSION
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March 31, 2018
 

What have I become?

I question myself at times.

I was meant to be the brightest star shining forever in this milky way galaxy.

I was meant to be the potion to remove someone's pain.

I was meant to be a song
To save someone's day.

I was meant to be your road,
When you leave home for a break.

I was meant to be the hand to hold,
When the bitter winter takes all the warmth away...

I was meant to be a prayer
You so devotedly pray.

Your wish.
Your dream.

The destination meant to be chased.

But what have I become?

I tend to be
Someone I wasn't meant to be.

What am I to myself?

Am I supposed to question myself or thee?

DAY OF TRUTH
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March 31, 2018
 

#Same place

Move fast dear! He shouted from behind.

The rush anyway won't let her stay at the same place. She was bound to move.

Even if she didn't wanted to...

She moved.
She ran.

She paced herself up.

Yet,
Ended up somewhere she was meant to surpass.

Again in the loneliness amidst the crowd.

Again tears rolling down the same way even when surrounded by laughter.

She moved.
She ran.

But she found herself in the same place,

All over again...

DAY OF TRUTH
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February 23, 2018
 

# Another Che will rise

For too long people have slept
Revolution has terribly wept.

Its time to fear no death.
Bring your motorbikes and minds on track.

From sugarcane fields
Let hope arise.

Let another Che rise.

Its time for
Another Che to rise...

EARTH
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November 22, 2016
 

Iam a rolling mountain stone...

And you, a beautiful valley down below...





Now you know.


I  just was unable to defy gravity...








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MOMENT IN THE SUN
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December 2, 2017
 

Her heart ain't hollow,
It ain't timid.

You can't describe it,
It got no worldly limits...

Its a million muscles
Crisscrossing,

With a billion sparkling dreams...

Someday it roars like thunder,
Other days its subtle like a stream...

When you touch her heart,
Her soul follows.

You take her hand and hold,
As she breaks open, the closed doors...

Today beside the sands of Sahara...
Tomorrow, maybe the Angel falls...

Her heart follows none...
It loves its rugged rusty road...

Touching a million people,
Caressing the lovelorn souls...

Oneday she might find another,

Heart, like her own...

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SAVE THE WORLD
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November 27, 2017
 

You have been to toxic places...

Have smiled at demons,
Hiding behind innocent faces...

Have hold close...
What needed to be thrown far away...

Have burnt in wicked lips like cigars...

Thinking yourself to be the inscence...

You kept running for peace...
In places where only chaos reside...

You sold your love at too cheap a price.

Girl! You sold your love at too cheap a price!

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POETRY BOOKS
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September 23, 2017
 

Withering like leaves in Autumn.
Gently turning to yellow.
Then grey...

And finally falling to the ground.

Fall,
Autumn,
Whatever you call.

Iam done blooming.
Now its time to embrace the fall...

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NATIONAL DIARY DAY
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July 21, 2017
 

Don't say goodnight.

Don't leave me alone here,
for the dark to reach...

Find me again.

Won't you?
In these neon studded streets.

You will tell me your story.
And listen to my heartbeats...

And we will feel the void go away.
We will feel something so unreal...

As if you are my dream...

Iam your destination...

And we are each other's destiny...

If this is how...
it was all supposed to be...

Lets hold each other's hand...

Lets hold the happiness entwined with the tragedies.

And just stroll around these zigzag streets...

Even if we met just now.
Lets never put an end to this meeting...

All night long...
Lets embrace the night's sky...

Just you and me,
In some pure ...

ONE GIANT LEAP FOR MANKIND
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July 13, 2017
 

*You Stay*

You are gone...
But you still linger on.

The roads, the signs,
The songs you loved...
Always reminds.

Your laugh,
Your look.
Your sugarless tea,
Your favorite book.

I walk and run,
looking for new places
To make it all undone...

I make new friends.
I try things for fun.
But as the rush subsides
You always...Always return!

The river,
The trees,
The sunshine
The vast sea.

Nothing seems to set me free.

For you don't go away.
You don't even try.

You stay always.
Never leaving my side...

SIMPLICITY DAY
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June 3, 2017
 

#Daisies and his mind...

Surrounded by beauty
Wrapped by precious time...

He always saw daisies as something divine.
He kept searching the fields,
Moving through the wilds...

And one day,
Found the perfect one...
That kept shining in pure white...

I was sitting there,

A little away from the daisies...
As I saw him smile.

I never loved flowers before.
Now I love both daisies and his mind...

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GOLD TRIM
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May 28, 2017
 

#Loss and grief.

I walk to you
All tattered and torn.

I pluck out from my bare feet
That wrenching thorn.

I don't like to see the graveyard
So lonely and forlorn.

I take a rose
With some memories quite withdrawn.

I sit by the overgrown grasses
Where I long so much to belong.

Yet in tears I pray
And sing your favorite song.

You have now been long gone
Still tonight I feel your love.

I again close my eyes and freshly mourn...

THE TRIANGLE
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May 15, 2017
 

I never knew you stood there
In the blue moonlight,

Waiting in the sidewalk
As I passed you by...

You stood there silently,
maybe lost in the world you imagined...

With me in your arms, swaying gracefully to the last waltz.

Looking at me, while I smile at you...
Both so deep in love...in a love so true...

But I never knew then, maybe I never tried to.
I remained so aloof, I never saw you...

I was like the flower, which needed some rain to bloom,
Yet hiding away from the showers of monsoon...

Its different tonight, as I sit next to you...
And gaze at the lovely moon...

Wrapped in your embrace,
I start to discover myself in you...

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AMOR
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May 13, 2017
 

Dear Maa,

I know not what present to gift you on Mother's day. Anything money can buy, won't suffice the love you have given me and keep giving me so unconditionally.

Its been tough for you to be a single mother, to take the world with just two crazy kids by your side, bearing all the tantrums, the teenage rebellion, the good, bad and the worst!

I love you Maa, thats all I want to gift you. All my love. Forever. For you never gave up on your kids, always fed us the best, loved us the best, kept listening to our stories, hold us, gave us piggyback rides...spent sleepless nights thinking about our future...

Maa, for all that you do. I promise you to never stop loving you. For from you,...

LOVE WINS
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May 10, 2017
 

#Deep blue Sea and You.

When did it happen?

Did you always existed inside my soul until the day I finally saw you?

I didn't see you actually...
I only saw how there was a part in you and a part in me. And just like two rivers, if entwined, just might become the deep blue sea...

And then I kept seeing you...within me...as if till today, the two rivers were bounded by large dams all these years...and now suddenly these dams are not strong enough to hold the flow... and the water rushed with the utmost power...defying boundaries and blockages...

And the waters, all in its ultramarine glory...reflected...the rising sun, the pale full moon and also embraced the slightly  orange hued setti...

LOVE IS...
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April 20, 2017
 

# I write with pencils

I don't wait for a lover's gaze...
To write deeply about love...

I don't fear death and oblivion anymore...
When I know that even living can make me feel paralysed...

I suffocate inside well lit,
Air conditioned spacious rooms...

I run and run faster searching for windows...

I break open cemented walls,

Hoping and praying some sunshine might peek in soon...

I lie down in the muddy paddy fields...

Not paying attention to the voice of someone shouting from behind "Don't".

With earthworms beside and honey bees around...
I make love to the earth.
I again find myself somehow.

I stop looking for the perfect day...
And a perfect way.
Or a warm beach holiday.

...

LOVE,PEACE AND UNDERSTANDING
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March 17, 2017
 

In a piece of turquoise paper,
We exchanged our beating hearts...

Yesterday in a crispy letter ,
We gently touched the stars...

The doorbell rang,
And the letter was on my hand!

It was yesterday, I will forever remember...

When in  the words of that scented letter,
We gently touched the stars...

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NEW
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March 14, 2017
 

Take me there...Won't you?

The home you said you finally found,
after searching through barren souls...

A home where there is water...

There is cool air...

And after wandering all day in this dry dry desert...

My scratched feet, scorched breath.

Won't you let me rest for a while there...

Or maybe if possible...

A little bit longer?

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LETTRS SHERLOCK
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March 9, 2017
 

Amidst the folds of her sacred mind...
Flowers bloom.

Some wonderful daffodils,
Some white lilies...

Lilacs of purple,

With his touch attached...

Her heart so blue,

And his love...Oh his love!
So fiercely true!

Bursts passion...
Her vivid imagination.
Whenever his thoughts pinches her by...

The storm.
The rains.
The earth.
And this life...

All ethereal and real,
She embraces with him...

The beautiful nights and warm sunrises...

World, is in him, she knows!
And her heart unashamed,

keeps beating...

For more and more...

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TURNING
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March 8, 2017
 

I hold your heart.
You hold mine.

Two wandering souls, entwined.

Love is still a mystery that
Neither of us can truly define.

Neither can we deny!

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STEPANKA H.
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